Bye Kuala Lumpur

Here i come, Sandakan!

Unbelievable, i am going to Sandakan with KRISHNA! WHAT A COINCIDENCE! At least i have someone i know there! :D Woohoo~

Take care everyone! I will miss all of you people! :D

Good luck to Serene! And Jaarvis too!

Okay good night! See you in June!

Crap, my archive would be ruined with blanks in April and May :(

LESS THAN 24 HOURS AND COUNTING!

Like i said, my eyebrow is longer than my hair. And i actually like it! In fact, i look younger! :D


New monk on the block!

Can't stop scratching my head because it feels so good! Woots!

Okay i don't think i can sleep well tonight.

SANDAKAN! HERE I COME!

To my little brother

Happy birthday! :D

You're finally going to be taller than me -.-

And..

Have fun in your exams! :D

What a day.

I shall sleep early tonight.

National Service is fun. Should be fun. At least that is what i think. It is not that i dislike it but it makes my parents so restless, especially my mum. She could not stop thinking about things to prepare for me and she is making me nervous. As though i have forced this up on her. But truth is, i do not want to bother her at all! I don't want to bother anyone at all. I don't want anyone to go through anything because of me or for my sake. That's why i feel so helpless now, her preparing stuffs that i do not even think of, and me sitting here thinking about what i could do.

I really do not want to trouble anyone at all.

Sigh.

But i am still happy because i got selected to Sandakan!

The main agenda today, the girls did great! There were even better than previous year. So i hope they do not give up because they really are good. Congrats to Rangers and the other winners!

And thanks to the young girls and an old tomato for the huge cardboard. I really don't know what to say. I don't even know some of you but i could probably recognise your face. Hehe. Thank you so so much! I really appreciate your hard work on the card. Thank you!

And, i got Lambert's album today! Finally!

DIE

Few more days left in KL.

Freakin' nervous!

I'M GOING TO SANDAKAN!

It seems so surreal!

And i'm addicted to Timbaland's Scream (featuring Keri Hilson and Nicole Scherzinger). Try listening to it if you are a guy :D

TO YOU. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE

ALL THE BEST AND GOOD LUCK! I KNOW YOU ALL ARE IN BED NOW BUT STILL.. I WISH ALL OF YOU ALL THE BEST! YOU ALL DID GREAT AND YOU ALL WILL DO BETTER TOMORROW!

On bed rest.

Limbs still hurt. :(

I promise i would have a rematch when i come back from NS! ROAR~

Anyway with these kinda weather these days, i wish i could swim all day.

I'm a jogger too!

I jog! Seriously! And i love it! A lot! You know why?

Joggers have better sex lives!

Read more here. :P

I like to jog i jog a lot and i love jogging :D

Grr

I have no idea why the hell am i so nervous and anxious at the same time! There are so many uncertainties right now i just wish to hit the reset button to erase it all off!

11A+ 1A-

Argh, stupid Chinese (subject, not human) If it wasn't for you! But I'm grateful. Thank you.

Thanks to many many people. First of all, thanks to Adam Lambert for his uplifting songs which keep my spirits up when i was studying and Fly Fm for playing so many great songs when i buried my head and brain into a huge pile of Bio, Chem and Phys books. Thanks to all of my friends with whom I studied with throughout the whole SPM period. Thanks to Aunty for all the food she took the time to prepare. Thanks to all the teachers who lent many hands. Thanks to my family. Thanks to everyone who told me that they prayed for me when i was sitting for SPM. Thank you.

Now that SPM is officially over, i can finally let you go. Bye SPM! Love you no more!

Had an amazing day yesterday. Thanks to Garry, Maggie, Serene, Serene, Yee Shan, Ceng Yew and Aunty! Aunty was amazing, she is the new superwoman in my life! And i'm so grateful to have so many great friends, i feel so humble among all of you.

All the best to everyone!

TO ALL MY FRIENDS

THIS IS FOR ALL OF YOU!

ALL THE BEST FOR LATER AND NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, LET IT BE A GOOD STARTING POINT IN OUR LIFE!

Oh it's thursday already?

People dream about their results and hence they have bad dreams. I do have bad dreams but they do not tend to be about the results. I just have these really really bad dreams about what's around me and in the end i wake up to a very, very bad mood. It's very frustrating.

A few extra reasons why i dread tomorrow's coming more than certain people. If the school does announce the results in the hall and announce it like how they did when we were form three, then they would do it according to the order of the classes. And my class starts with C, Cekal. To make things worse, my name starts with C as well. So, i think i have a bit more right to be down right nervous right now. Because i would be one of the first to know my fishing results and i do not want to know my fishing results that soon, in front of everybody. Because once my name gets skipped, i would know what have happened - it was not good enough to be publicly announced to the school's glory. Heck, no matter what my result is, i would still be unsatisfactory because... well, that's how human beings are, aren't they? Human beings are greedy and they wish for better outcomes although normally those kind of outcomes are out of their reach. In this case, i am one of those people. And i can go on and on about this fishing nerves i have now, getting more and more intense as time passes.

And hell on earth, i do not even know what time i should reach school tomorrow!

I hate this week. When will something definite and something good ever happen?

Okay i shall divert my attention, ALL my attention, to Crystal Bowersox!

500TH POST!

And it is dedicated to ALL THE WOMEN FROM ALL AROUND THE WORLD! OR UNIVERSE!

Feel proud! :D

To all the women/female/female-but-not-with-perfect-features I know :P, hope you had a wonderful day!

Nobody said it was easy~

The Scientist by Coldplay. My all time favourite song! It is just so emotional and so meaningful! Just a great song.

Anyway the girls from AI9 did great! Love Crystal! Love Lilly! Beginning to become a fan of Siobhan! Siobhan's last note was CRAZY!

And Katelyn's performance reminded me of how great The Scientist can be, though i did not really like her rendition of the song. It was too slow.

Oh take me back to the start~

There is still hope for the guys!

Am officially a big fan of Lee Dewyze!

He has, in my notion, the most attractive voice in the competition among the guys. People would kill to have that kind of husky voice. He chooses the right songs. He is starting to have the charisma a decent performer should have on stage. He does not have the biggest story from where he comes from. He does not get overly pimped! He does not have the most perfect background. He is just the perfect performer! Am officially a fan of yours, Lee!

Michael isn't bad but he is just not my favourite. He gets pimped too much and his style is a little too weird for me. He was good this week, just not my cup of tea.

Alex Lambert is surprisingly good! He is potentially the real dark horse, though he has a long way to go. But still, he could be good. But get rid of the mullet please.

Casey is a decent singer but not great. Same goes to John Park. But i really need someone to get Todrick and Jermaine out of the competition. Can't stand them. Agreed with the judges, Andrew let us down this week. Not a big fan of Aaron. And Tim should go home next week.

Can't wait for the girls' performances! They're amazing!

Home Security at Risk

Well apparently after your house was once broken into by a completely stranger which caused a lot of money for the "aftermath", you will always be aware of any extraordinary behavior around your neighbourhood. You will always be on the lookout for that mysterious fellow who might break into someone's house again and get him/her caught so that it makes you feel, deep down inside, a little bit better, so that it serves as a punishment to the people who steal from others, so that you will feel deviously happy because the bad guy is screwed.

Whenever a motorcycle slowly passes by, it makes the back of your head tingly and heightens your sense of awareness and initiates the "fight or flight" mechanism in case anything happens - you observe the motorcyclist/s for any suspicious behaviour, if he plans for anything awful. And you can't help it, every motorcycle that passes through in front of your house triggers your curiousity and no matter what you are doing then, you would go out side, take a peek at the motorcyclist and make sure he/she is not onto something bad.

It is a very bad habit but it cannot be changed.

By the way, you is me. And i still curse him, i curse the day he is born, that good for nothing d**khead.