Breathless in amidst of a Marathon

...because i am SCREWED OVER and losing my rhythm. *pant*

End of holiday :(

Quick update.

I am not sure if i am happy or sad. I still wanna watch more movies or dramas. Chris got me interested in How I Met Your Mother. I wanna watch House for a long time. I still have the list going on and all these can only come true AFTER SPM. Damn it.

I think having a picture of Beyonce here is nice. Very nice. I like it. Hehe.

Erm, i thought i saw Jarret when i went to jungle trekking this morning but apparently it was not him. I've confirmed with him. But that dude really looked like Jarret at some angle. Luckily i did not wave or say hi and made a fool out of myself (again).

And i need to complete the Economy notes. Pain in the arse.

Oh and i love Carrie Underwood's new song (Cowboy Casanova) and Leona's Happy. Can't wait for Adam's new song!

Ming Yan : It has not even happened yet and you're asking me to surrender? Haha..

Vivien : Only two. :P

Beyonce rocks everyone's socks!

So please do not cancel her concert!

VMA 2009

When the world slows down..

and my time does not seem to be fruitfully used.

Instead of studying, i spent my time finishing Digital Fortress and Deception Point. At least now i have a better understanding of both the stories.

Anyway, happy belated birthday to two of my wonderful friends, Miss Tai and Miss Tan! The one common thing i found in them is that, they are both strong individuals.

Had a great time celebrating SheMei's birthday at her house. I guess i was a really bad guest because all i did was eat and eat and eat. There were LOTSA food, i can't resist my temptation! Rupinder's grandma's curry chicken was DELICIOUS! SereneLiew too made a delicious..erm..black pepper sauce chicken. I'm not sure how to name it but it actually tasted great! Yet, we kept on teasing her as if it really tasted no good. Hehe. SiewLi brought LOTSA fruits! Jon brought healthy vege. So unlike him? :P TongKwun's wantans were cute! Elena brought dragonfruit jelly. And last but not least, the one i ate the most, fried chicken prepared by SheMei's mom! Totally tasty! Oh i did not not prepare anything. I brought 100plus! :D

Talking about this party, it's supposed to be a surprise party, yet a failed one it was, due to SOME reason. :P We had fun playing games, talking about our embarrassing moments and played like three yeared old at the park. And SOMETHING HAPPENED. But promised her it cannot be revealed. But it'll be remembered forever, right someone? :P

XiTian : Haha right. I think i can recall. :X

Victoria : Yeah! Guess why i was so breathless that time? It was actually till my dad's turn to make his payment but we realised that the watermelon was not..er..priced! So i actually RAN in econsave. Luckily i didn't bump into anything and fall >.> Oh happy to see you too! XD

Ushane : Eh i can okay! I just hide the bully side of myself deep inside my soul! XD

Sya : Haha. Lobster! :)

KaiShek : Lol not that i am consistent. Spent my time reading Dan Brown again. Sigh.

VivienLim : No you will not, little kid. No way are you going to be taller than me! :P

Dawn : You can never imagine because it will never happen!!

Jon : That coming from you? :P

I wish i can undergo ecdysis..

and grow slightly taller and bigger so that i can become a bully! But the process is kinda repulsive, i guess. Imagine my skin continues to peel off for..5 days? And i massively inhale oxygen, indulge in food and water, just to increase my body volume and enlarge my body size just before the new skin completely covers up my body again. Hmm.. Not a pleasant sight to see.

I think that's why the curve of human growth is a sigmoid curve and not an intermittent growth curve which involves ecdysis and instar.

Bio is actually kinda fun because now i feel sad that the tube nucleus of the pollen tube only gets to penetrate through the style but does not get to fuse/mate with either the egg cell or polar nuclei. Sad sad tube nucleus. But the generative nucleus is darn lucky! Once mitotically divided into two male gametes, one of them gets to fertilise the egg cell while the other one actually gets to fertilise TWO polar nuclei. It's like a guy getting two girls at the same time!

Anyway thanks to Sya again for knocking some sense into my stubborn brain. Probably underneath my skull is another layer of thick thick chitin, that's why i'm so stubborn and facts can hardly penetrate into my brain. Time to melt the chitin down by..alcohol?

Life is good when you deem it good.
Live life the good way and be blessed.
A saying a friend always say.

Argh must concentrate and come online less! What the heck!

The hidden..

Shout out to my mom and Hong Kyenk. Happy belated birthdays! Although it's a pretty awkward time to bring two strange people together for a birthday wish but yeah that's how i do things - messy. There's a difference though, i love my mom more, so much more! And i believe Kyenk already has someone to be loved. *wink* Hopefully they like their respective presents.

Erm, i believe this week will be a busy week. At the same time, i hope things will go on as schedule, without flaw. And i am definitely having my time savouring the fun i get with my classmates.

Few more days left till god knows what happens.

Sigh. Random post.

XianJin : *wink*

Impostor : no bye bye..

Probably i should just shut myself and what i feel into a closet or cupboard or safebox or vault. =.=

Time to sleep.

*edit*

Whoa the ministry of education has allowed for an additional Raya holiday. Now what's left to do is to wait for the school to apply for the Friday holiday! Down side to that news is that holiday has to be replaced on 31 October. I wouldn't mind i guess. I don't know. *shrugs*

呐喊

我觉得很多人应该会很不爽我吧。 若换个立场来观看此事件，我也应该会不爽我自己。昕奕，你说得对，我的确会过意不去，但会有人理会吗？不可能。

今天很开心，在班上high了三节，又歌唱，又作弄Clement，又骚扰俊杰，昕奕和Tim。但下课后的Maths节时，我已经筋疲力尽了，结果在老师教完课后，在俊杰旁边的位子大睡一场觉，因为那位子特别凉爽，空气流通。=)

华语班时，老师要我们做作文。闷。但我还是完成了，有少少不可思议，因为我平时写作文时，尤其是华语作文，写得特别慢。无论如何，我觉得我的语法太简单了，不知要怎么样去补救才好。

Typing in Chinese is extremely slow.

Alright so.. F, a tuition teacher in my tuition center was complained for sacrificing her time to prepare topics which she predicts will be asked during the big exam. She allocated extra time for the students with the same amount of payment or fees for that month, just extra time, yet there are some unsatisfactory students and parents who complained because the new timetable, the extra time, caused nuisance in their lives. That's the way i see it. I do not understand how some students and parents can be so selfish and see the picture of their own life with only themselves in it. Teacher has sacrificed so much time and effort into planning the pra-seminar and seminar just so that we, the students, stand a higher chance at scoring our papers. YET, this is what she gets as a payback.

UNFAIR.

That's all i can do. Hopefully she is currently feeling better. *sigh*

Oh.

Today is one of the best schooling days ever. :D Luckily there is still one week before the school reshuffle the students and classes. Let's enjoy our last week with our classmates!

SookShian : It's more like a punishment to me rather than a birthday present to her. Haha. Why not you do that to your mom? :P

XianJin : LOL you naughty naughty but she's so far away from me i like someone nearer :P

FuiTeng : Hey pretty, you got it as well, no? (: Anyway i where got emo? I damn hyper today okay? :P

ROAR!

XianJin : Blake Lively is damn hot weh!

[rant]

I AM SICK OF IT!

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Birthday surprise 1 for mom failed. Need to prepare a second one. But tomorrow is the big day! ANY IDEAS?

*sigh*

How should i make it special? It's her big 50! It's either i stick with the seemingly unsuccessful plan or i make another one. But the latter seems unlikely.

ROAR..

Okay i am stuck.

And i wanna be a bit more violent. I wanna HIT SOMEONE!

Hit and run could be fun i guess.

you leave me hanging..

SeeKee : I can only smile at you :)

Instead of singing Kit Kat's commercial song, i sang She Wolf the whole day, using the fake, girlish voice. People might misunderstand that i have the cri-du-chat syndrome! O.O And i think Stefira was SUPERBLY annoyed. *grin* What to do? Stressed people always have weird ways to release tension or else stressed people will snap!

[rant]

I have no choice but to try to stay away. I don't know if what i do is right. I don't know if any decision i make is wise. I regret every single action that i make. And right now my life is very miserable!

Probably i am just thinking too much.

FUCK

I hate the me now!

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痛苦地渴望着你的关心

JooEr : Oi what did you type there why censored one? Later people misunderstand then how?! LOL!

Sya : Haha definitely your friend. :P You should probably join him and omigod together :P

XiTian : I did? When? :S

分开了，真得很痛苦吧
每当看见你，心难免都会酸酸的
但却不敢太接近你
只希望你的日子会快点好转
这样，让大家都会好过点吧

其实，只会说人不会说己
自己的日子也不好过啊
最近思想都一直受影响
可能是成绩的因素
或可能是我
总是觉得我们之间。。距离很远了
我很清楚明白自己的弱点在哪里
也有尝试改变
但说来当然容易
次次的挫折都使得我很灰心
很无奈

看见你
我也不敢向前去
因为
我总认为
我只会成为你生活上的“不舒”
只能在远远看着你开心

对
问题是在我这
或许你不需要我
或许我在你心中的地为已不重要了
或许目前这样，你活得比较开心
我自能坦然接受
默默祝福

也许
事情也并不是我想象中这么悲观
但
我只能期望
多么痛苦，多么累都好
我还是在期望

朋友
你还记得我吗?

*edit*

I think i've been feeling emo-ish quite a lot recently.

I realised that all my friends are very smart. If they work extra hard, there is no reason why they cannot score great marks. Which proves my point that i am not smart. I just apply what i learned. I should really change my mind and take things less seriously and less competitively and just focus on myself and FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS and at the same time, be more diligent. HOW MANY DAYS LEFT TILL DOOM'S DAY?! ):

Friends, shall we start getting serious? *ironic question* i wanna divert my attention to something more serious la so that i will not get emo easily and act weird in the class.. Like singing Kit Kat's commercial song out loud.. *smirk*

SASA Scholarship Interview

*inhale deeply*

*exhale slowly*

It was not as bad as ASEAN. Luckily!

There were a morning session and an afternoon session and i was in the afternoon session.

Firstly there were a Personality Test and a Career Test. Those tests were still under development and they kinda needed our help to "experiment" their tests. I did not care much about it because i have already done one of those before.

There were MANY interview rooms and mine was in the Executive Conference Room. A big, comfortable meeting room. Due to my early arrival to the registration desk, i was the first to enter the ECR.

I was really nervous but everything somehow happened in a dash and i was a in a blur, i almost forgot my manners! When a senior called for my turn, i kinda rushed to the room and almost turned open the door knob until suddenly i remembered something was wrong - i had to knock! So i knocked. No response. So i opened.

The conference desk, as how a normal one should be, was long and the interviewers were sitting at the other far end. And there were SO MANY chairs. I made my way in, they greeted me WAY before i totally prepared myself so i replied and got my seat, after asking. Manners first.

So my interviewers were a friendly looking gentleman at his 40s or 50s and a nice looking lady in her 30s maybe. That gentleman was the director of A Levels department and he teaches Maths. And i believe he is very good at it because he told so. He actually said that if i were to continue investigating, i would find that he is one of the best teachers. I just nodded my head and smiled.

Not much introduction needed because basically, Mr Director of A Levels talked most of the time in the interview. I believe he was there to give more information to the applicants rather than him torturing the interviewees. So i was rather relaxed.

I only remembered three main questions which were, What qualities do you think a leader should have?, Why did you choose A Levels? and Why did you choose help? Those were definitely not tough questions, lucky me, and like i said, he talked most of the time. As long as he got my point, he would interrupt me and continue elaborate my points for/to me. Well, he explained later that it's his nature, he picks things up very quickly and as long as he has already understood the points we are trying to convey, there is no need for us to continue elaborating anymore.

I guess i was lucky! :D I had fun during the interview and hopefully i'll get the scholarship. I hope my friends who went will get as well. And i saw KaiHui! A pleasant surprise!

Oh Maggie, at HELP i saw a senior whose name is also Maggie, except she is twice if not three times your size. For once i am helping you feel thin. :P

Oh and probably i should at least say thanks to Mr Jahn Cheah for the info. Thank you sir. :)

Fingers crossed one more time

Donald is a good Bio teacher! I enjoyed his class though it was kinda..dull. No one actually laughs at his jokes. But he's good. He teaches in detail, pauses and asks if anyone has any questions or doubts, he cares if his students fully understand what he is teaching and he is friendly! (though he might look like some gangster :P) Should have followed his class in Martin earlier to save my Bio. *deep sigh* Hopefully he can help save me during Seminar!

Now i finally know what is Down's, Turner's and Kinefelter's Syndrome. And during the class, ShunRen, TongKwun and I came up with the perfect examples for each of the syndromes. *wink*

SASA's interview is tomorrow. Hopefully all will turn out well unlike ASEAN! :(

To Miss Goh Joo Er...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Well i am not that hyper about your birthday but since you are the one who make everyone realises how sexy my body is, probably i should do something nice in return, right?

;P

So, this girl might be the stereotype student next class who seems to blend well with her surrounding but she actually stands out A LOT, for example, no matter under what situation, may it be solemn or relaxed, she always finds a way to slip in "Of course la, it's because i am pretty ma!". Her degree of narcissism is totally beyond anyone in our school. Despite standing by being over conceited, she sometimes does show her modest, quiet side. Now and then, you might find her sitting alone in her seat doing her homework. Though, it seldom happens because most of the time she is the one going around asking "Why are you so moody today?" although no one is actually moody at all.

She is often laughed by her friends like Clement and Garry and KaiShek for her..personality and behavior. To me, she speaks like an animal-based cartoon character [come ask me personally if you're interested in knowing XD] but to them, the way she behaves and the way she carries herself totally amuses them. Well, it cannot be helped because it is her personality and it cannot be changed, just like KaiShek and ducklings. *grins wiiiiiiiidely*

Of course if you are close to her or if you actually stalk her though i doubt anyone would actually do that, you will realise that she is a very nice and interesting person. However above all, i believe that she is a great friend. She takes care of her friends well and she cares about her friends no matter when they are happy or unhappy. I cannot say more about this girl..

Anyway, JooEr, i believe no one would ever call you fat again..for today. :P Stay blur-at-times and cheerful and friendly and great! :) And STOP molesting me i know i am irresistible, okay? =.=

Replies..

JooEr : I am not a woman =.=

Wormy : Not funny! =.=

Impostor : Your love to me must be unconditional. =.=