Happy but Stressful Day

Footdrill practice. Prefect duty. Clashed together. Became a hectic day.

All thanks to my boss. Terima kasih, King. (=

Didn't finish third formation on time. If only i didn't waste so much time for prefect duty then i might be able to finish the formation before 10.30am. Now everyone is blur and all commander said, time is short. Er. Fingers still crossed!

Anyway i like today. Everyone was more spirited. But kesian Aunty couldn't come. She has so much to catch up. Hopefully everyone will be more spirited after exam. And everyone will become better!

Damn my sentences are so short and lame. Must be fatigue.

Lunch after practice was fun! Got to know quite a lot of things from ShunRen. And he claimed that i flirted tried to get to know the waitress at Chatroom Cafe which i did not as i was just answering her question. With a bit elaboration. Which can be neglected. I contradict myself

Anyway i think i really cannot blog anymore. I cannot form sentences. And exam is like one day away. Joy.

Emotional Day Day 2

Edited off.

*edit*

Interesting point : He was so emotionally affected that he mistook the shower gel as a hair shampoo and used it to wash his hair. And this was not the first time it happened. What the heck? Who would mistake hair shampoo as shower gel? =.=

Whee~

My new friends are going back to Indonesia tomorrow! :(

And i still cannot catch Bahasa Indonesia well enough to understand them! :(

But i am glad to have known them and given them an enjoyable trip!

I am also happy with today's tuition. As in.. I SAW HER! Though still don' t know her name, my heart literally jumped when i saw her! But but but, because my tuition card was with CengYew and i had to get it from him, I MISSED THE CHANCE TO TALK TO HER, or at least the chance to walk her to her next class or something! And she didn't go to the Account class, which i thought she would. And in the end she sat beside CengYew in Masteri Penulisan! =.=

LEONG CENG YEW! I am angry. :P

But meeting her was enough to make me happy throughout the whole morning and afternoon. Especially when i met my friends!

I like today's Chem, RIA and Physics. I am so gonna kenakan Anwar next time again!

Anyway sleepy. Undone homework and formasion to be kemaskinikan. Good night.

Still Sad.

I can no longer stand this anymore. It has been influencing my thinking and my concentration. I know it's unprofessional if i really get myself emotionally involved with the practices. I shall stop myself from blogging as of now for a few days. At least not about this! I shall concentrate on Add Math!

Emotional Day Day 1

It's not heartache. But.. Plain emotional.

Battle among Kenny 1 and Kenny 2 in my brain this morning whether to join the Bogor students again or to sit for Physics exam. I love Physics! But i could not concentrate yesterday when studying it. My mind kept on wandered around footdrill practices and the Bogor students. In the end i followed Jaarvis. Another happy day as well. The Bogor students aka the SMPN1 students are getting friendlier and less awkward. They like to tease me and the way i walk now. =.= But we are all happy together. (: And today we had Jaarvis, Serene, YeeShan, Rocyie and I escorting them around. So since the BOSS OF GOSSIPING aka HEAD OF THE SCHOOL was there, we comeled a lot. [comel is gossip in Bahasa Indonesia] :P Had a really fun day though we had some kekangan due to miscommunications with teachers. Especially when we had a bit of hard time with Pn Chew as she did not allow us to skip paper two in the first place. But throughout the school hours, nothing major happened. I tried to please everyone. Hopefully everyone had a pleasant day.

Meeting time. Chris was not around. ): Although it was a bit messy because due to the busy day and the exam, we were caught off guard with the insufficient preparation. But luckily nothing went wrong and everything went on as planned. Hopefully a happy starting of the meeting for this year will boost the members' spirit. The ex-AJK took us by surprise when they came to the field! So many of them were there OMG i could swear my heart skipped a beat. :P Very happy that they still care so much about us. We shall do our best and not disappoint them! But apparently the footdrill session did not please them. Though it was the first time we officially had a face to face fight with the Scouts, we did not bad la. That is what i would say. But the ex-AJK thought otherwise. Probably i have gone soft with the girls. Expectations shall be lifted today onwards. (: Anyway, i think Kee somehow reads my blog kot. Or sis, you told her one ar? :P Thank you la Kee for not bullying us. No problem if wanna 'fight' face to face like that but don't go too far la. Girls are still girls, right sis? :P

What the ex-AJK told me after the meeting really hurt. Not as much as yesterday because i've already heard it from Tzen's mouth. But there was something that made me sad, real sad. Bottomline, in the ex-AJK's eyes, we are not good enough, yet.

Miss Kamisah just told me the truth about the complaint. She actually messaged me, again. I hope i can do something to unveil this mist. Misunderstanding is as sharp as a blade, really. Such case happened in Prefectorial Board before and now it's PBSM. Why can't these problems leave me alone? ):

Tomorrow. Another hectic day. Have to skip LISIC meeting for footdrill. And have to replace ThienSiang a while as he has to go futsal. I hope Pn Dayang does not get agitated with my absence in LISIC. Including next week. *sigh* And have to start second formation SOON! Damn it less than ten practices left and second formation undone?!

...

Suddenly, at this moment, i feel so helpless. If i look back at our practices, the degree of improvement is not too vast. The level of spirit is not high enough. Serene and I are not even sure what else to do. Heck, we even have doubts on ourselves. But no! We shall not waver nor shiver! We shall face this together and work this out! We really want this to work! God bless us.

*sigh*

Did i mention that i skip exam again today?

Did i mention that i really really like the Indonesian people, especially Khairul?

Did i mention that i think the teachers started to mark me as the exam-escapee because i escorted the SMPN1 students too many times?

Did i mention that sometimes i might have ignored any of my friends and if they did feel so i am really sorry?

Did i mention that this week is really a hectic week?

Did i mention that i really like to kawad very much?

Did i mention that i really hope the girls will enjoy the time when we have practice because we will not have this kind of practice, the same kind of practice, with the same kind of people, next year?

Did i mention recently every night before i sleep the last thing i always thought of is the girls and how to make them improve and how to make them like footdrill and how to make them feel happy and how to make them feel less shy?

Did i mention how i would love to have half of the form four's spirit to be inserted into the form three and two so that they will be equally spirited too?

Did i mention that these few days i really have less than 5 hours of sleep when it's supposed to be an EXAM week?

Did i mention that footdrill problem is not the only problem i face recently?

Did i mention that when footdrill problem is added with relationship problem AND family problem that burden can KILL?! [xJ understands this the most]

Did i mention that if the news come out a girl high school students cried to death and a guy high school student jumped off the roof out of stress, do not be surprised?

Did i mention that recently the only things that keep me happy are my new friends from Bogor and my close friends around me?

Did i mention that although during footdrill practices i seem happy but all i was trying to do was to make everyone happy?

Did i mention that though i love marching a lot but if the girls improve only bit by bit and the spirit is not there, it actually hurts inside?

Did i mention that i am trying to express myself here though this risk my exam and there is add maths tomorrow with a mere and sincere hope that somehow all of the girls will read and they will have more spirit so that they can march better?

Did i mention that if my brother EVER EVER EVER reads these few posts here and realise how much i sacrifice ESPECIALLY EXAMINATIONS just for my new friends from Bogor and footdrill, he will really tell my parents and god knows what will REALLY happen?

Did i mention that i wish this gets over soon sometimes but at the same time i do not want it to be over because i really enjoy marching with the girls?

Did i mention that if one day one of the girls tell me that coming to the footdrill practice is a waste of time and energy and didn't help at all and that it's not enjoyable at all, i will really get emo until the extent of i-don't-know-how?

Did i mention that my one and only request, is so that everyone is happy and enjoy their time with me?

*sigh*

Heartache Day 2

A lot of things happened today.

First heartache. When I was escorting the Bogor aka Indonesian students around the school, [Bogor is a place in Indonesia, somewhere near Jakarta] I bumped into Cik Kamisah. And she showed me an sms sent by Senior Assistant of Co-Curriculum, regarding complaints about us starting our footdrill practices too early, causing the students who come out from their classes late to not have any break or rest, and also that we punished them when they made mistakes by asking them to do pumping on the concrete floor [under the sun]. Cik Kamisah showed me the actual message! I was actually very pleased because I had the chance to meet the students from Bogor but my heart literally fell when I heard about that news! I am not sure if that complaint came from one of the members because he or she could not stand with the way we do things OR the complaint came directly from that Senior Assistant as she does not like the way we PBSM do things. To clarify a few things up, punishment aka the pumping on the concrete floor under the sun is not something new. It has been practised since YEARS AGO. Also, it is a form of PUNISHMENT, which in a way has to be TORTUROUS. Sense of logic, if a punishment is not torturous then why is that punishment called a punishment?! It's because some mistakes have been made and made by THEMSELVES which cause the pumping on the floor. Do they actually think that I would like to punish them? Have they not thought that I was in their shoes before this and that I have been through worse?! Those days there was no mercy! There was no jokes! There were no perverted commanders to entertain them! Though I am not sure from where did the complaint come from, but I seriously seriously pray and hope and wish and I STILL BELIEVE that it did not come from any of the members. I prefer the unknown to be unknown though the curiousity will never subside.

Second heartache. Afizah and Winnie visited today! Comment : Low spirit. Yes, I agree that at certain degree, spirit is the backbone of this competition. Actually I've only heard of that today, from Tzen's mouth. The insufficient spirit. I did not realise that condition until he said so. I've been too blind, it's my mistake. And damn. It was damn painful to hear that coming form ex AJK. Lagilah teruk jikalau orang luar yang cakap kita tidak bersemangat. Serene and I are totally..speechless. If any of the members is reading this, let me ask you one question. I come to your footdrill practice everyday without fail although i am not the one joining the competition and i even skipped the time to study for the current examination not because I love Sabrina not because I love Serene not because I think that Wei Hwei is cute not because I think Yee Shan is pretty not because Fui Teng is afraid of cats not because of XianJin not because of my position as the Ketua Seksyen Kawad not because of my loyalty towards PBSM but it's because, MOST IMPORTANTLY, it's because of my passion towards marching. My loyalty towards PBSM comes second. But most importantly, I love to march. That is the sole and main reason why i do this everyday. What about you? If you are reading this few posts, i don't mind if you print or ask the members from form one to form five to read this. What is the main reason you come to practise everyday and get dark everyday and see my ugly face everyday? Answer that to yourself. I don't think you need to let me know. To the ones who have put in the effort but do not succeed apparently, try harder. Use another alternatives. Try another way. There must be a way for you to improve. Never give up and never lose concentration. I am not giving up on you. So why should you? To the ones who even hurt themselves in the process of getting better, please take care of your health. It is the top priority of everyone - health. To the ones who risked their examination not only the form threes and fives, study hard and smart [though apparently i am kinda slacking] so that your results will not be affected or deteriorated. At least maintain your academic performance. Any problem come find me or call me, no problem. Saya sudah sangat lenient dan baik hati dah. (:

Curiousity : Why did Sabrina look so unhappy today? ): I wish i could help until SOMEONE made stupid jokes! Grr.

Third heartache. This one damn painful also. While the Indonesian students were having their break, i went back to class to have a drink. Apparently my classmates were having English test which did not seem like an English test because no one took it seriously but what the heck. Then, two good friends of mine talked to me. Topic is better to be concealed as it is better for everyone. :P As we talked and talked, we realised how foolish we were and one of them is right, if we do not express our feelings, no one will know how we feel and think and in the end misunderstanding is the only ending which causes friendship or relationship to break apart. Hopefully we still have time to mend the broken ones. (:

Ps. To the friend of mine who shed tears, we will always be by your side no matter what. You have no idea where you stand in my heart. So smile when you think of me as there will never be another me in this world. d:

Anymore heartache after this i might get heart attack.

Escorting the Indonesia students is actually quite fun! There were a total of ten of them, five guys and five girls. One of the guys is 13 years old and the rest of them are all 14. But Daffa, the leader of the group, is freaking TALLER than me! *embarrassment* Cheryl seems to be the more popular one among the SAB boys as she is mixed and has the European look. Khairul is very very very chubby and cute!! He has a damn cool camera which has 10 megapixels and costs around RM2000 - RM3000! And that camera belongs to him! His dad bought for him! Rich kid! Retha seems to be the more talkative one. :P Hana looks quite pretty as well. Whereas Nadia and RetNor are quite quiet. The guys are Daffa, Khairul, Rico, Rais and Dysan. Rais is the 13 year old one and he won the Olympic International Mathematics competition! Third place if not mistaken. Smart kid! Rico is the cool-looking kid. But since they are all younger than me so they belong to the category of CUTE! *smirk* They were all so funny when we played some games as the teachers discussed about the teaching programme. We as in Josephine and Munirah and I. Since we were playing games which involve eliminating one person at each round and the remaining one or two persons are the winner, when Khairul lost of of the rounds, he had to move backwards but as he dragged his body along with the chair he was sitting backwards, HE FELL TOWARDS THE BACK! O_O And i sat beside him! And it took me by surprise! But he bounced back up quite quickly! :P Luckily no major injury. But we all did burst out laughing! *grin* They were just all funny people! :) Though the down side throughout the trip was, I could not fully understand what they were speaking. The language barrier is quite obvious but we tried our best. I hope they enjoyed their stay and our company. At least with the games and the talking, it's less boring.

Retha and Khairul just smsed me! They use Digi while in Malaysia. What the heck? Support Celcom ma! :P

Physics tomorrow. Must try my best and i am not skipping this subject! Don't wanna get scolded or insulted or teased by YanYuan's Mommy OR SereneLiew's Hubby aka Syed Anwar! WAHAHAHA!

Heartache - Feelings I Never Knew I Had Before

Two more weeks before the competition. Subtracting the days of examinations, I seriously do not think that we have more than ten days left. Second formation not started. First formation not perfected. Basic moves not uniformed. Compared to Renjer and Scouts, I dare not say more, for now. Not to mention the awful attendance, considering the fact that competition is already around the corner. We the form fives and the form threes even risked our intervensi to come to practice. Even I can actually go home and not come teach and guide them. But they are my effort! The girls are serene and my effort! And i have not counted how much hard work Serene has poured into this! I don't know and I am not sure how Serene feels but I am pretty sure that she feels the same way I do. I have put my hopes up high for the girls because I know they can do it. They have done and shown it before! Why can't they do it again?! And just now, they even got bullied by the dratted KRS and Scouts. Though the commander of the KRS apologised but the members were so excited because they got to disturb the girls. They should just rot in hell, can? I know Kee was just fooling around when he stopped the Scouts in between the girls. But somehow I cannot take it and the blood in my body was boiling when he (they - the Scouts) disturbed the girls! Heartache! I really felt like throwing the basketball which i was holding at one of the Scouts and shout "Die far far away!" but I am not stupid, there were so many of them. In the end i threw the ball at Kee who caught it. Damn heartache! Sigh... Probably I do have a thing or weakness for girls. Girls are meant to be teased. But they are not meant to be bullied! They are meant to be protected! Damn it!! [I am not being sexist if that is how you think my message is] But again, I know how Kee is and he was just joking around so... No hard feelings yeah, Kee. (= I am definitely not giving up on the girls - my girls - as long as there is still time! Like i said, they are special because they have ME! They are more special because they have SERENE! But they are the most special because they have themselves and EACH OTHER! Hopee... and believe!

Ps. Sejarah full format tomorrow and ten chapters to go. Though I am only focusing on 2 babs.

Happy Valentine's Everyone!

A sad day. Not sad as in someone-died-sad or i-am-crying-sad. But it's pathetic, saddening, menyedihkan kinda of sad.

The day started off normal until i got shocked by YeeShan. As in, she-came-from-my-behind-and-scared-me kinda shocked. I actually yelled a little. Probably a lot. I don't know. Damn her!

I actually realised that it was Valentine's when Jaarvis aka The Boss aka King Jaarvis the Second wished everyone Valentine's Day after the briefing. That happens because i do not have anyone to celebrate with. What to do?

After that, i started going crazy, scribbled on people's notebooks, writing some nonsense. I hope Athirah knows who Kenny is.

Then, i wished everyone i know Happy Valentine's Day. Even the teachers. Even Pn Chew! But apparently the teachers did not care too much of it. Probably it's because they have celebrated it too often? I was actually thinking that although i do not have any valentine but i should wish people to make people happy. Slight happiness will do.

However, mood wavered a little during recess when i saw the mini drama. Obviously i asked her not to do what she intended to do as it will hurt him deeply. I actually pity him, really. With his looks and his kind of person, he could have gone for someone else but he somehow still wants to befriend her. Probably my opinion could be wrong as, yes, i am not that close to him. However, i thought i could lend her a hand or something as a good friend and as someone who really cares. But apparently there was someone else who cares as much too. It made me realised, suddenly, that i don't know where i should stand. I am not sure why i cared so much of this abruptly. But then the fact just hit me suddenly. She has got help. What gives me the right?

Stupid, i know.

Last period after recess. Sat in class to do work. Then Jo started distributing the Valentine's gift which was the Interact's project. And obviously i would not receive any while all my friends get one or two. That actually hurt. Though i tried not to care. I did try my very best. But when Jo handed me one, i was surprised and actually relieved that i actually received one. And damn it, i do care. It was from a very very very good friend who has left for a better study environment.

Onion lobster, you will always be in my heart!

Thanks to her, she made me felt less lonely. Though it was still quite difficult to conceal the disappointment. Something Valerie said kept on playing through in my head, "For a girl, if you do not get anything during Valentine's, it's actually very embarrassing." And i thought, it is the same to the guys as well.

On the way home, i was thinking, suddenly again, that i might not like the idea of having a girlfriend. Probably TongKwun is right. Though the feeling of having someone and owning someone, that kind of feeling, sometimes is irresistable, the feeling of being attached and tied to someone is sometimes very overbearing.

Reached home. Nothing more to feel. Nothing more to face. Just mere, plain wishes to all my single friends, Happy Valentine's Day. (:

Ps. Maggie, when you have already taken one lollipop from me, does that mean you will become my girlfriend for one day? Just joking :P

I wish i was bornt 3 months earlier!

Looking back at the school Sports Day when i was in form one, the PBSM marching team was damn good! It was obvious that everyone in that team had spirit! They all had the will to win embedded inside them! Which was why everyone was so damn good! Not perfect but it was pretty damn near! I would not have any regrets if i had the chance to join a team that good. But now? Never! ):

Grammy Award!

Goodness they cut of Chris Brown and Rihanna's performances due to some unknown reasons! That's very saddening! And the best album and best record of the year were won by some unknown! Even Coldplay and Leona Lewis didn't get to win! With the absence of Beyonce, Kelly Clarkson, Britney Spears, OneRepublic, Pink and many more singers, i hereby say that i dislike this year's Grammy! Though congrats to Jennifer for best R&B album!

American Idol Fever all again!

Everyone who is not watching SHOULD watch now and watch out for DANNY GOKEY! MY FAVOURITE! XD

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Jenjarom photos coming up. Soon.

Goodbye onion lobster Syawal!

T_T

SHE IS MOVING TO MRSM JASIN, JOHOR BHARU MELAKA!

SHE IS ABANDONING SAB. AND ME.

SHE IS GOING TO LEAVE ME WITH DRATTED LATIFAH FOR A BETTER PRINCIPAL!

SHE IS OFFICIALLY EVIL! And skinny.

AND OH NO I JUST REALISED THAT I DO NOT HAVE MANY PHOTOS OF YOU!


Sorry la i did not have time to decorate that photo with my edubox skill because i was really busy. And am still. Holiday homework undone, what to do? :P

Never mind la you do not look pregnant in this photo

Remember the time when i said that you were angelic? I mean you looked angelic. You still are! Look at that bloody photo! You shone brighter than me [and Jo]! [Probably it's because of the lighting behind you!] Right now i think i have not gone out enough with you. ): Why must you leave? Even froggy is not leaving! You traitorous betrayer :P

I am so so gonna miss you! ):

Must come online often you know! Go get yourself a phone line and a wireless modem and a laptop and msn LIVE messenger [no windows messenger please =.=] the moment you reach Jasin!

)':

*dramatic post ends*

:P

So after marching practice, went to TS to have lunch with Sya and Stef and Jan. JAN! First time seeing her. I actually thought she looked like my sister, if i had one that is. [Real one, not Michelle :P] For someone my age, she looks really old mature! With the long, dyed hair and.. nails. :P One thing i cannot stand about her is.. She is doing A Levels. At my age, she is doing A Levels! NOT FAIR! And she is quite tall as well. THAT MAKES TWO! No likey Janny. ):

But but Janice you better not be reading this the font is already minimised so don't bother reading it thank you she's actually quite cute. And quite pretty. And quite hot. It'll be too much if i said sexy, so..

Surprisingly, being friends with so many Lalas does not make her a Lala at all. And she speaks a damn good English! With the..not-local slang! She is so like Wayne somehow. Except, i like her better than Wayne.

I described her too much i shall stop

We had fun today. Walking around the mall talking about random stuffs. And Stefira being LIKE a mother [or aunt as long as it's someone a bit elderly :P] trying to get discount when she buys things [though she just bought once]. And Syawal being clumsy though it might be the last time we go out this year. And Janice being..so cool. Too bad Karin did not join us. Else it would be even more fun and chaotic!

Oh and they talked about..menstrual cycle?

By the way, life is still cool and calm with me.

I shall start my Bio notes now.

Anyway i wonder if Valerie has FaceBook. Oh oh i wonder if she reads my blog! O.O

Holiday spree~

Went to the..a Buddhist temple at Jenjarom yesterday! I think the temple is called Dong Zen Fo Guang Shan （佛光山）. It's in Banting, Klang. Far far away. Took almost one and a half hour to reach there. Plus the traffic jam! That place is like so deserted and not urbanised (i'm so mean) and there are so many factories and estates. And the roads are like straaaaaaaaaaaight.

Anyway apparently that is a famous tourism spot and MANY people visit that place. That temple is worse than a pasar malam. Nothing really attractive if you ask me. I saw a gigantic bull balloon from the parking lot but upclose, the bull is not cute at all! Saw a few cute statues and snapped some photos. Not many because camera ran out of battery. =.= Gonna upload them, later.

I was being crazy and high that night being psychotic. That's all i can say. Oh did i mention VIVIEN WENT TOO AND SHE IS SUPPOSED TO BELANJA ME MAKAN BECAUSE SHE GOT ANGPOW! XD

I suppose everyone knows who Vivien is >.>

And cannot la still awkward la i don't know how to talk to people i am not close with la someone help me la. :x

Anyway, there is nothing much. Hehe.

Marching tomorrow. And outing after that. A short one that is. Sya is leaving so gonna go out with her this one last time! ): [You bugger ditching me behind huh?!]

And.. Dinner now.

CNY - Fun!

Less excitement this year compared to last year before the actual days. At least last year i sang CNY songs in my class till people around me got sick. But not this year. Not sure why. =/

Well since we're a family of six, neither of the Waja nor Myvy could contain us all the way back to Ipoh and Taiping with our luggage. So we borrowed car from cousin. A bit pathetic? But Avanza is not so bad at all! At least we did not have to squeeze together if we were to go back in Waja.

Woke up at 5 something in the morning. Departed at 6+. And slept through out the journey until we stopped by Mom's Mom's house at Ipoh. The house was almost deserted with the absence of all cousins. Only my grandma and aunty and his husband were around. After lunch, we headed to Taiping.

It rained EVERYDAY in Taiping. What a bummer. The meals were delicious! And I could not have more than what i had. Meal, dessert, meal, dessert, meal, dessert.. Nonstop. What i did basically in Taiping was.. Woke up, breakfast, television, nap, lunch, television, nap, woke up, computer, dinner, computer, nap, television, sleep. Everyday without fail. With one objective in my mind all the time - to gain fat!

AND GUESS WHAT! I just measured my weight this morning and it increased..by 2kg. All the hard work and only 2kg. Great.

Cousin brought back a really cute hamster but too bad it's a bit too inactive. It stayed inside its shelter most of the time. Probably due to the rain though. But it's really cute! Because it's kinda plump! And it's white! Not like this though, this is too fat.

Went back to Ipoh on Wednesday. On the contrary the house was packed with people that day. Angpow collecting time. Then it's like normal routine again. Eat and sleep. Except on Thursday i have got a facial treatment from my soon-to-be-cousin-in-law. I am not sure if she was good or not because she did not have a full set of equipment. And seems like there is not much change to my face after the treatment. I..don't know what to say.

Brother got a kinda-nice haircut from cousin-in-law! I wished i could if only i wasn't still in secondary school. Stupid school rules prohibit stylish hairstyles.

Came back to KL on Friday. And i did not touch my homework at all. Am rushing to finish them. Dratted work.

News Update

[Holiday post coming up...soon. XD]

News.

Sometimes, i do not understand how certain Malaysians think. They actually object to the policy where Science and Mathematics are taught in English. How i wish those two subjects were taught in English when i was in primary school. Probably they can use both languages, English and bahasa ibunda, when they teach those two subjects. I believe students can really cope better in secondary school when they are exposed Science and Maths in English in their primary education. It's good that one wants to promote one's own language and culture but at the same time one has to realise that in the real world, English is more widely used in any workfield. If the students from the rural cannot catch up when the two subjects are being taught in English, all they have to do is work even harder! If this system whereby Science and Maths are taught in English is abolished, when will the rural students ever learn how to use and speak proper English and when will they ever get motivated to study English? It's time for the government to stop lowering the existing standard just because the students cannot reach up to the government's target.

News.

Whoa i am really happy that someone actually brought this up in the newspaper. That system should be abolished by now.