Monday, September 29, 2008

I am a nice guy.

Before i am killed, i should make clear of things. As in, make clear of one of my previous posts.

I am not against all immigrants in the world. I just think that those who go to other countries just to create havoc truly deserves nothing more than death itself. I mean, you are an outsider, and you go to other people's country, and you make a mess for your own benefit. Is that even reasonable?!

Therefore, if i had offend anyone, directly or indirectly, please accept my sincere apology. I'm really sorry.

I want to live.

Grey's Anatomy Season Five

Well my brother actually lets me watch Grey's Anatomy when he does not allow me to watch Ally McBeal. Weird~

I am not sure if i like this season's opening. Well the way Hahn and Torres turned out after their kiss was hilarious. I don't like Lexie liking George. Christina and the new-smart-doctor are funny! They actually make a good couple. Both with personalities. Meredith and Derek are together, again. The whole hospital is no longer ranked number one, which gives the show more drama i think. Izzie needs to stop being a good person and shine! Alex should rot in hell at times. Bailey is just as funny! And i need more episodes of this!

Damn it why is the connection so flowering slow?!

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Immigrants should just die.

No pun intended.

It refers more to immigrants in Malaysia. Which mostly come from Thailand or Vietnam or Philippines or Myanmar. Those slaves. Those buruh. They should just die and burn in hell and rot soaking in the most concentrated hydrochloric acid and then chopped into pieces to be mashed into mashed human-meat and then added again with mercury AND the most concentrated hydrogen sulphate so that it will be acidified and then exist no more.

*inhale* *exhale*

When i was on my way back from tuition early this afternoon, in a SJ 62 bus, a gang of immigrants, which i suspected were from Myanmar or Vietnam, boarded the bus and acted very strange. There were like at least TEN of them! I immediately recalled Serene Liew saying that a gang of bastards stole an European's camera and luggage while he was absent-mindedly talking on his cell phone. So i kept an eye on these bunch of immigrants.

Then at one stop, there were a few empty seats. So i took one and a chinese guy took the seat on my left. However, he went down when the bus stopped at Maluri. And then one of the immigrants from the gang took the seat beside me. He was practically checking me out! And then i thought, "damn it! i should have gone down at Maluri just now with that chinese dude!" But it was too late! I had my cell phone and iPod in the pocket on my left. So to prevent the immigrant from stealing my stuffs, by any chance, i put my bag between that immigrant and I, as a barrier or a border.

The immigrants continued talking to each other, checking out other people at the same time. They did it so publicly it was so obvious they were up to something. I was really nervous and slightly intimidated. I was thinking, "If i was lucky, they would go down the bus before the bus went too far and they would not be able to get anything from me. If i was unfortunate and they wouldn't go down until my stop arrived, i would have to sit still in the bus until i reach the last stop. They wouldn't have a chance to target me." Well, unless if i was in the bus alone.

But then, i was lucky. They went down at the Court, opposite the badminton stadium. The moment they went down, an Indian/Singh lady suddenly stood up, looking shocked and worried, rushed to the front of the bus to tell the driver and the conductor that she lost of purse and her cell phone. And immediately as well, we all knew that the bunch of GOOD-FOR-NOTHING SON OF BITCHES stole her stuffs.

I was really angry because there exists such people in our society. And those people are not even Buatan Malaysia! They could come to Malaysia, legally or illegally, and do such DAMNED crime and walk away without being caught. I really hope they will die a horrific death. Maybe their hearts rip into half out of the blue. Or maybe their gall bladders decide to expand at a slow rate without halt and eventually burst their inner organs out. Or maybe, they will suffer from erectile dysfunction and their reproductive organs will hurt like fcuk including their testis and they would not be able to have sex AT ALL while having a crazy sex drive.

TAKE THOSE YOU BASTARDS OF BITCHES!

Or they may even die in a magical way. They should be burnt, starting from their toes and the burning rate must be 1cm/minute and they will not die until the last bit of their hair is burnt THOROUGHLY. Then only will they suffer from the pain.

*inhale* *exhale*

And my brother does not allow me to watch Ally McBeal during this holiday. He does not let me watch at all until i've done my exam in November. A freaking whole month from now! Shall i curse him like i did up there?

Friday, September 26, 2008

David David David Cook~

Friggin' hell i am loving David Cook more now!

His brother, Andrew, actually cried the first time he heard the song!

I really love his voice! I need the mp3! Can someone send to me?!

Anyway, happy holiday everyone!

Selamat Hari Raya to the muslims!

And hopefully i will use this holiday beneficially! >.<

Thursday, September 25, 2008

David Cook - Light On

Here is David Cook's latest single! Listen to it!

I think he stays true to himself and sticks with Rock. I am not sure if this is better than Crush or not. But i am pretty sure people will compare Light On with Crush. I hope Light On will be a bigger hit because i personally like Cook more. :P

However Crush is too popular now. Hopefully Light On will be more popular. Listen to the song!

It's not about getting. It's about earning.

I really respect bus conductors. Especially those who still remain happy-go-lucky even though the people in the bus refuse to listen to them and refuse to make more space for more people to get onto the bus. Conductors who are able to smile after facing difficult situations are always respected by me. It's actually their duty to arrange the people in the bus according to allow more people to get onto the bus. Yet, most of the time, the conductors get scolded or cursed or stared because of what they are paid to do.

What the heck?

They will never realise that their own huge bags or even worse, their huge BODIES are obstructing other people. And yet what they do best is to stare at the conductors and curse them deep inside their heart.

However, the kind of conductor [or bus driver] i mentioned about is hard to be found in nowadays world. Though in 62 and RapidKL you still see some. :) I was in a SJ 62 on my way back today. At Maluri, the cars hardly moved at all as they were bumper to bumper. Behind the Sj 62 was a RapidKL. Apparently that RapidKL wanted to turn left. But 62 was blocking it because, as i said, kesesakan jalan raya. But when the RapidKL successfully turned left into the "Rapid-Buses-Parking-Centre", the Rapid driver had to lift his head out of the window and shout "BODOH!" at the SJ 62 bus.

What the fish?!

It was not the SJ 62's fault to block the RapidKL. But out of the sudden the Rapid driver scolded the SJ driver "stupid". Isn't that unreasonable? Malaysians. *tsk*

And the amazing thing is the SJ 62 conductor could still remain so happy-go-lucky and smiled to everyone. The kind of spirit i hope everyone in this world will have.

(=

GOING CRAZY!

In a good and bad way at the same time!

DAVID COOK'S SINGLE IS OUT!

I AM SO GONNA HUNT FOR ITS MP3 AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!

I AM LISTENING TO IT CURRENTLY AT RICKEY'S!

IT'S..!

I don't know what to say. Rock-ish?

Wait until i listen to the whole song. (x

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

The Anticipation

Grey's Anatomy is coming out! This thursday! I cannot wait!

Private Practice is gonna continue its story too! First of October! I so cannot wait too!

I'ma gonna faint. :P

Erm. Saying that Garry is good-looking in my blog should be one of the wrong-est thing i have ever done! So i will never say that Garry is good-looking ever again. Not directly. xP

Nah Garry is a very sweet guy. Too bad [to you girls] he is attached.

Today's interview was boring. I thought it would be more fun. But lotsa AJKs couldn't make it to the interview. Poor Serene who injured her leg. But i think we made the most of of it. Hopefully.

Chemistry sucks asses!

I think.. I should do something beneficial. To me. Like, games!

Monday, September 22, 2008

Serene and She Mei's Birthday!

Today is such an overall-happy-day!

Started with a happy morning briefing in Briefing Room. Surprisingly the birthday girl was early!

However, the assembly wasn't too well. I was not pleased at all at the performance.

Suzanne + Rocyie + Fara's Gemilang was not really good. But it can be considered okay-ish for school level i think. Suzanne has a really beautiful voice! But spoilt by Fara i think. Fara's entrance was not good. Rocyie's entrance was not smooth as well. But overall, i think Suzanne was the best! Hopefully she will do well in singing. =)

Michelle Lee Kar Mun's gymnastic was not too bad too, though i expected to throw the thingy, which she did not. But it's the first time the school actually allowed students to perform with such exposing outfit.

Oh by the way it was the Anugerah Kokurikulum.

After that it was normal lessons. I gave She Mei the special thingy i made last night. Hopefully she loves it!

Then..

It was AFTER SCHOOL! XD

I quickly packed my bag and rushed to YeeShan's class! And guess what? I BLINDFOLDED SERENE TAI! Muahahahahaha! Then we took her all around the school compound before going out to wait for T329 to head to Jusco Maluri. She was kinda scared because it all happened in a flash! However the down side was, T329 took SO DAMN LONG to come, we had to lie to Serene so many times, that we were waiting for Huee Ming. After done "waiting" for Huee Ming, we were then waiting for Jonathan. It was to cover the whole waiting-for-bus-T329!

It was really fun because we caught people's attention. Adam was shouting Serene's name. Jaarvis made fun of her. People kept on shooting weird glances towards us. And we were like fools trying to fool a fool. XD It was really a hell lot of fun!

Oh wait, we = Yee Shan, Ceng Yew, Huee Ming, Jon and I.

We guided Serene from her class to Block E, to Lorong beside the school field, to the bus-stop outside in front of the gymnasium and waited for the bus. Then, we guided her when she was gonna board the bus and made this old uncle waiting for us. He volunteered for us to go up first in the first place! And ended up looking us like we were form Mars. Then even the bus driver was questioning our weird actions and ended up Subasni answering for us [yes she was there too =__=]

As we reached Jusco, i took the lead and guided Serene here and there and of course i did NOT take her into the main entrance through the straight way, if you get what i mean. I guided her through the bushes, through many cars, turned left and right and rounded here and there before finally getting to the main entrance. I bet she was really confused where we were heading! :P

Eventually, we stopped in front of Nando's and a few other shops and unfolded her to let her make a choice to eat at which restaurant. She was like..sighing because we finally let her see the sunshine again. Haha! Then, we had a little argument as to where to eat. In the end we headed to Kim Gary. [expensive i know >.<]

We had A HELL LOT OF FUN there! Like, LAUGHTER non stop! Sorry la buddies i cannot remember all of what we have said. We should have brought a video recorder or something, like what Serene suggested later on. The drinks that we ordered all had a common point, which was the presence of lemon, except Huee Ming's. And all the food that we ordered also had a common point, except Huee Ming as he did not order and Yee Shan who ordered something else, which was the presence of cheese. XD

We had fun talking about EVERYthing. We had fun adding lotsa lotsa cheese flakes and herbs and pepper and chilli sauce-like thingy in our food. They had fun trying my Cold Black Coffee with Lemon which turned out to be a very nice drink! We had fun trying Ceng Yew's French Toast. He suggested that we eat the French toast together gether, as in BITE together gether. But i did not know and i took the first bite. LOL! So we ended up only chewing together. Sorry!

We also had fun ordering in the first place. We thought we had to call for the waiter to come and take our order, that's why we were like rushing each other to make a choice fast, UNTIL CengYew said we actually had to put our choices onto the menu list provided and hand it over to the waiter. =.= We also had fun laughing at Serene's present. :P

As usual, Ceng Yew was the last one to finish the food. Huee Ming was being really really funny by looking at us eat. And when we wanted to pay, i raised my hand but no one bother to layan me. So Huee Ming said "Aiyo, take the 50 ringgit and shake it in the air, like that, they sure come one. because they think we're kids and do not take us seriously. so if you do that only they know you wanna pay ma" The idea was damn hilarious!

Well not really when you read it here. =.= But it was really funny back then!

Then we walked out of the restaurant and wanted to snap a photo of six of us using HueeMing's sister's phone. But there was not anyone who could help us. So we took the photo ourselves. More correctly, we took the photo of the images of ourselves at the Kim Gary's glass door. Then only we could see all six of us! Smart right? But then the waitress inside the restaurant saw and thought that we wanted to take a photo of their restaurant. She quickly rushed and strictly said "You cannot take photo of our restaurant!"

*speechless*

Who wanted to take photo of their restaurant in the first place? :P

Then we went loitering shopping in the mall. And ended up in MPH. =.= those nerds :P and then we also had lotsa fun there. CengYew was being crazy by recommending us strange books like "Kaum-kaum yang Hampir Pupus", indicating that i am going to be pupus-ed, "Primary School Standard Learn-Your-Chinese", teasing my poor Chinese and more. We also tried to unwrap a comic which says "For girls only. Guys not encouraged to read" but the worker there said that book cannot. Our curiosity remained unanswered.

In the end we just..went back home, tired.

I hope Serene really had fun today. I was truly happy for what i have done for her today. It was really meaningful!

*exhausted*

To my beloved friend,

I hope you had fun today and i hope today will be carved onto your heart so that you will never forget.

Love among friends shall never die,
Hoo Keen

Sunday, September 21, 2008

The Imperfection I See

I've just finished screening through the photos form the Prefect's Installation Day.

I think i looked ugly. Bad hairdo. And bad walking posture. Bad blazer. Bad everything. Standing beside Garry did not do any good to me. He is so good looking!

Anyway we took more and more photos. Using my camera. And i finally showed my friends who Valerie is. She is from SMK Kepong Baru, the school which my classmate when to last time for the Aids Campaign thingy. According to Tim, Val sang Numb on that day. I should have gone to that school that day! Damn it!



Isn't she pretty? Aww
Anyway, i wanna be buff!

laugh all you want damn it

Happy Birthday to Chi Ken my old friend

She Mei my lovely friend

Serene Tai Sa Po my most bestest friend since form one!

Wish all of you happy always!

American Idol Fever [a while]

Gosh i think i cannot keep track of what season it was this year. Baaad memory.

Anyway, DAVID COOK'S SINGLE IS COMING OUT NEXT WEEK! Or later. But should be next week. And it is called LIGHT ON! I can't wait! It must be great! Right right right?!

Besides that, Kristy Lee Cook's album is out! OH MY GOSH! It's the first album from AI Season 7! Read here..

And so the first CD to come out of American Idol Season 7 is… Kristy Lee
Cook’s “Why Wait”.
I am still in shock. Days after the Summer Tour ends, she
has an album out. Forget Carly, the Davids and Michael — Kristy Lee Cook is the
biggest plant in American Idol history. This album was ready no matter where she
placed in the competition. They didn’t even bother to hide that fact. Meanwhile,
the 2 most popular contestants this season are either still choosing songs or
recording. And the so-called “ultimate plant” Carly Smithson has not even
announced that she has been signed by a label. Unreal.

From Rickey.org

No matter what, i hope i can listen to her songs. It should be great!

Thursday, September 18, 2008

They just know.

I think I am coming online VERY often recently. At least once a day. And my bro has sounded me - not a good sign at all. I should control myself before he bans me from getting near to mt laptop ever again!

A normal day. Normal poking routine with Clement. Yes you did not read wrong. POKING ROUTINE. I LOVE to poke him. Why? Try poking him once and you will get addicted forever. *smirk* His reaction is so BIG and FUNNY that you just won't get sick of it. But you have to pay for the consequences of course. Beware of him chasing back at you for revenge. It might even be a double or triple of what you do to him.

Recently, the poking routine has gone further. As in, it became a molesting routine. LOL! You do not want to know how I so-called molest him. But as usual, his reactions are hilarious! And he never dared to molest me back. He would just return it by poking me more. And in order to defend myself from being *ahem* sodomised by him, I will of course hold his hands, which seems to be a little, er, queer for two hunk straight guys. Okay maybe I am the only hunk one :P

BUT HEY! We are just fooling around with each other! Although, yes, we never lived one day without "holding hands" with each other. BUT I SWEAR IT IS ONLY FOR DEFENCE PURPOSES!

Alright i shall continue my not-even-half-done essay which is due tomorrow. After my dinner.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Humiliated to the max!

I believe no one can have a worse day compared to mine. I practically humiliated myself in front of a bunch of form ones and an outsider whom i just met today.

I was asked to join a display debate today and i was informed that the discussion would be today and the real thing would be tomorrow. Yet at the last minute, I was told that the real thing would be today itself. I was unprepared. And last minutes preparation did no good to me either.

Given the motion "This house will not teach moral subject / classes in school", the government consisted of first speaker Manwyn, second speaker Joshua and last speaker Garry. Strong team i would say. Stronger than mine at least. Meanwhile the opposition were Clement as the second speaker, Jo as the third speaker and I was the first speaker. Why did i say that Manwyn's team is stronger? It's because i am in my team. That's it.

Well, i think my opening speech was okay, until i had to rebut what Manwyn said and from there onwards it was an utter mess! I basically screwed up the WHOLE thing. I even forgot to introduced my team members. I could see that Joshua and Garry were laughing at me? It was really, really humuliating!

The rest of them did very well! And in the end my team kinda won i guess, since the Chairman was not really being specific. Though i sucked big time, my team still won eh? Anyway the Chairman, whose name i suppose is Latif, is really a great guy! I actually thought he was a student when Jo told me he is from UIA. Which is untrue as he is actually a lecturer, married and has a kid.

Anyway, Jo was magnificent! She really does have her own style and she rocks. Clement was crowned as the best debater by Latif, beating Joshua. Joshua and Garry were great too! Garry was funny when he responded to Clement's POI.

And i may crown myself as the worst debater that time?

Maybe it's stage fright? After i started to rebut Manwyn, I lost my points and my mind went blank. I don't remember what i was supposed to say and everything was a mess! There were many long pauses seriously. Argh. Bad starting really! Furthermore, i cannot seem to finish my sentence. I often get stuck at the middle of the sentence, not knowing how to continue it. Probably i should speak in English more often. Formal English during formal events maybe.

Argh~

Don't laugh at me in school tomorrow! >.<

*edit*

Ahem. Actually today two of my friends told me that i am hot. Not hot panas hot. But it's hot hot hot. Get me? *wink*

Eh wait. I think her exact words were "*someone* think that your body is hot. And i think so too." But what the heck. That basically means i am hot right?

Thank you very much to the someone. Appreciate it very much. You should be lucky to have a friend who is hot. You don't have to deny what you have said. You just have to admit it. Thank you. Done. Full-stop. Period. (x

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

The Nonresponsive Significant Day

I thought today would be a very significant day, y'know? Like, something really HUGE was gonna happen. But it did not happen. =.= Hopefully it will happen in the near future, to make our country a better country. *wink*

Anyway, i am not sure if it's me but i think life's been stressful to a lot of my friends. I just hope everything is going on well to everyone, you see. I don't like to see sour faces on my friends la dei seriously. Cheer up! Like how i asked Clement to cheer up. He did! And he ended up playing computer games and ignored his Add Maths homework. That made me a bad influence already damn it.

But anyway, people who read my blog, PLEASE CHEER UP LA! Especially to people who are handling the Majlis Perpisahan. :)

Oh and Serene Tai, I WAS AND AM NOT STRESSED AT ALL! I AM HAPPY! And to KIMBERLY CHOK SOOK KIM, am i really that skinny? =(

Damn random weh.

Ah wait Kim doesn't read my blog >.>

Neither does Serene >.>


WAAAAAH I AM DAMN RANDOM WEH! I FEEL LIKE ASKING J TO GET SCREWED BY J! XD [ahem inside joke inside joke]

Okay i am not getting high. I shall..sleep.

Conclusion : First part of this post is good but it ended in a really CRAPPY way. CRAPPY POST!

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Ding ding~

You see, designing a background or you can call it graphic design is really not easy at all. I first have to explore the features of the software, which I have not done yet, before i can come out with something decent.

My design sucks big time i think! I'll have to humiliate myself in front of the rest of the members tomorrow. >.<

Time to sleep~

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

The pressure?

Nah i am trying not to put any pressure on myself.

Handling the food for a majlis is not exactly easy i must say. Dad just warned me, if i screwed up and the food is not delicious and people are not satisfied after paying quite a great amount of money, i am the one to blame. I must be able to bear their fingers-pointing. That's what daddy said to me and it hit me like lightning just now because i actually didn't think that far.

But nice challenge. We'll see if i can find nice food.

But certain someone said no need to find nice food wor~ As long as cheap enough wor~

A little bit stressful. Not a lot, but a little bit.

Mom's birthday today. And i friggin' forgot to wish her this morning! Wtf~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY! YOUR SONS ALWAYS LOVE YOU~! LOVE YOU FOREVER! :D

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Come closer, babe

Choreographing a dance is not easy! Especially when you have no dancing background. I wish i had though. Dancing is so cool! Like, at least if you don't have a good voice, you can shake your body. But sadly i think i have none of the both. I can't sing the song Come Closer because the key is kinda high. I cannot dance because i don't know how. And here i am trying to learn from the videos and hope that miracle will happen. But yeah i truly wish that miracle will happen and tomorrow i become Chris Brown. :D

Dream on~

Okay back to thinking moves.

Monday, September 08, 2008

Top 12 Dance - Hip Hop - Ne Yo - Closer

Ah crap the video is taken off due to some violence term of use or something. But the choreography is really nice! Darn it.

Anyway i think i am supposed to choregraph a dance to that song. Hopefully my creativity will pay off? *fingers crossed*

Sunday, September 07, 2008

Gossip gossip~

Argh i think i wasted most of my time surfing internet.

Gossip Girl seems to be very nice. Blake Lively is REALLY REALLY pretty! I think Blake and Penn will make a cute couple. In reality i mean.

And Chase Crawford seems to have dated Carrie Underwood before! And She Mei told me that Carrie underwood is now with Michael Phelps! Unbelievable! I didn't know she is so desperate famous! But i should not care about Underwood's love / personal life for what i love about her is her songs. xD

And. I should sleep because i don't know what else to type. [lame]

Oh yeah people check out Kenny Sia's latest posts. Friggin' hilarious, to me that is.

:D

PS. It's now Intersection - Recovery week : day one :)

Just Stand Up - Charity Single - Live at Fashion Rocks 2008

Just found this video clip. It totally rocks my socks! Beyonce was totally awesome except maybe the slightly weird hairdo. But i heard that it's because of her previous performance with Justin Timberlake or something and didn't have time to change. I think the worst singer there is either Miley Cyrus or Fergie though i have total respect for them both. Don't get me wrong, i like both of them. But they just didn't have the voice for the song, especially when they are together with performers like Beyonce, Mariah Carey, Leona Lewis, Rihanna, Carrie Underwood and more! I LOVE TO SEE ALL OF THEM TOGETHER! :D

Saturday, September 06, 2008

Blog fever huh?

Depression week : Day seven (last day)

Yet i feel like extending it for one or two days due to my stupid secretary work. But decided against it. Maybe i should enjoy doing it and enjoy being used.

More and more of my friends seem to be interested in blogging. I wonder who spreaded the disease?

Alright so a lot of people have read my previous post and commented about it. I am perfectly clear how the depression week started but i do not think that i will tell anyone. It's supposed to be a perfect day. :)

And I've found myself more to do. A year's reports to kelentong type and a few prefectorial board's reports to type. The prefectorial board's report is rather unnecessary because I basically have to jot down anything that is being announced regarding discipline problems during every single assembly. Why would Mr Muru want me to do that? Strange indeed.

Majlis Perpisahan for the 07/08 prefects is around the corner. I am supposed to do the catering with Tzen Hong. So to the old prefects, what you will eat depends on me! *smirk* I hope i can get it done soon. I need less trouble really. On the other hand, Garry and Jo seem to have a nice performance going on. I wanna dance to Ne-Yo's Closer too! Closer~

Wait i still don't know what am i blogging about =.=

Bro's UPSR starts on Tuesday! Really wish him luck and get good results. At least no C? *fingers crossed*

Alright time to get down with long due work. :)

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

23rd of July 2008.

A day to remember. Not a day to be forgotten. Not a day to be forgiven.

Another meeting was conducted today. Regarding the matter above. A few problems were voiced out and advices were given to each other by the new and the old. I am not sure if things are settled thoroughly. Yet things are definitely getting better as i can see. A new board, of course there will be problems here and there. But as time passes, i am sure things will get better. :)

I don't know if i can actually say it here but i am not satisfied with the old actually. No matter what they say about what they have done, it's what they had done that has made the difference. But i decide that i should leave it as it is and the way i think about it right now and live on with my imperfect life. I am just a victim who has to bear endless mistakes in my whole life. Imperfection for people's happiness.

Oh and since i am trusting this horoscope thingy, and believes that this week is my depression week where i should remain quiet and silent if not moody, i think it is backfiring me. Might be having friendship problems soon. Might be having more problems too? Ah problems go away!

Very mature way of blogging for a sixteen year old secondary school dude

Till then.

Monday, September 01, 2008

Laziness still in control

Well you see, even though i had an extra one-day holiday the last weekend, i still did nothing useful. I could have done my physics notes and finished my edubox assignments yet i did nothing. See how power laziness is? I am really afraid of it.

But it's not just being lazy. Somehow, something happened to me few days ago. I just, turned down. As in my mood. Not in the mood to do anything at all. Even my parents realised that. To think that i am quite good at hiding my emotions. =.=

But what the heck, not like anyone will figure out what's happening to me anyway. Just let it be a bad bad week. [Even the horoscope thingy in the newspaper also said that Aries will have a bad week this week. So it's definitely not a week for me to shine.] Eh, not a bad month definitely!

DEPRESSION WEEK RULES! not.

I know i promised the damned penang post but I'm really sorry! Maybe sooner or later i will just upload the photos i've taken from the trip. Some potentially interesting photos. *grin*

Oh and i am underweight. Great. I must eat MORE! I must adjust my appetite. I must be fit and physically attrative. If so, i must not be me. =.=

There goes the rants again. Anyway good night. Must sleep early. Mom said my underweight-ness is due to my lack of slumber. Which i hate to admit is probably true.

Oh erm and when i am finally depressed enough i will come here and blog out my feelings and problems. Wait and see.