Wesley Methodist School BSM Gathering 2009

Loved it!

Morning was hell. No offense to the teachers. Happy Teacher's Day. :) But it was hell. Spent the whole morning doing black books and only finished it at around 12.30pm. Missed all the performances at the assembly ground. They were celebrating Teacher's Day. I only saw Tim's performance. It was better than Chris'. [Boo Chris :P]

Walked to Petronas for lunch with Serene. Saw some kesian people waiting for SJ bus for hours. Because of one of them who has face problem, so the bus did not want to come. Kesian. :P

Took bus + LRT to Wesley Methodist with Serene, WernXin, XiTian and SeeKee. Serene did not know what The Mall was. She embarrassed us. :P Met up with Brandon, Clement and Garry at Sentul station. Clement thought the Wesley BSM members who were stationed at Sentul LRT station to welcome us were our school BSM members and INTEROGATED them! "Why aren't you wearing black shoes? I've never seen your name on the masterlist." Literally the BIGGEST embarrassment! Chris and XianJin and Sabrina and Ana and SookShian came later.

Garry, did you get scolded by your dad from your phone? I'm sorry because i dropped it. :D

The performances by the Wesley BSM members were..normal. Ice-breaking session was normal. All the games had been played before by us. So we were not really excited, i guess. But all the fun started when the station game started. I got into the group where i was the only guy. But the rest of the girls are quite pretty and attractive also lah. Except Serene! :P The two form one girls form Wesley were really cute! Luckily i am not like Ushana. I'm no goldfish uncle. :P

The games were pretty interesting! Someone tricked me into talking to the tree while i was blind folded and playing the chair stacking game. Bugger! I must have looked stupid! The song gurgling was hilarious! Apparently my group broke a record? Hey hey, music is kinda my niche! :P While we were playing song gurgling, one girl whose face i did not see came and asked, "Oh so this is the group with the only guy is it?" I feel famous. :D And muahaha i i could even play basketball with my eyes blind folded! Ushana, can you? :P

I think my friends are all very sporting! :D

Garry aka Gayre or Garry with double silent 'r'. And that scout dude whose name i forgot to ask. I think he's interested in Serene. Finally, FINALLY, Serene is wanted. :P But too bad that dude is a scout and he's an Indian. Will you accept him and make SOMEONE feel bad, Serene? Wahaha! Oh the coordinator of the station game, Ko Chia Chea is kinda pretty. I cannot resist to call her name. Chia Chea. Chia Chea. Catchy name. Stephanie is hilarious! And she's..cute. I don't wanna hurt her feelings. *smirk* Qi Wei looked sick. :x Poor dude.

Overall the gathering was really fun because the people there were really really nice! Got to meet WeiMing but missed the chance to meet Melvyn and LeeXia! I forgot to ask for them! My one chance to meet Xia! Argh! But probably she has gone back, so..

Made a hell lot of noise in LRT but it's okay. I enjoyed the company and the fun. Like i always say, i have funny friends. :)

其实，我还小

很不开心。但不是moody。

"No matter what posts you have, no matter how much power you possess, residents or not, you're still an intern!"

Yes. Undeniably. I am learning to become better. I'm learning how to be happy although everything around me seems to fail me. Everything. I am learning how to live with disappointments. I am learning how to trust what i ought not trust. I am learning how to cope with despair. Together with my close friends, i am.

YuHan, thanks for asking earlier just now. That's very sweet of you. (:

I am still an infant.

I hope my brother is not right.
Though deep down inside, his statement is the one i side.
I don't know if i can really get over it.
Toying?

There's somebody I've longing to see
I hope that you turn out to be
Someone who watch over me

I'm a little lamb who's lost in the wood
I don't know if I could always be good
To one who'll watch over me

Although you may not be the one people might think of
As attractive
To my heart you carry the key

Why won't you try hard to put on some speed
Follow behind me, oh how i need
Someone to watch over me
Someone to watch over me

Hey hey i think i have some talent at lyrics-editing. :D

Start of a Beautiful Day

I like jogging recently. Like seriously. I did not mind waking up 7 o'clock in the morning just to sweat myself out at Tasik Permaisuri park. That is, if i can get up successfully. But the morning was not sunny. Bummer! I need the sun to tan myself! Why was the Sun lazy today, of all days? :(

Had slight improvement. One round at the track is 1.4 km according to ShunRen. Managed to break my own new record, 7 minutes 30 seconds. Still very slow. Zz. But it's okay. This is my fifth or sixth time running and i improved from 10 minutes to this record. Must try harder.

Looking forward to next week's turn, if i am not going to PD. Probably i should try jogging by the beach if i get to go to PD. ShunRen, when do you wanna join me la? Jogging at 8 o'clock is not late okay, it's very early in fact!

Oh yeah. Bumped into Razi, the dude the girls used to say is very good-looking, just now while jogging at the park. He was actually wearing Laksamana's shirt! Over spirited. Haha.

Who wants to join me next week? :D

Anyway, the Indonesian immigrant who robbed a house and threatened to kill the wife and her three kids just for RM3000.00 really deserved to die. Served him right! I really anti immigrants who refuse to look for a proper job and, instead, ruin other people's peaceful life. Go back to your country if you cannot find work here and do NOT create havoc and destroy other people's beautiful life just because yours is miserable! *roar*

*edit*

Not a productive day. Having slight headache and it is getting worse. Searched the ASEAN scholarship website for the latest info. Apparently only the short-listed candidates will receive notifications regarding the interviews and tests one week before the tests are conducted. And it's gonna be in June. Is there any slight chance that i will make it? *fingers crossed*

Stiller.

I almost forgot that i have already watched Night At The Museum. It was a fun outing. Lotsa laughter with friends. Movie was not bad. JooEr was funny. YeeShan was hilarious with the huge car. Spent, to me, quite a huge sum of money. And thanks to the buggers who insisted on eating ice-cream. *guilty*

My friends are all very nice and cute people. Serious. Except Serenes. Both Serene. They are both old aunty. Wahaha! *random*

Life rocks after exam! Feels less stressful! I hope life stays this way! Yet i know it's impossible.

Anyway, i must not let myself fall in too deep into the undug whole. Else, i will not be able to pull myself up, again. I barely survived last time and i am not gonna let myself repeat the same mistake again.

Have i fully recovered from the inner injury the impossibilities between us made?

LMAO!

For a good laugh, and i mean serious good laugh, go to Manwyn's blog. HAHAHA!

Exam's Over!

Feel very tired. Very very.

Anyway, i've been reading a few articles about Kris' win. Yeah, i'm beginning to really like his personality. He's a great artist, no doubt. And my support to Adam never dies.

Anyway Rickey posted some stuffs Clay Aiken, the gay runner up in season two, said about Adam. Some incredibly nasty stuffs, followed by how he really dislikes the show because he thought everything on the show was biased. He said things like Adam's Ring of Fire made his ears bleed and how that made him feel nauseated and stuffs. That kinda shows how shallow-minded he is and i used to respect him A LOT. Thanks to his post on his blog, now i know better. Though he apologised, nothing much is changed. His image is ruined, terribly.

Same goes to Danny. If only people watch the interviews by Ryan Seacrest at Larry King's. Ryan asked who did Danny support to win the show after he was eliminated. He said Kris. Then, he ocntinued to explain how it feels hurtful(?) that the judges always compliment Adam and how Kris was lefted out and things like that. I can't remember what he said exactly. He is long-winded! And when he was expressing his opinions about why people should vote for Kris or something like that, he was in front of not only Ryan but the rest of the Top 5! He was literally talking shit of Adam in front of Adam. Yeah, he was being honest, AND tactless!

I am incredibly distrubed by these pieces of shits.

Anyway, Garry dude, thank you so much for the compilation man! You're the Kris in my life. Wahaha. No i am not Adam. =.=

Saw another video of Kris hugging Adam from the back. It was cute! I really hope Kris has a successful career and a blissful marriage. :)

So what if Adam has sexuality issues? Tzen Hong and Garry have it too! :P

Hail Adam Lambert the Runner Up

Saw this coming. Inevitable, the crown was snatched away.

The Dark Horse, Tender Puppy, Sexy Face, the American Idol.


I really hope Adam would have won. What i can do now is sulk and mourn. :(

I think Kris is going to be a great recording artist. Adam is a better performer than a recording artist, imo. But still, i hope this competition is a good stepping stone for both of them to excel in their careers. Don't stay in America, must go worldwide! Come Malaysia especially!

*mourn*

*edit*

What is with the results show? Kara in bikinis? Not really a nice sight? I wanna watch Cook! I wanna watch Allison! I wanna watch Adam! Why no StarWorld here!

Sorry to myself.

Exam was horrible. My hope for A1 for Bio is totally crushed into powder form. And Economy's tomorrow. Joy.

Anyway Garry and KaiShek sure do understand my pain for only listening to AI performances online. I totally need to get StarWorld channel installed in my television, without Astro.

Oh Suzanne, stop reading if you have not watched the Finale. :P

Anyway Kris's Ain't No Sunshine was normal to me. In fact, i prefer the first version. His entrance was too slow for me. And i enjoyed the first version more than this one. Just a feel. Simon gave the first round to Adam? (I have not heard Mad World yet :P) What's Going On probably was not a performance type of song but it totally showed everyone what kinda artist Kris can be and he can really be a good recording artist (amateur's two cent opinion). This performance was really soothing and nice to hear. I think i can imagine it on radio. However I heard a few pitch problems, which was surprising. But it was not obvious i think. No Boundaries was... It sounded like every single new song being sang in the finale - weird and the song was not a good song. Apparently Kara wrote it. I thought she was good? This song probably can be a good ballad. But Kris's entrance of the song was very pop and i personally feel that he struggled a lot with the song. Notes were flat at times. I wonder why did he not modify the songs. Obviously the song was written for ballad singers who have huge voice which is something he lacks. It was almost like Katharine McPhee's single when she was in the finale - inappropriate genre.

Oh yeah. I think i dislike the idea of singing their favourite performance in finale which means repeating their performance. I prefer them singing a new song. Producer's choice and the new single are still okay.

Adam's turn. I like the entrance. It is different. It was more like the studio version. But i guess this performance is more or less the same as the one he did weeks ago. Not much difference. I so wanna watch the live performance! Was it cool? Was it too theatrical? However, based on overall feel, i prefer his Mad World weeks ago than this one. Just a feel. Personally did not like the producer's choice for Adam - A Change Is Gonna Come. Probably i am just listening to it and not watching it. I can never imagine Adam singing this song. Well it's really unexpected but then, a song like this being sang by Adam? But then he's quite versatile. And he did good on the song. I think he can sing ballad songs better than Kris, a lot. But like Randy, i prefer him as a rocker than a ballad singer or what not. And i just realised that this is a finale. It's like, there is no feel coming from both of their performances that they really want it very badly to win. Again, just a feel. Adam's No Boundaries is... spectacular. Million times better than Kris's! Totally love it! Nothing much to say. Based on this finale itself, Adam deserves to win, regardless of any religion stuffs and beliefs issues! GO ADAM!

Time to watch Carrie Underwood!

How to save my Economy?!

*ROAR*

I miss talking shit with people!

Anyway, exam is screwing me, hard! Ah, feels so good~ I thought i did fairly okay in BM and BI except the paper Twos, comprehension part. A bit tricky there. But i guess i can get at least A2? Chemistry was great too. Was not unable to answer the questions. At least i did not have any blank, which to me is good enough. Add Maths was beyond hell. Left so many blanks at second paper, losing 13 marks already. With all the mistakes, i am helpless. I hope paper one helps! And today, Sejarah was not smooth! Hate the questions about Thailand and hate the KBKK questions about Malayan Union.

And i have no idea how to survive next week. Monday Physic Tuesday Accounts and Moral Wednesday Bio Thursday Maths and Economy and ending with Economy paper one on Friday. I wanna watch American Idol on Wednesday and Thursday!

Okay okay enjoy a bit more now and study later~ Zzz.

OMG.

Screw Add Maths. Screw Sejarah. No no cannot screw sejarah sejarah you're my friend come sleep with me tonight!

I think Kris can emerge as the real dark horse and wins the show. He's unbelievably talented and his supporters increase each and every week. I think people would not be surprised if Adam wins, they would be more surprised if Kris wins, well because he is the dark horse and he has improved so much since day one! Undeniable, his Heartless was a very smart move. He is very creative and innovative (sounds like KH suddenly :x). He has placed his signatures on so many songs that he sang, it's kinda hard to imagine other people singing the songs now. He is just too good in that sense. And i think his Heartless REALLY REALLY saved him!

Adam on the other hand, has a magnificent voice, fantastic stage presence and strong charisma. However, IN MY OPINION, he has not been making as many surprises as he did during earlier of the show. I don't know if the themes did not allow him to do so or he just lost the shine as he moves on week by week. I hope he does something unexpected next week or else the show would really be dull and Kris will won based on his creativity and his intelligence in following the current trend. I really hope Adam chooses more famous songs and does well because he really is a good performer! Plus, he has a better voice than Kris. Which gives him more opportunity to shine better!

I hope next week's finale will be the best we've ever had. Who will win? I don't know who to side now. Probably after next week's performance.


Once again, OMG!

American Idol a bit. :P

Danny's Dance Little Sister is totally not my favourite. I thought it was cliche. Just my opinion.
His second performance was so much better. I think by far it's a performance which i enjoyed the most coming from him.

Kris's Apologise is not working as well. Him and the background music do not click. However, his Heartless was a really good! It might not be a vocal masterclass, but it's really a breath of fresh air! I would rather play this that Danny's You Are So Beautiful and hit it on "repeat" forever in my iPod. Kris deserves more than Danny because i think along with the trend now, Kris is the type of artist we need. Danny might be famous in America but Kris will definitely be well-known worldwide if he is given the chance.

I like Adam's One. Easy-going. Might not be the best, but i still enjoy the performance. This remind me the rendition which Mary J Blidge and Bono did, if my memory does not fail me. Not a bad song. And it reminds me of another thing as well. I still long to see Adam doing Believe by Cher live. Should be magnificent! His second performance, Cryin', didn't hit me much. :( I prefer One and Heartless. I think the best tonight goes to Heartless, to its originality and creativity, with both Adam's landing at second.

Adam and Kris for the finale~ Must!

Vote for Adam and Kris, American!

Side-tracked a while. :P

Yeah i know it's exam period :P

I've read a few articles about American Idol recently. More precisely, American Idol and the believers, not contestants.

It never occurred to me that some people do keep track of the contestants' religions and beliefs and those factors actually affect their support and votes. For example, this final three, there are two Christians and one non-Christian. And just because Lambert is not a 'believer', some people refuse to vote for him, despite his outrageous talent.

Yes, i know, it's a personal opinion. But come on, this is a reality show, a talent show and most importantly a singing competition! If those people were to vote based on the contestants' religions, why not hold other competitions which are religion based?

Just a one cent out-pour from me. At least, if Adam does not win this season, i know the reason why and indirectly, i know what is American's mindset.

Adam for the win!

Thanks Donkey

Allison is ousted.

Speechless.

All thanks to donkey.

Anyway, YeeShan, i really am sorry, alright? I did not mean to forget. I just mixed it up! Please don't be mad at me! What can i do to make it up to you??

A day when sorrow is mixed with bliss, which to choose, which to follow?

Tomorrow, a day which i hope would be fun. Welcoming guests from Kota Bharu. I'll like to meet new friends!

Oh yeah. A friend once told me, stalkery is rude and should not be done. But what if stalkery is the only thing that can make you feel better?

Stalk without being caught.

Muahaha!

American Idol rocks shit!

Period.

Adam Lambert is making me love hard-rock now! Unbelievable!

GARRY I CANNOT TAHAN ARGH! :P

Adam is super talented!

Multiple periods!

Anyway, what a day. Roller coaster ride.

Oh. Did something really stupid today. I asked a senior whom i look up to and respect a lot a very stupid question. Like, down-right idiotic. But then cannot help it. Have not been in the mood lately and thus my mind is going sidetracked I hope he does not mind. ~.~

Anyway, let it be if you are still present in my mind, i shall try my best to focus!

With or without you~ *sings*

Oh my, i am starting to behave in a very VERY peculiar way.

American Idol still rocks! And Jaarvis has msn!

其实，我是很失望的。

To mah boss,

I hope you get well real soon! Pity you dude, have to come to school tomorrow though not feeling so good. Make sure you don't get heart attack. :P *salute*

Anyway i realise how much influence they have around the school. I mean, the school seemed very gloomy today. Everyone seemed so quiet and down. Everything seemed so lifeless. But it's okay.

SheMei. Thanks for understanding. I understood what you meant when you said what you said when the school ended. :)

Anyway, hi YeeShan. I guess we're in the same boat.

And here i am posting a meaningless post.

A meaningless life.

Am having hard time trying to concentrate. Despite what i've posted before this. The Yes crap. Zz.

真的很无聊的post.

又开始想了。会寻找你的背影。会给自己一个理由。

会无思乱想。

*叹气*

SPM，在我心中的你在哪了？

Like what i told Serene today, what's wrong with becoming a bad kid? What's wrong with swearing and cursing? Reputation will be badly affected? Why should i care about reputation when reputation can be easily shattered and misunderstood? Image, a non-existent barrier we use to cover up our inner bad. Why not just unleash whatever that is veiled? We would not have to fake ourselves then.

A mask one wears to cover up one's true self.

Utter rubbish.

Anger, right? It is dangerous to blog while the only feeling in your heart is anger. A tuition teacher once said. And i agree. And i am angry. *nod*

I am standing on a track with many many branches heading many different ways, providing me with various choices to continue my journey. I know i should head to the brightest route, but the mysterious aura that the dark route possess attracts me as much. A brittle heart. A fragile soul. Can be easily swayed. But yet, still i stand. Not knowing which and where.

I am still standing now.

But i don't know about next.

Have you ever cared?

To Serene LPY

I like LPY. Sounds cool. :P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Belated!

Haha! Came back at 12+ so slept straight away. After taking bath of course. I'm not like you, smelly.

Anyway, a wonderful day it was yesterday. Morning was stupid because i could not spot the birthday girl padahal she was sitting beside Levonne.

Syed Anwar remembered her birthday!

Took her for a walk around Berjaya Times Square. I hope she enjoyed the burger in Subway. :) And accompanying girls to buy shirts is a bit..boring but fun. Hehe. And that fitting room does not allow gentlemen enter. Saaad. :(

After that we dispersed, asking Serene to go back by herself. In the end she went back with TongKwun via LRT. TongKwun naughty girl didn't join the party! :P PuiKuan and her boyfriend came to fetch us [Jon, SheMei and I] back to Serene's house. All of us hid in her room to ambush her. Maggie, Aaron, Chiewteng, CengYew, YeeShan, HuiChi were there too! I didn't miss out anyone, did i? :x It was hilarious! The moment Serene opened the door and spotted us, she ran all the way out of her room, out of her house, to the road and ran all the way up and down. LOL! But somehow i think she already knew a bit this, a hunch at least? *ahem*

BBQ!

I loved the chicken wings! But couldn't finish the food yesterday. Maggie was eating non-stop. We all couldn't stop talking and had so much fun! And i wanna play Mahjong now. Thanks to CengYew! =.=

More details, please refer to Serene's blog. :D

And Jon's dad sent me all the way back to my house. At 12! O.O

THANKS JON'S DADDY! AND MOMMY! AND SISTER! LOL!

Jonathan you naughty la. :P

Anyway MUST get into the mood and mode! Studies! But not after finishing this idiotic sivic project and add math project. ADD MATH PROJECT?!

Lost Focus.

Spent the first half of the morning jogging and second half of the morning eating.

Spent the whole afternoon and evening in front of my laptop.

And i should spent the rest of my night in front of any book!

Like Garry said, it's May now. Time to get more serious. April was not a smooth month therefore i hope May will change for the better.

No more 暗恋！

Say no to affection or infatuation!

But it's irresistible

Say no to coming online just for a mere chance of bumping into someone.

Say no to non-academic activities!

Say yes to straight A1s in SPM!

Say yes to burning passion to strive!

Say yes to burning passion to strike!

SAY YES TO ME!

Sulk
Not knowing how to talk
Not knowing how to make fun
Perhaps that's the reason
You never know my
Infatuation

It is fading
I just hate the fact
You left your footsteps
On the sand-like brain of mine

Ps. Time to take charge of.