Merry Christmas!

This year's Christmas is special because I joined my friends while we went caroling around KL! It was my first time and it was very fun! Especially when I love singing A LOT! Apart from that I also love the fact that we brought smiles and joy to those little kids' faces! And the last venue was the best - Seri Pacific Hotel! It was so fun, seeing so many people so interested in our performances. They even took photos with us while we were singing! Amazing experience! And amazing friends to be with too!

May this year's Christmas be ever so special to all my friends!

Merry Christmas!

Ps. If Santa is really here and if Santa allows me one wish to be granted, I wish Santa to change who and how I am.

I Want to Put A Smile on Your Face!

So this is how happiness feels like!

This feels nostalgic because I have not done this in a long while. "This" meaning doing something good for some people whom I truly care about. Tomorrow is my friend's mom's birthday. She is a super great mother who knows how to cook a thousand things! Whenever we went over to her house to play or to work, she would definitely take good care of us! It was extremely nice of her! I am also indebted to her for something which she had done for me. I would never forget all the good deeds!

Therefore, I'm baking a cake/muffin! I hope it will work! It must work!

How are you?

Allow me to be a little bit less scientific and a little bit more naive because I have an important question to ask.

Grandma, regardless of where you are right now, how are you doing?

Is there a rule which specifies a limit of grieving period when one has lost someone dearest to oneself? If there is such a limited period, would you tell me its length? Then I would probably bounce back from this loss a little bit more faster, though a bit forcefully.

During the dinner just now, the table was left with only my mom and me. The rest have finished their meal. Suddenly, my mom brought up the topic about grandmother. I could see glitter in her eyes. I know it still hurts her. She misses grandma. I do too. But it takes time. We don't know how long. But yeah, time it takes.

As she was talking about grandma, she noted a number of things,
- Grandma used to babysit all four of us when we were still wearing diapers
- She had saved all the money that her children and grandchildren had given her for us.
- Even after she passed away, she had always been taking care of us - during her burial ceremony, it did not rain and it wasn't even sunny, the weather was just nice for the ceremony, as if she had protected us from the heat and the rain.
- Whenever my mother called to Ipoh to talk to her, she always asked how my brothers and I were doing, and if my dad got any job, and how my brother was doing in overseas. Yet, none of four of us had ever called back to talk to grandma.
- We were all in KL while she was in Ipoh. We didn't get to spend time with her, to take care of her. Now that she is gone, we no longer have the chance to.
- Even in her sickbed, she was not able to speak due to the stroke. It was so painful for her. She used to be the strongest, being able to walk to market, talk to people, take care of her chickens and her small vegetation farm. But one stroke, and everything changed.

Why?

Grandma, how are you?

I Miss You.

Loss to be grieved. Extremely difficult moments to live through. But I believe these days will pass. It does not mean I will forget about what you. It merely indicates that you will still be a part of my life and you will definitely be a part of my future. But till then, let me lament your disappearance from my life. Let me reminisce and remember how you have shaped my life. And let me miss you because it is not easy to be inured to this void inside my heart.

8. 18. 28. 8. A memory not to be forgotten.

She was an amazing woman. Enough said. The presence of a sea of people during her funeral definitely proved her influence when she was still alive.

She was my grandmother.

I do not have much memory of living together with my grandmother. She lived in Ipoh, her hometown, while I stayed in KL all my life. We didn't really have the chance of staying under the same roof, except the Chinese festive season. However, when I was young, she used to stay at my house for a few days, or a week, during my school holidays. Those were the times when she was in better health and she still had the vim to travel all the way from Ipoh to KL. Those were the good times.

I remember being very very young and I would still hold my grandma's hand wherever I go. Everyday, I would try to wake up as early as she would in order to follow her to the market. I would hold her rough hands, feeling so secured, like nothing could ever harm me, while I accompanied her to the morning market. The journey was never a short one. Nevertheless, I do not recall getting bored or tired because she would always have something to talk about - whether regarding her chickens she reared at kampung, or about how to live a life. The funny thing was, she was a Hakka and she could only speak in Hakka. However that was the one language I could hardly speak fluently. Yet that never stopped us from getting along together. In the morning market, she would bring me to all the chicken, vegetable, and even kuih stalls. What fascinated me was the fact that she could interact so well with the people in the market despite the fact that, not only the language barrier, she didn't stay in KL for most of her life. How she did that, I never knew. But it remained as one of the fascinating things about her.

The strongest impression I have of my grandmother was this afternoon I spent with her, when we were watching one of her favourite movies. Andy Lau was in the movie and he was portraying a lawyer's character. Andy was a respectable character in the movie and my grandma was very fond of him. When we watched that movie, she said to me "Boy, you must study very hard so that you will succeed. Then only would you be able to become as brilliant and successful as Andy Lau. Then only can you protect the weak people. Then only would you be rich and lead a wealthy and happy life. You must study very hard!" These words engraved in my mind ever since. The impact that these words made was so huge that they had always given me motivation to work even harder especially during difficult times. I really appreciate her words.

The moments I spent with her can't even be put down into words. She really was an amazing person. The things that she was willing to sacrifice to help other people weren't even countable. She was selfless, considerate, open-minded and kind. She was also frugal and generous at the same time. During Chinese New Year, she would be the one to give the biggest red-packet all the time! My mother always said, my grandmother loved me the most. I did feel that way. That was why I always wanted to work hard and earn enough money to be able to share with her my prosperity. I wanted to be able to go back to Ipoh and give it to her, RM500, RM1000. I wanted her to know that I have succeeded and I would lead an easy life. I wanted to let her know that I am happy, like how she always wanted us to be. I wanted to let her know so many things. I wanted to make her proud! I wanted to hear it from her mouth, "I'm very proud of you!" I wanted to hear her husky voice.

She is now gone. She first had a stroke. She was then hospitalized. Her condition bettered but it fluctuated. It wasn't stable. She could not swallow. She had to have a pipe channeled down to her stomach so that fluids can be transmitted into her. It was so painful. She could not speak. She couldn't do so many things! She was suffering. The last words that I remembered her saying was during the last Chinese New Year, "Bye bye, come back again during the Chinese New Year next year! Po Po will slaughter a big fat chicken for all of you!"

Po Po, I will miss your chicken very much. I miss you.

Ps. Mom, I don't know how to console you. I have no idea what it feels like to lose your dearest relative. It hurts my heart even more to see you so lugubrious. I can only say, stay strong.

Stay strong, to everyone.

Stupidity

Sometimes, there are some stupid things that you want to do. You realise that they are stupid and they would be the most reckless things to do, yet you do them anyway. Even after serious consideration, you do them anyway.

That is pure stupidity.

But that also means that, you are passionate enough to do the things which you feel right. Stupid, yes, but right.

I felt like an idiot sending a message which I assume no one would appreciate. Down right fatuous. But fine. Let it be. Let me be a laughing stock. One who is too sensitive. Whatever. You who condemn me know nothing about me.

Grr.

Anyway. I like Mathematics and I find it fun. Thank you.

许愿

外婆，赶快好起来吧。。。！

生气

很气，很气，很气！

很想叫整个世界去死！

生气！

TMD.

Fleeting time.

I have been to a number of places today, witnessing and experiencing many different things. Most of them brought unexpected surprises. They opened my eyes to bigger possibilities. And I have many things to say about them. But as I ponder upon my words in my mind, I realize that some need to be filtered before they can be typed out. Since I am so lazy, I decided to just shut them all in.

I think lately, that's how I've been acting. There are a number of things which I would like to voice out but to save the hassle of having people misunderstood me, I decided to just close my mouth. I try to put these things behind my mind, though I have to say it is not easy to do so.

Anyway I think I'm just rambling, again, right before the exam. Been watch so many dramas and X Factor, I barely touched my books! Time to repent! Grr!

May God bless my Grandma

Yesterday evening, my mom received a phone call from her hometown. My grandma had a stroke. They were waiting for the arrival of the ambulance. I in my room, sleeping, when I overheard the conversation. It was serious. A stroke. My grandma lost her conscious. She could not move her limbs. She couldn't speak. She could only open one eye. It sounded severe. My parents immediately made plans: buying some eastern herbs, informing nearby relatives, packing some clothes and not long after, they were on their way to Ipoh.

Like the saying goes, you can't sense it when accidents arrive at your doorstep. It was so sudden, so abrupt.

I could not imagine the anxiety that my mother was going through. After the phone call from Ipoh, she did so many things. Together with my father, they discussed about buying the herbs and if it's suitable for my grandma's consumption. They decided to wait for my aunt to come to my house then only they will depart for Ipoh, after picking up my cousin from US who coincidentally is having vacation in KL. They made so many phone calls discussing so many things and told my relatives in Ipoh what to do. It's hard not to notice the coarse voice that my mother began to have. How was she holding her emotions up?

I decided not to ask any questions. I gathered information regarding my grandma from my mother's numerous phone conversations. I didn't want to be in my mother's way. She packed everything. She was ready. She left. That was it. I decided to wait at home, waiting for her news.

Late evening, my mom called. She still hadn't arrived. There was a bad congestion, due to a heavy downpour. Grandma's condition hadn't improved.

Right now. My parents are back in KL. They are on their way to a temple to pray. I think that is all that we could do right now. Pray.

佛，请你保佑我婆婆，让她快速好起来。啊祢驼佛。

Good Luck in QT!

Qualifying Test tomorrow! I just want to pass everything! I don't want the college to call my parents! So good luck to everyone in MCKL!

I haven't written, or spoken, in proper English in a very long time, which is very worrisome as to how I am going to sit for my IELTS. Or SAT. Grr. I need to speak more English. Good English. And I need to get back my grip. At least, write with a flow.

I need more time (and willingness) to read some books!

To YOU who follow my blog

Hi! =D

After I re-enabled my blog, I changed the interface of my Dashboard to the newer version, which is more convenient. Then, I realized that I have 13 followers! It is an unexpected and a pleasant surprise! I didn't realize I have this many followers.

So to YOU, my followers, and also the all the READERS of my blog, I want to express my UTMOST gratitude. I hope reading my blog and posts gives you the entertainment or the benefits you are looking for, and I hope it's worthy of your time too. (=

Bon Voyage, Bro.

Just sent off my brother who left for New Zealand for work.

It wasn't sad. It isn't the first time he has left Malaysia for another country. So it isn't particularly sad. But this time, I have to emphasize again (for myself), he went to another country, for work. For work!

Somehow it hit me as I saw him leaving. He's not even 30 years old. Just 20++. And he has the opportunity to work in another country. Though it's not permanent, to me it is something very cool! Like a business trip. It is something I always want to do and achieve. To be able to go to another country to work, all the expenses covered by the company. And then thinking about the situation that I'm facing right now, all the uncertainties, all the seemingly very challenging obstacles lying ahead of me, depending which paths I choose. I really don't know, 10 years from now, where will I be.

At the same time as we sent him away, I saw many other people, many other ang mos, who wore blazers, in formal. They were definitely on a business trip. I kept thinking, will I have that opportunity?

I know myself well enough to know where my limits are. And honestly, currently I don't see myself at their positions. This partially saddens me. Partially happy because I am very happy for my brother, for his achievement. Partially sad because, I really, really don't know if I am able to achieve what I want, if I have set a standard too high for myself, if everything I have pieced together in my mind is just merely a dream.

Money, why are you such a problematic obstacle to me?!

Hi Blog!

I have no idea what happened to my blog but it got automatically deleted. I think someone hacked into my account. The suspicious thing is, there was a comment left for my latest post, and it was mysteriously deleted by author. But I don't delete comments! So my guess is, someone must have hacked my account to delete that comment. But this assumption sounds so ridiculous so I'm just going to ignore my own guess.

I suddenly realized that my own blog is so lugubrious! I should post something more..bubbly and sunshiny! I'll try, at least. There isn't anything particularly happy for me to talk about. So.. I shall just wait.

Anyway my brother is leaving tomorrow for NZ! So lucky of him! And I am here, lost and wandering and wondering what should I decide for my future! I really have a strong urge to go to Japan to sweep now! At least I don't have so much to think!

请问，

知己能有多少个？

Happiness. Hit me. Like a bullet.

So many have happened in these two, three weeks! Such busy busy days! Last week was the Orientation Camp for the first batch of new July intake! It was so fun! It was indeed the best camp I've been to! The people were nice, the facilitators were fun, the Guardian Angel program was such a success! I can't pinpoint exactly what made the camp so special, but it was really fun!

I like staying awake playing charades with Lye Tong, Fatima, Heng Choc, Hannah, Ai Ling, Ali, Teddy and Cassie! I like putting flour and toothpaste on people's shoe and slipper (though I dislike the cleaning up part). I like seeing the new people smile because it means what we, the facilitators, tried to do was a success. I like this camp because a few people made this camp so special for me. I like this camp because, I didn't care. Love Camp 4!

But coming back from Camp 4 was not so good )x So many people fell sick! It was such a bad situation! I really really hope this doesn't happen in Camp 5! )x

And then we had to prepare so many things for Midsummer Masquerade Ball! As the big day came closer, there seemed to be more things to be done! Lucky we were able to pull it through! It was really a success I believe! Except a little bummer. Overall, I hope everyone liked it! It was not perfect, I know. But at least I hope there are some parts of the event, if not all parts, that everyone would like! Thanks to all SC members!

And above all, I feel contented.

@@

Today was such a complicated day. Unhappy incidents. I especially do not like things like this to happen. And I feel bad! Really bad! I feel like there is nothing I could do! And on top of that, I feel like things weren't being taken seriously. Are you kidding me? But if that is how things are being accepted nowadays, if people can accept that, I wouldn't know what to say. Maybe, I don't fit the world.

And I don't like how I think things are going on around me. Do not like.

But there was something very interesting that happened today. A few new intake from Sarawak spoke Fu Zhou language! It was so interesting! I like it!

Sick. Again.

I think I get sick quite often. I still remember the last time I fell sick. Around this time last year too I think. So torturous. I couldn't sleep last night. Lying awake on the bed, feeling hot and cold at the same time. In the end I got a cup of water and saw that it was only 3 o'clock in the morning! And I thought I've been lying there for forever! Torturous. So I went back to bed, bend myself together like a baby and finally sweated a little bit, I think. Eventually I fell asleep. But still, it was a very bad night.

In the college the whole day, I seriously didn't feel well. The cold weather made it worse. And the air-conditioned classes was the worst. Other than that, I felt like vomiting all the time. As if I'm actually pregnant. =.= It was horrible. To make it worse, I felt like screaming at everyone I know. The slightest dislike that I had in my mind, I felt like making a big deal out of it, just to find a reason to unleash the rage. Horrible horrible feeling.

I hope I get better tomorrow! And I hope this horrible horrible feeling go away. Because with it, all I see is pessimism and anger and hatred and dismay.

Whee.

Hi Blog. I feel so optimistic today! I woke up in the morning feeling like P Diddy. Okay no I didn't, I slept alone and there ain't any chicks around me. (Look up the lyrics of Tik Tok by Ke$ha) But I felt like today is a good day.

Today could be a day that I make people happy. Certain people. So I tried. I tried to make myself happier too but sometimes things do go haywire and they do not happen the way we've planned it to. But it's alright. No big deal. I hope things could work out better the next time. And I move on.

And conclusion is, I still feel that way. Optimistic. :) So I think my life is up to a good turn right now. :D

*edit*

This is such a pointless post =.=

Reminder.

Must focus on the right thing. Must. Must. Must.

Hi. Again.

I am not so sure if I should actually say what I'm about to express.

It's 20:34 by the clock on my desktop. At this exact moment, the mosque near my house (I don't even know exactly where it is located) is praying. It is doing the loud praying thing, with the loudspeaker for everyone to hear and to know that it's time to pray. And just for the record, not everyone is a fan of it but everyone here (in Malaysia) lives with it and we're fine with it.

This is not a racist topic.

My point is, I find that whole loudspeaker-praying thing soothing and calming. I have always found it relaxing. It's like, at the midst of all chaos and unsettledness, big workload and business, when you hear the loud roaring from a nearby mosque, you know it's time (for the Muslims) to pray. To pray. It means, to slow that your path in your busy life, dedicate that little amount of time to the being (or non-being) that you believe in, and wish. And hope. You know that, they pray at that time. And knowing that people are praying, I feel a wave of calmness, chill, goosebumps even. Because I know it's a holy thing to do, regardless of what we believe in. We hope and wish for the good to happen, and for the bad to end as soon as possible, or even to not happen at all. It means, there are still people who hold on to goodness in this world. People with hope. Good people. People pray, and to me, it brings hope.

Especially in National Service. At Sabah, at round 18:00, the Muslims, my friends, began to gather and enter the surau (what is it called in English?). And I used to always watch them line up and all while running my own errands. I still remember, that at the same time, people brought their laundry to the nice ladies from outside to be washed. And the non-Muslim would chit chat or (this should sound funny) practise dancing or take bath or watch tv (we had Astro later on). But at the same time, I would think that it was a nice, quiet and peaceful time. Well partly (or mostly) it's due the the fact that most of the population in the NS were in the surau and the whole place seemed quieter. But also, they are praying.

Then after dinner, at around (mostly before) 20:00, they would go to the surau again to pray. And by 20:00, I would have to blow the whistle and gathering everyone at the marching court and take attendance and make sure everyone settle down and wait for further instructions. Those were the time of glory. But as June approached, the time for them to go to surau was delayed further. In the end, by 20:00, or even after, they would still be in the surau and this interfered with my duty and I initially didn't know what to do. Of course the natural thing to do is to wait for them to finish, and then we gather. It was what I did. But still, being under pressure and under the eyes of the Jurulatih and for a few reasons I shall not disclose, I was indeed stressed. I paced around the canteen area, which was just right in front of the surau, and wondered when would they come out.

But at the same time, I would hear them praying. And with all the reasons I've mentioned above, it soothed me. It made me felt like they're doing something right. Not morally, not ethically, not politically. It's just..right. And it makes me feel, calm. That's all that I'm saying.

我应该吗？

是时候收拾心情，真的要准备考试了。还有一个星期都不到的时间，但仍然没有那歌心机去翻开课本来温习。即使我的书是开着的，我的脑袋始终专注不到，放松不到。想着太多太多的问题了。

真的很想到高山上去呐喊。把心声喊完出来。

我不要在考完试过后又来后悔!

谁能来帮我啊？！

Surviving A Fall

It does feel that way recently. I'm referring to the title of my post.

This is when i should listen to Losing Grip by Avril Lavigne. But it's not all about losing the grasp in my life. I feel like i'm still holding on. I know that what to do and i have the game plan all devised and ready to go. But i still feel like i am missing a piece of puzzle for the game to roll. I feel..incomplete. (No this does not relate to any relationship crap please -.-)

I really need to prioritise. And also to get my thoughts straight. I need to develop my own beliefs and follow them. I need to know what i trust and what i believe in. A basis of life which i should always hold on to. I need to have a principle in my life. I need to be able to show the confidence. And i need all these, in a very short time.

(God, help me)

Mr Kenny Chow

A promise to myself. A grave promise to myself. Study hard after trials. One month is not that long actually. Know your own boundaries. Know your own limits. And know your own weaknesses. Do what you should do, not what you want to do. PLEASE, don't let your heart sway to the wrong direction.

PLEASE. I beg you.

I know you can do better than this.

Ps. I am so disappointed with your effort.

Exam

Oh hello blog. I've abandoned you. For a brief time. Because I no longer know how to write a blog. I no longer know how to write an essay. I no longer know how to write. (Will fail IELTS or TOEFLS if I am taking any)

Any Hi. :)

*edit*

I just saw my chat box and I am seriously curious, who are these kind people who say the nicest things in the world to me. I am really thankful because these are the little things that make people's days (and mine too) so they are not insignificant and they are not meaningless.

Lola - I have never known that I am amazing but thanks. Thanks for dropping by anyway (:

:) - I'm happy for you that my blog inspires you but I guess those are the old blog entries that you're referring to right? (x Hope to know who you are and see you in college too :)

I shall fully utilize whatever time I have left to do study. And to anyone who is reading, listening to Symphonic Classics while studying is quite an experience, especially when you get to listen to The Chronicle of Narnia. Hehe. All the best to everyone at the remaining papers.

Something worthy of a note.

Extra big curry puff as lunch. Homemade satay celup as dinner. Extra big durian as desert. 雪耳糖水 as post-desert. Daily made cupcake as post-post-desert. Thanks a lot to my family. (:

And I've decided. Albeit everything that has been going on with every aspect of my life, I will face tomorrow with a happy smile.

Happy.

*edit*

Oh. Amazing. Whenever I look at the raccoon, I will always feel at least slightly better. Thanks to my friends! I have yet given it a name. What should I name you, Raccoon?

Tmd.

I am sick of fighting. I am sick of arguing. I will just let it be. Let it hurt. Just let it go unnoticed. Quote of the whole of last year : Let It Be.

Amidst All The Chaos

I feel very unhappy deep down inside. Not only because of results. And i see no outlets for myself. So i guess that's why i have been behaving very weirdly recently. What the heck -.- Or maybe i was just trying to ignore it, which proves to be useful only at times.

Oh i forgot to say it.

What the fuck.

Full stop.

Definitely, A Night to Remember

A night to remember, but not for all the glorious reasons.

I have to start off by expressing my gratitude to two gorgeous ladies, Miss Serene and Miss Pearl. They were incredibly beautiful last night (as I witnessed the process of their transformation :P) and incredibly patient. And also thanks to my best buddy, Mr Leong!

The trip to InterContinental Hotel was certainly not an easy one. But, like I told someone, when I reminisce, I think I would smile. Suffice to say that it was quite adventurous.

The night was awesome. Of course, many thanks to the awesome job by non other than the SC members! They did a wonderful job! The performances were great! Mannequins totally deserved the prize! MCM too! Jack was great too!

(And I want an external HD so badly!)

And everyone looked SO different! I saw many pretty ladies and handsome dudes but I guess it was not my luck so I didn't quite take as many photos with all of them. I'm also as happy to see Alya, Sarah and Liuyi! And I enjoyed the dance (:





Word of the night : Fucked.

IMBA

I looked at it and saw the truth I deem is true. I want to laugh but it would just be too rude. So I laughed at my heart and let this world continues to be a fool.

Seriously.

But I guess that is just the norm of the world. Or maybe I am yet to be proven wrong.

Hmm.

OH NO MATH WORK! O_O

*edit*

Oh no! Stomach still not feeling well! Why lately my family so many people get sick zzz. FASTER GET WELL LARRRR

累

我累。少少累。不，我的确是很累。身体上的累，及心灵上的累。

不只是我一人，我的朋友也很明显的，累了。

多多的烦恼及种种的问题累积起来，真的很惊人。会让人那么的透不过气来。其实我都有在想，我的朋友们是怎么那么轻而易举的解决他们的烦恼。但想了又想，我又不是不知道怎么面对烦恼，只是问题在于我要不要牺牲欢乐的时光来面对这些烦恼而已。

Typing in Chinese is still so troublesome =.=

Anyway. I guess I know what I should do to solve my problems. It just takes time. And luck. And I just have to get used to it.

Fatigue - Part of Growth

Again, i have no idea what to put up there.

But then it is not untrue. The title that is. After at least one month plus of not playing Frisbees, yesterday's practice really worn me down. And this mountain-load of work piling up is not going to work because there is NO break this weekend. So gonna rush tomorrow!

Especially Math!

I lost something extremely important to me yesterday. 我的观音玉牌。I have no idea when did i lose it but there it went, away from me. I got it from the Sandakan temple when i was there for NS. It really meant a lot to me especially during the days in NS. I have no picture of it, nothing to remember of it. So sad. And discomforting. The insecurity from losing it is... Nothing can be done. )x

And something quite bad happened just now. Is this, in a way, called 因果？The cycle of life can sometimes be scary. Hmm.

Busy Once Again

Can I just slightly mention that I dislike coming up with names or titles for something, for example my blog posts. It makes things so official and formal and when I fail to come up with something interesting, I would lose my interest in continuing what I intended to do. Seems like my brain needs to spin a lot faster.

Anyway, today marks the end of the Chinese New Year holiday. The coming weekend would be a busy one for me. Not to mention restless. Luckily there's another one-day break on Tuesday. Yet I feel like I should sleep for HOURS after this weekend. I hope it's at least fun! (: That means my preparation should have been done! *crap*

I had quite some fun during this holiday. Fun journey. Fun realization. Great food. Dull homework. Funny people. Interesting people. Cute pet. Less red packets. Less money. What to do? Nothing much to be done. Except, I have to (like Chinese says) pack up my feelings and prepare for another new day tomorrow.

And I hope I did not gain too much of weight from this holiday!

Went out for movie just now with family. It was a first because normally we wouldn't go out for movie a day before a school / work day. The most that we would do is a dinner. A traditional family we are. But then it was not that bad. We watched 天天好天！ It was not that bad for Malaysia standard. Quite funny. Not to mention that it was actually very meaningful and the movie was delivering so many messages and lessons to the youngsters nowadays about importance of family bonds and how easily people neglect their parents AND children as they prioritize the wrong aspects of life. Not a bad movie.

My mom told a joke about her friend when her friend watched this movie with her family. *Spoiler of this movie alert. Read at your own risk* There was a scene whereby this old grandpa just arrived at his daughter's house. His daughter has a maid. And they live in an apartment. In this scene the maid was hanging the laundry at the balcony, including some female red underwear. So the uncle was complaining about the underwear being hung at the balcony bringing bad luck to him. It was quite a serious scene and the whole cinema was quiet. So then, when my mom's friend and her family watched this movie, my mom's friend's 7-year-old daughter said "Ma, this red underwear looks like the one you have." Then the whole cinema burst into laughter. I laughed so loud when my mom told this to us. Classic.

I just had to share that story, it was THAT good! But it sounded lame as I typed it out ~.~

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Won't have internet access these few days. So am just gonna wish everyone HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! May the year of rabbit allows you to hop through all the obstacles you encounter and HAVE FUN! Stay cute like the rabbits!

KL is SO BIG.

Since KL is that big, there should be many many KL office rentals to set up and start business, ranging from small ones to big ones. If you have any problems locating the perfect spot to start off your business, sweat not. This website is one of the best you can find to help you locate the sweetest spot! (:

Not only does this helpful page proposes ideal locations to set up a shop, it also gives various necessary information you are definitely interested in finding out. For example, the web page first introduces you to your interested block by giving multiple angles of photos of the building, inclusive of some exclusive insights of the office block, giving a real impression on how the office is built so that you can see if it fits your needs.

Not only does the website impresses you with beautiful photos of the office buildings, the authors also attempt to appeal to your better nature by giving a thorough and in-detail description about the office blocks, including the size of the office for rent, the minimum costs, available hot spots around the office blocks, travel convenience, transportation and so on. This makes your decision easier as you would be able to find out the available routes to and from the office. Not to mention, the many suggestions of restaurants for lunch time. You wouldn't wanna starve your employees. Therefore this website gives excellent insights on your required office building.

Some of these office blocks also provide extra services like installation of CCTV, and gym. All these information can be obtained from the website. Further detail can be obtained from the author, of the person in charge whose contact has been listed down on the page.

However, one of the shortcoming of this website is that not all the recommendations on the website have all the details you require. However there should be methods for you to obtain the information that you need. So it shouldn't be a big problem. Plus, the website provides many many locations for you to set up an office. The problem is for yours to choose. *wink*

Therefore if you're on the lookout for an office to rent, head over to this site for a look. You will definite find it very useful.

Hello world, would you listen?

Thank Edexcel for treating me so well so far. I've died and come back alive a few times but now that there are only two more papers left, I hope you do not kill me again. I have no more extra lives to come back to.

I've been thinking about many things, trying to take control of many stuffs around me. But apparently I failed. Maybe I should let things be. I should just..let things go. Though that might mean I no longer care. But frankly, I don't know if me caring means anything at all.

World, sometimes you turn out to be so distant, I can no longer recognise you. But when I look at the mirror, I always wonder, am I the one distancing from you. Will you pull me back to you with any Newton's law, please?

*edit*

I know just happened! Stupid nightmare and stupid headache. =.=

Sorry Mark.

Exam mode : On! I'm gonna have to abandon Facebook. Because I've recently realized that I'm a failure addicted to facebook. So yeah. GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE!