Monday, December 25, 2006

Beyonce rocks!

Huahaha!

I'm mad!

Yes i'm insane!

Yes i have nothing better to do!

Offended?!

Get lost then!

Lol!

I really have nothing to do. So i just crap here then.

Found myself really obsessed with Beyonce Knowles!! She rocks!! xD Together with Destiny's Child! x)

So, the typical me is just trying to spend my time 'wisely' as school is reopening soon. So, i frankly don't know what i'm doing. So, bye~

-Check On It by Beyonce

Merry Christmas!

i shouldn't abandon this blogger. I know i'm wrong. I'm sorry! Please forgive me! Please! Condone me! x)

Anyway. I know no one will actually read this thing which is a good thing i think. Since this is supposed to be the 'secret blog'. xD So, i'm going to wish only this blogger. So you, IF by chance, are reading this, don't be offended. xD Nah, just joking.

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE INCLUDING MY BELOVED BLOGGER BLOG! This is my special present for you, Blogger Blog. x)

Saturday, December 16, 2006

Lala~

Note : I'm posting for fun. x)

Urgh! Deb, Jo's friend, said i'm skinny. That is, if she really does know which one i am in the class photo. =.="

Speaking of that, my friendster friend, Alex_Q, just updated his blog. He is currently on a trip to Malacca. So he is, obviously, having fun. Then he mentioned about how nice the food is. [I've just eaten so my saliva is not meleleh-ing. >.>] And he said he's gaining weight [unwillingly of course], thanks to the food. Well the truth is, he is kindda chubby and cute. LOL~ But he's 20+. -sweat-

On the other side, me here. I DO EAT A LOT! But i'm still this skinny. Damn! Although i'm heavier, I'M STILL AS SKINNY! -sigh- What to do?! Zzz.

Cousin's coming soon. Better make sure they don't mess my house. And why do they have to come when everyone is not around?! Urgh! Damn!

-I Don't Need A Man by Pussycat Dolls [from radio, not my computer. duh~ and Syawal, don't speak anything. joking xD]

Second post of the day. [Not here]

I think it's rather abnormal for me to post twice a day. x)

Well, since i have nothing better to do and i have more than enough to say, why not? =)

Serene, my friend is back from her everlasting camp! LOL~ Now i think i can find Hou Yin and discuss some outings. Hmm..

Clement has come back from Vietnam too! Well, guess so. He did say he is coming back on 15th. So, everyone is back! x)

But unfortunately Jo is going to Jakarta. LOL! Well, hope she enjoys her trip. =)

Stupid Chris has been playing with the Smarterchild. Duh~ Well as long as he doesn't insult REAL people, it's okay i guess. Lol~ And the manicdote is quite fun. xD

Some humans never learn


Quoted by Smarterchild. Lol~

Hurm.. Nothing to write already i guess. Okay. Till next time. x)

-Before He Cheats by Carrie Underwood.

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Hippy hulodey~

So, secret ain't no secret anymore? x)

Last start from last Friday. It was fun fun going out with the form sixes when you're only..what?..form-two-going-to-form-three?! Duh~ Just plain awkward. I sensed it even before we were going already. I was quite surprised to see Maggie getting along so well with Hsiao Toong. Haha. And prefects do bring handphones. Duh~ Should've brought along.

Happy Feet was fun. Mumble was very cute! Did i say he is also handsome when he was jumping down from the cliff? xD The songs were excellent! And the dancing rocks too! Missed casino royale. Missed Step Up. But came back and downloaded Step Up. xD xD Will be downloading dvdrip version. Clearer bro said. x)

SYTYCD was great! Blake and Ashle rock!! Love them! Wanna see Blake do that move another time. xD xD

Saturday and Sunday. Nothing really interesting.

Monday [yesterday]. Nothing interesting too. Finished hp6. Had tuition at night. Same class with Chris, surprisingly. He just had to follow whatever what teacher said. >.> Not to say that it is not annoying. - - And did Mrs Gomez said the students next class is standard-six-going-to-form-one? And wasn't there only two classes on that night? And did i see a mature-looking and [sue me for saying this] good-looking guy entering that standard-six-going-to-form-one class? I thought he was like me, form-two-going-to-form-three. He looked like Wilber from that angle. x) What to say? What a waste? xD xD Well it's okay. If he does tuition there, we will meet again. -roflmao-

Wanna download So You Think You Can Dance!! Mana boleh aku muatturunkan?!

Thursday, November 16, 2006

apology to..

This post here won't be in order. x)

Here, I wanna apologise to Yeo Hsiao Toong [although he will not be reading this] for salah-anggap him. Sorry dude~ Will not elaborate more. =X

That reminds me something. What did Maggie tell Hsiao Toong this afternoon?! -grr- Nanti banyak salah anggaps. Haha~ But it's fun, as long as people don't take it too seriously. x)

Stupid connection. Make me cannot play a full dota game. Goof!

Mencintaimu by Kris Dayanti is nice!

Nothing to say. = =

Did i just do another 5-in-a-row today?! Or was it even more - 6?! >.> Don't give a damn anymore. ~.~

Prefects AJKs are acting...funny? Oh. How on earth did i miss what Lawrence said when i was listening to him? = = Smart.Luckily he wasn't annoyed, was he? Jon and his biscuits. Lawrence and his seriousness mixed humourous. Ariff and his playfulness. How will this board be not interesting? Although this board is, somehow i think, [slightly] worse than the last one, this board is..er..more to playful? See how this whole thing will turn out next year. x)

Doing the..er..what did he name it again? I should be more serious this time! But i don't really do seriousness. -sweat- Dilemma? =.=" Pfft~

Boring~

Crap post.

Nothing to say. Bye~ = =

-Mencintaimu by Kris Dayanti

Monday, November 13, 2006

Moooody~

Lawrence has already known about it. I'm so dead. How did he know?
One, Christopher told him. But i don't really think Chris will tell. So i have no idea about this one.
Two, Hsiao Toong told him. Somehow i think this is more possible. Not to say i want to doubt him but.. I have no other choices. I mean... How come Lawrence will know if someone close to him didn't tell? I'm feeling very bad.

Let's see. If i didn't tell Hsiao Toong about this whole thing, Hsiao Toong wouldn't go and ask Kim. According to Serene, he did go ask Kim. And Serene said he thought Kim also did cheat. Because Kim didn't really answer when he asked that. Haih~ So Hsiao Toong did ask? Whatever first.

Then, will Hsiao Toong tell Lawrence after i told him not to? No, he probably will not. But then, how will Lawrence know? If i put the blame on Hsiao Toong, it will be rather unfair to him. So if it really was him, i guess i trusted the wrong person. I don't think i'll tell him anything anymore.

*Sniff* I hate this. I liked him so much. I've trusted him so much. He is a very good listener as well. *sniff* Luckily i didn't give this blog link to him. *phew*

Another problem. Well, not really a problem. Now, Lawrence knows about it. And he decided not to take any actions. And if i think from his point of view, i, also, think he shouldn't take any actions. And if this case is on Mr Tan's hands, i, also, think Mr Tan won't take any serious actions. This is an embarrasing case. Will one hebohkan or just solve it among themselves and anggap nothing happen? Of course the latter one. Moreover, if it is known by the whole world, it will do them [us in this case] no good too. A very wise move i should say.

Problem to the solution that Lawrence might not have known. I think i will tell him this tomorrow. He must realise that not only we have eyes. Other normal students also have eyes that can see. So what if any of them does report to any teachers? Well Lawrence can't blame us because not only we prefects knew about it. Our classmates too knew about it. So, it depends on him, i suppose.

And another small..er..problem thinking. Well, i mean.. Just listen. It is UNFAIR for Lawrence to just leave the case like that. Yes i know, i did say i agree with the action taken. He said if they do it next time, he won't forgive, or something like that. But, this time, is already the next time. What i mean is, this is NOT the first time he/they did this. So? They did it more than once already but they were just dibiarkan like that. = = I agree with Garry but Garry too is not taking it quite..er..seriously. Whatever what results those people get, they still did it. *sigh* I felt like saying, "FUCK! I should've done that too!!" Correct right? Since it was the first time, and seeing what Lawrence has decided, why will everyone not think like that?

And then, i am like the bad guy in the form already, for telling who was the bad guy. Yeah, people will ask why didn't i feel guilty? Because, we weren't really friends already. And i don't like people who cheat. It is UNFAIR to everyone.

I guess everyone has their own reasonable or logical thinking. If they think it is okay for it to be let go like that, fine. I can't really do anything. Can I? I'm not the God. I have no rights to punish people. When i am given the chance to point out the truth, i did. The rest of it is left to the people who have the right to make decisions and punishments. Fine. Case, closed.

Oh yeah. I didn't like that way Vicky said about us who blog. It's very obvious that he was pointing at me! Since i was the only one who blog very often in some public place where everyone [or is it the. whole. world.] can see. I never do despise him. But i think i'm about to. NO HOO KEEN!! LEARN TO FORGIVE! LEARN TO CONDONE!!

And i just can't believe how fast people can actually forget it. Fine. Fine. Fine. Just let it go. If that is the justice, i will stick to my words. World is never fair.

Apart from those, i'm very happy of my life already. x) Why did you go sho fast? = =

I guess my mood is now okay. But still...'fragile'. - -'

Oh and you don't see tractors and huge lorries pass by your house everyday right? xD

I will see just how my day will continue 'suck'. x)

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Forgive.

The ability to condone is the ability to love. I second that!

I was so ashamed at myself for being... I'd decided to dislike you for what you did. But just then i realised that i couldn't do it. It was just too big for me. I just can't bear disliking you. So i guess i condoned you, that easily. And just then i realised, how much i like you, how much i actually care about you, how much i... My fingers stopped, abruptly. I didn't continue. I didn't want to continue. I didn't know how to continue.

Life is back on track although i'm not sure whether this is normal enough. But at least i'm having, the slightest if not the most, fun of it. x) I don't think i give a damn on anything. I just pray there will be no spotchecks though i know Mr Tan likes to walk around, like today. 0.0;; Luckily~ I thought he was going out? -wonders-

Anyway will do. I'm just too tired reading fictions today. I don't think i can stop. I need something to drag my attention away from computer so that my parents will not ban me from using computer and so that i can continue coming online.

Looking forward to class party although it will, most probably, be a very tiring one.

I want dota! Bro just won't stop me! I got the cd! I rule! XD

Oh crapo! Need to bring books back if what Hew said is true. And i have to return these pmr papers back too. Crap~ I haven't finished looking through. >.>

Why am i not Hazwan? XD

Oh yeah crap. Cannot go to the so-called-graduation in primary. It is on a Friday. Next Friday! Goodness~ >.<

-owari-

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Hate + Loving my life.

Pn Siti Hanah rocks~ It's kind for her to call me out to comfort me though i couldn't hear what she said most of the time. ^^" It was surprising that she speaked that soft, seeing how loud she shouts when she teaches.

I think i really going to hate Cikgu Rahim for losing my things TWICE and made me lost my marks now and year-end last year, which means TWICE! What the hell~

Bilik peperiksaan incident. Scary~ Can still hear them arguing about me eventhough the whole thing is done and i was leaving. =.="

Considering those form fours who joined choir, i don't think i wanna join. Moreover, they seem to be very busy. Why can't they practise after school which is more convinient? Well probably it's their decision which i have no rights on anyway. x) Moreover, it's a disgrace. xD Well probably i will join if Pn Wan Rosna wants me to. xD I ask a lot, don't I? x)

I'm not photogenic at all. >.> That's why i was very reluctant to..take photo with..Roger. :S Wonder why did he ask me as well. :S

Nothing much to say. Hope i can do well in the test tomorrow. So, now, continue reading, since i have no dota to play. >.<

Saturday, November 04, 2006

Underneath. My. Clothes.

Happy birthday to US First Lady Laura Bush, who turns 60 today. Born Laura Welch, she married George W. Bush on November 5, 1977, the day after her 31st birthday. Quote: "As we clear away the debris of a hurricane, let us also clear away the legacy of inequality." — Laura Bush

  • - copied from here. It's dated 4th November.

  • It's weekend again. I felt welcomed. However, the morning tuition spoilt everything. I hope they will change the date as soon as possible. But i hate going tuition right after school! Moreover, my school activities are in the evening weekdays. Many thing will crash together and cause troubles for me. How 煩わしい~

    Tuition. Form one [form two to-be] and form two [form three to-be] are in the same class since many people won't be coming every Novembers. But today, there were surprisingly few students. Nine i think. -lol- And the form ones are indeed form ones. Lol~ Was i like them last year? Nope. Christopher was missing. I didn't see him today. He won't be coming? Or was he just absent? And the class is extra quieter too. Vinop is also absent and i think i like his absence. x)
    Had only BI and BM. Didn't actually learn anyhting for English. Did normal exercises. However, it's not the same for BM. Teacher told us about her conclusion on the recent PMR papers. She had both K [government school] and N [something like private school i guess] and she found out that students from N can score much higher than K. She did mark down that, the highest was 98 over 100 in paper 2 and she gave one of the students full mark in Bahagian B which is the Gambar Rangsangan part. She said, this is because students from N did less, and even none, grammatical mistakes and used a lot of Frasa Menarik. This two factors are very important to bring good impression to the examiners.
    In the end, she gave us novel to do. Question : 3 aspek perbandingan antara watak utama dan watak sampingan. And i had to redo as i had the wrong idea of the question. It asked for perbandingan perwatakan [yang setara] but i did something like definisi for it. So i only had four marks for Isi. Learnt some new words too [save this for later].
    Mr Lawrence didn't come. Couldn't ask him that English question. Demmit. And Mrs Gomez didn't really help. *sigh*

    So, i didn't get to tell Mr Lawrence about my Sej although i've finally successfully gathered my courage. *sigh* How am i going to do the same thing and tell him tomorrow? *sniff* Hope there will also not be many students tomorrow.

    Did and do not feel quite right today. I was + am easily agitated. Uhh~ Read the story until halfway then rained. Stupid~! So what is the best thing to do when it rains? Sleeeeeeeeeeep~ xD But i had a bad nap. >.<>is difference if you don't know] But suddenly i dreamt about snake. A class. With teacher but teacher was no where to be seen. But there is teacher. So this fellow in front of my seat was playing with a snake. He was holding it with his hand, pressing its head. It looks unharmful so i leaned forward to take a better look. Suddenly the snake was released from the fellow's hand. I quickly sit back in my place. Just then i realised the person on the left was also playing with a snake too. Our of the blue, the released-from-the-fellow's-hand snake jumped towards me and bit my arm. It felt nothing at first. But it's getting number. And i felt that the fangs were forcing its way deeper and deeper into my flesh. It didn't feel poisonous at first. But the deeper it went, [it occured to me that]the more poisonous it will be. Finally, everything went blank and i was..'back in the real world'. -rofl- But my hand still felt numb, as if i was really bitten by a snake. -shudders-

    Nooo~ I love fishes. I love seafood~ Why must they ban me from eating them? And *cough* mom still *cough* cooks them *cough*. -mutters + grumbles-

    Friendster blog is now down. So i wasted my time here. Didn't blog here yesterday though. So i think it's balanced. x)

    Read Hazwan's blog. I wonder who is the form one girl he ter-perasan. x) And who is the guy he didn't feel good with. Not me huh? x.x His life is..simple yet complicated. I'm kindda envy. I love my life, physically. But i hate it 'mentally'. I think it sounds better in BM. x) And found Hidayah's blog too. Hehe. Nothing better to do. Oh i have better things to do! My Sej notes! Crap~ Gonna finish it tonight!

    Before that, let me share some words with you guys i got from BM tuition teacher. =)
    • Intihanya = Natijahnya = Konklusinya
    • Desawarsa [can't find this word in Kamus Dewan, so i think i gonna ask her about this word again] ini = Kebelakangan ini
    • Ironinya = Something like ironic. Get the better explanation in dictionary.
    • Didaktik = pengajaran / bermaksud mengajar [i will prefer the former explanation. ignore the latter one]
    • Hakiki [stole it from hazwan's blog x)] = benar
    I'll put some English ones next time. Hope this will help in widening my vocab field.

    -owari-

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Thursday, November 02, 2006

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Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Dysphoric.

Did i hear you right? Or it was just an imagination? A hallucination? An ignis fatuus? You looked depressed, sad, or do i even describe you right? I felt so so helpless, powerless, useless. I wanted to..to hug you. But you know why i can't. I...I'm worthless. People were showing, pointing for me. But, i don't know what i should do. I felt so..so.. I'm just plain stupid.
I don't wanna know. I don't wish to know. I don't want anything to leave. I want everything to stay. Even I have to make myself selfish. I want you to stay. I don't know and don't care what my feelings are right now. All i want is you to stay, can you? -eyessoakedintears-

Yay i found a new word which i don't think i can remember but what the heck?! I will try to remember and use it so yay? x)

Had 93 for Geog. Can't really ask for more. So i'll just leave it here.

Maths. Such a killer!! I had only 89!!! IT'S EIGHTY-NINE!! Goddemit! It's not even above 90! It's the very freaking first time of my life dude! What the hell~! How can i make mistakes?! SILLY MISTAKES!! Well no bonus this time and i think part of me is actually feeling okay with it. It's fairer right? So my Maths, from perfection, i dropped till 89. It's eleven marks difference. Let my bro hears about it and how loud will he laugh? Oh congrats Clement for getting the highest although you still aren't satisfied. However, there's one thing that i'm pleased about myself. I am certainly NOT pushy like someone. I actually felt pity on teacher. And it's kind for teacher to ask whether i'm satisfied or not [although the answer is pretty obvious]. -faint smile-

I don't think it's wise to fight against someone, who you know, is not worth to. So i guess i'll just leave it here, unless he offends me.

Science. I had 96. Yay? Could've gotten 98 if it's not because of those friggin' questions! I should just follow textbook BILNDLY next time. Uhh~ And someone just had to walk around teacher's seat to peek other people's papers. How busybody. It was a miracle that i didn't shout at him already.

BM. Still waiting for paper one.

BI. Teacher was absent again. I doubt that we will get our papers back this week. And crap! That aluminuim question. How can it be wrong? WHICH idiotic teacher WHICH set the questions?! TOTALLY and UTTERLY UNREASONABLE! I will fight with En Annamalai about it! Well that is, if someone doesn't act like a dog and sticks with teacher everytime. Oh but the sun will rise from the west if he doesn't do so. So, who knows.

Moral. AGAIN~! Someone acted like a DOG~! He even speaked like a dog. I'm sorry. It's BARK~ When dogs bark, it's so damn loud and irritating right? Well if your dog isn't, the dog behind my bedroom certainly is. *sniff*

Oh yeah. I guess i know how many mistakes i have in BM paper one as the smart Joo Er stated over there for me although i asked her not to do so. So i know. And i got an A. But i'm not satisfied. I had more than 8 mistakes in paper one. And if paper is over 100, i'll be getting B already.

Will have Sejarah tomorrow. So i guess to be very down-to-earth and accept every single critiques i guess. Even if i lose my dignity, what can i do? I'm already the last in the class already. I seriously don't dare to think about my position in form. x.x So, hope teacher won't say anything harsh tomorrow although i know it's quite an impossible request.

-Tipsy by J-Kwan

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Embarrasing :S

Nothing better to do now. Still reading hp6 and naruto-based fan-fic. xD

Morning. Well. I did realise something..weird. But i guess it's only my..'illusion' but i guess i will see if it happens again. Drop it before it haunts. x)

Well got back some of the exam papers. I am not satisfied with my bm paper 2 actually. I could have done better! Wasted too much time on the front part. Haih~

Then, we had our Sej back. It started very good. Had 10 over 10 for folio. But then I had a C! Goddemit!! And it's 69..AGAIN!! What the hell!! Why does history repeat?! Well because the subject it history so it has to repear?! Demmit!! How am i going to face teacher's critiques?? Crap!!

Had Geog back also. But not the kgt. Will be getting it tomorrow. Hope i get full mark! But still, 93 only if i get full for kgt. Haih~!

And, three subjects now and he beats me FLAT!! BM. Ok i have no complains about him and BM as it's essay so i really can't say anything.

Sej. Well not i have the right to actually judge people in that particular subject since i'm bad in it myself.

Geog. It's IMPOSSIBLE! IMPOSSIBLE i tell you. IMPOSSIBLE that he can get the highest mark [without kgt marks] in the class. IMPOSSIBLE! He was never that good in both Geog and Maths. So therefore? We all know very well what the conclusion is, don't we?

And i just realised during recess time that even Joshua did something similar. What did he do in the toilet for such a long time?! Isn't obvious enough? He can even cheat teacher. Why not? -speechless-

Speaking about recess time. Sometimes i think he is BLIND! Perfectly BLIND! How can he have no comment?! Well if i want to speak ANYTHING on that spot, WHAT WILL HE SAY?! DOES HE EVEN REALISE THAT SUCH THINGS HAPPEN?! EVEN WHAT HE SAID ABOUT THE RECESS IS.. NOTHING IS USEFUL! URGH! I really did and do hope that Mr Tan said something, or did something in the first place!!

Note : What you read up there is VERY, i repeat, VERY private and confidential and AREN'T supposed to be leaked outside! This is oone of the reason why i don't really tell people that i have this blog. *sniff*

Oh yea. Tomorrow getting papers again. So, time to die, again.

Oh yeah! Something VERY embarrasing happened today. ~.~ Pn Siti Hanah was distributing the folios. And she was taking her time to explain to people who didn't get full mark about their mistake and stuff. SO, when she was about to finish explaining to Joshua, she called someone's name, SOFTLY!! Which i heard it as mine. And i even asked whether she called my name or not.
And someone [not to mention who] said yes. SO, me, like a stupid guy, went out to get the folio..just to find that..that folio is so pretty..and well decorated..compared to mine..which is nice..but nice in the sense of..messy. Yea, something like that. Then, i was wondering whether that's my folio or not because as you know i have short-term-memory-lost-disease.
SO, I eventually found the name of the owner of that folio, who is supposed to be Josephine Tiew. -jaws dropped, sweat dropped, what else?-
AND I WAS SO FRIGGIN' SHOCKED. Because i didn't know what to do and i was wondering where was my folio as i did hear her calling my name! And she was like--well we know what her reaction will be--asking me how on earth can i mistaken Josephine as Chow Hoo Keen. =.=" Well the -hine and Keen sound alike right? xD xD So she couldn't actually blame me for hearing wrongly wert. >.<
So. I could feel my face turning red. And PEOPLE in front there starting to say THINGS which i think teacher has heard. And as i walked all the way back to my seat, my body was getting hotter, my neck was getting hotter and my cheek was getting hotter. And before i realise, i was blushing in embarrasment. =.=" -END OF STORY- -rolls eyes-

-Anything But Ordinary by Avril Lavigne

Monday, October 30, 2006

Uncertainties.

Read a lot today. And though a lot too. So, i just need to think things again and make sure i.. Make sure i'm back on track. Oh yeah. There's one thing about the current one i'm reading. The author always use 'sweat dropped' and 'while sweat dropping'. It was very funny at first the way he used it but now it's getting annoying. Lol. -sweatdrop- XD

No mood to blog anything anymore. Bro talked to mom and dad and they ALWAYS take hours! Waste my time! It's not like they have serious problem to talk about. What did they talk about?! They talked about HIS LIFE. Repeated the same thing over and over and over and over and over again. GOODNESS~!

*sniff* Life is so boring. It's dangerous for me to read a lot. Really. -lol-

Hope i can face the day, tomorrow. And also, hope my result won't be as bad. >.<

-Losing Grip by Avril Lavigne

Thursday, October 26, 2006

Free from pUh-AiN~

I..do not want to repeat that again. It seriously shows the..crazier side of me. >.>

So? What do i want to say? Helped Clement just now so i didn't get to watch GOF. Wanna watch now? Not sure. It's already 11 something. ~.~ But i don't think i can sleep this early. *sniff*

Anything, will find something to do. Nothing to say today.

Your Attitude is Better than 50% of the Population

You have a positive attitude... somtimes. You prefer to see the world through clear glasses, not rose colored ones.


You Are 53% Feminine, 47% Masculine

You are in touch with both your feminine and masculine sides.
You're sensitive at the right times, but you don't let your emotions overwhelm you.
You're not a eunuch, just the best of both genders.


-ahem- I seriously hope my honesty doesn't betray me. >.> NO, DO NOT MAKE FUN OF IT. I'M FORCING MYSELF NOT TO CHANGE IT YOU KNOW! ~.~




You Are 52% Grown Up, 48% Kid



You've grown up a good bit, but you still have a way to go before you're emotionally mature.

You have the skills to control your emotions, you just have to use them.



-Perfect by Simple Plan

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Puh~~~Aaa~~~In~~~

Since i want to save my time to read book, i will just post it from there. So..=)

No my leg is still aching. It didn't recover even a bit. But i lied to mom and dad. Well anything. I think it'll be better in..two or three days time.

Started Sorcerer's Stone and finished too. -yay- And started Chamber of Secrets already. Very interesting though i know i am outdated. ~.~ But it didn't stop me from being obsessed. X) Oh just now i got the news that..Dumbledore was killed. ~.~ Bad news i guess because there'll be no one to save Harry's ass anymore. Well i just knew because i haven't read book six yet and now i don't think i want to read it. I guess it'll be sad. >.< Well, yea. -.-'

Nothing much to say actually. Help Clement with his runescape and i'll continue reading. X)

-Easy Breezy by Utada Hikaru

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Depressed.

Still arching. My leg. It hurts, a lot! Damn it. Better not shake it anymore. I guess it just worsens it. >.>

Finished Order of the Phoenix. Finally. And now going to read book 1-6 which is everything. It's in e-book form so i will have to face the computer rather than facing the book the whole day. But i can hear what my mom will be saying already. >.> So what can i do? Nothing. Yes, nothing. -speechless-

Pain~ My leg is stil arching~!

Well i don't think i'm going to say more. Forgot what i wanted to say at first. So. Bye~

-Only Human by Who-knows-who

Monday, October 23, 2006

Obsession.

Note to people who're reading in my blog. Things i post here might not be the same as those i post in friendster. So. No complains. X)

I realise, and many people too, i suppose, that many people online more often now since that the finals are all over. But, no one seems to be chatting with me. Well i understand the point that people are very busy at times. What i wanna say here is, does this thing happen the same to the other people? Does things that happened to me happen to other people out there? Answers remained unknown. But i kindda know it i guess, deep in my heart. ~.~

Managed to shut lil bro today. Insulted him in front of him without him noticing me insulting him. It's satisfactory. xD I'm evil yes i know. But he deserves that. Who asked him to act like grown-ups?! Irritating.

Syawal's friendster profile is sho nice. But i don't think i will go through the html-problems just to make the layout. I don't think i'll ever understand all those codings. >.>

Boring. Diablo? Nope. Make my day worse as i'm very lazy to train the characters and wait them to level up so damn slowly. All thanks to bro that i have no chance to play dota. Runescape? No Clement. NO! =P Miniclips? Commando? Again? Do you know the word boring? I guess i will stick to Order of the Phoenix. I wonder why hasn't Su Anne updated her story. Probably she is too busy with her love-life. Who knows.

Oh i have to state one thing here. I AM NOT [YET] OBSESSED WITH ANY TELEVISION PROGRAMMES. -high fives- Yooohoooo~

-Lose My Breath by Destiny's Child

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Who doesn't hate shopping?!

Was asked to consult a doctor today somewhere near Maluri. Well it's in Maluri anyway. Behind Jusco at Jalan Mahkota. Parents were heated up just to find that street. -lol- Well it was surprisingly fast. Nothing interesting happened. And i hope what he said works. Oh. I hate my brother. He is such a attention-seeker! People who heard what he'd said this afternoon would definitely laugh their head off. >.>

And then after that, was dragged [and cheated] to go to Tesco Ampang. Damn. I hate shopping. It's so crowded. Shopping, with woman, is just so troublesome. They always take centuries just to choose apple. Goodness. And people who shop are brainless, basically. They'll never know that they are blocking people and keep on standing at that place like nobody's business. Idiotic. But oh. I found something oddly interesting. X) I actually like the cashier's slack. It's one=kind and nice. Same goes with the design too. X) So basically i wasted my time observing the cake-flavouring, cake-powder, ibu roti, chocolate powder, roses that are put on top of birthday cakes, chinese tea leaves and boh. -lol- Hey. It's not like i have nothing better to do. Well i did have nothing better to do other than observing those things while waiting for parents to buy roasted chicken [not for tonight but tomorrow night -.-'] which seemed to take like forever. And it was, indeed, very weird standing over there, just like that. = =

Wasted my good three hours not reading tootp. Haih~ Boring.

Why must he play too? Such a copycat.

And i have a odd feeling that things are not in the good condition, somehow. Oh great. Have to wake up earlier tomorrow as dad is dragging us to jog in the park. Puh-lease. After cheating me to go to Tesco today, still no enough?! I haven't count that with you guys! Hope it rains tomorrow morning. Or hope the haze worsens. X)

-Sunday Morning by Maroon 5

Smile.

Let me start with those not-so-happy-incident first.

Woke up an hour than i was supposed to be. Luckily mom didn't scold. Breakfast wasn't really nice. Considering the fact that parents aren't working but there's nothing good, huh. And mom asked me to clean the fans AND mop the floor. I wanted to do first floor only. So yes she agreed. Well, she didn't. Because that was what she was about to tell me. So, it's the same. And because of that, i was very busythe whole morning. And...tired.

And lil bro still acts as if he's the big guy, the adult in this house. Can someone please ask him to FUCK OFF?! Parents didn't care at all! What on earth has gone into them?! And he is becoming more and more like him. The world is changing. Did i say this before? If i did, then the world continues to change.

Now to the happier side.

I was in ecstasy today. X) Well it's...rare. Had fun chatting with Clement. Played runescape. Read The Order Of The Phoenix. Listened to lotsa songs. And with the help of subwoofer, the effect was nice! I love the bass. X)

Clement died in runescape. Accidentaly. So he lost his items. Precious + Expensive items. Haha. Padan muka? No. He was chatting with me anyway. So it was, more or less, my fault. >.<>.< me =" noob.">
Oh yea. He doesn't know i have this blog. He deserves to read. My best friend wert. X) Yes. He's Clement. And i wonder should i give Hsiao Toong too? No i guess. Moreover, he doesn't leave comments or so. No fun. X) And you girls who read this [i think there's only one or two. No! There's only two! X)] please do not tell people i have this blog. Just a reminder. Thanks. X)

I guess i'll read Potter's story tomorrow morning. Quite sleepy and tired. Ja~

-DejaVu by Beyonce

Saturday, October 21, 2006

Ok. I'm writing this post just to cover something up. 
Some posts are just not good to be seen. XD
Syawal. Why must you read? -LOL- 
Okay. Keep on reading. 
Just remember what i've told you. =) 

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Die laughing....!!!

Pick the month (number) you were born on:

1----i shot a
2----i gave a lap dance to
3----i smacked
4----i sang to
5----i fell in love with
6----i murdered
7----i gave my number to
8----i humped
9----i choked on
10---i bitched out
11---i had sex with
12---i ate a


Pick the day (number) you were born on:


1-------a homeless guy
2-------your mom
3-------a banana
4-------a fork
5-------a mexican
6-------a gangster
7-------a condom
8-------an ipod
9-------a stuffed animal
10-------a goat
11-------my dog
12-------my dad
13-------the computer
14-------my science teacher
15-------my neighbor
16-------myself
17-------a jones soda
18-------a llama
19-------a paperclip
20-------my best friends boyfriend
21-------a permenant marker
22-------a policeman
23-------a ninja
24-------a baseball bat
25-------my pshyciatrist
26-------my brother
27-------my sister
28-------a football player
29-------a dvd player
30-------a pickle
31-------my cell phone

Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:

White------Because i was high.
Black-------Because I was drunk.
Pink--------Because im a homosexual.
Red---------Because the voices told me to.
Blue--------Because i cant control myself.
Green------Because I hate myself.
Purple------Because Im naked.
Gray--------Because thats how i roll.
Yellow------Because someone offered me
1,000,000 dollars
Orange----Because i hate my family.
Other-------Because that's how I roll.
none------because im sexy and i do what i
want

Now post all three of these as your title or
else you
will fart non-stop in 1 more hour... Wakaka =D

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Letter to dad (not written by me of cos)

Got this buletin from sun...So damn funny...lol
Here it goes >>>
A father passing by his teenage daughter's bedroom was astonished to see the bed was nicely made and everything was neat and tidy. Then he saw an envelope propped up prominently on the center of the pillow. It was addressed "Dad". With the worst premonition, he opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands:-

Dear Dad,

It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you, but I'm leaving home. I had to elope with my new boyfriend Randy because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you. I've been finding real passion with Randy and he is so nice to me. I know when you meet him you'll like him too - even with all his piercing, tattoos, and motorcycle clothes.

But it's not only the passion Dad, I'm pregnant and Randy said that he wants me to have the kid and that we can be very happy together. Eventhough Randy is much older than me (anyway, 42 isn't so old these days is it?), and has no money, really these things shouldn't stand in the way of our relationship, don't you agree?

Randy has a great CD collection; he already owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. It's true he has other girlfriends as well but I know he'll be faithful to me in his own way. He wants to have many more children with me and that's now one of my dreams too. Randy taught me that marijuana
doesn't really hurt anyone and he'll be growing it for us and we'll trade it with
our friends for all the cocaine and ecstasy we want. In the meantime, we'll pray that science will find a cure for AIDS so Randy can get better; he sure deserves it!! Don't worry Dad, I'm 15 years old now and I know how to take care of myself. Someday I'm sure we'll be back to visit so you can get to know your grandchildren.

Your loving daughter,
Sandy.

At the bottom of the page were the letters "PTO".Hands still trembling, her father turned the sheet, and read:

PS: Dad, none of the above is true. I'm over at the neighbor's house. I just wanted to remind you that there are worse things in life than my report card that's in my desk centre drawer. Please sign it and call when it is safe for me to come home.

I love you!

How funny it is...wohoho...*roflmao*

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Em0T|0N@L...

Well, it has been some while since i last visited this website. Though no one welcomed me back >.<
Just feeling like typing my lungs out because lately my feelings are so uncertain. Most of my friends are all having their sweet moments with the one they love or the one they wanna be with, but just not me! Why is that?! Eventhough i'm so busy, matching ocmpetition is just three days more and i have those gatherings and camps...but i still can't help myself from thinking of that person... Well, my homeworks are undone too, how pathetic! Things just seem so wrong for me.
Well, matching practise is ending soon. Gonna miss those moments, we had sweet moments together and having wonderful time playing, joking, and teasing each other with seniors, will we be having such magnificient moments again? I bet not!
Well, maybe i'm meant to live without someone to be loved at this moment...Feeling so useless...helpless...lonely...and, stuffed with homework >.<
Just wish good days will come after these 'memoriable' moments...

Monday, January 09, 2006

Bad starting for a new year...perhaps...

A friend of mine is going to move to australia ten days from now...how sad >.< But well, we had fun chatting thw whole night! The school he is going to is a fantastic school...i suppose...^.< But he sounded like he likes it very much! And that is a very good thing, isn't it? As long as he keeps on online and we can still keep on keep in touch, that's great! Imagine, a school with an in-door swimming pool, laptop everywhere like they don't know what to do with it...Well, that's what he said lol! Did i tell that he is from MBS? He is a nice person, good in hacking and sending spams. But luckily i'm good that he didn't not send any of those to me ^^ Gonna miss him...~_~

Had hours changing this blog!!! Why i never understand this things!!! Well, it's...very troublesome work for me, and i wonder why people waste so much time to decorate it and whatsoever. I prefer to play games with my precious time ^^ The best way of using my time...:P Well played dota the whole morning and lost all the games too >.< Was winning the last game, but somehow they pumped someone and that someone got unusually strong, invulnerable at first, but got ass-kicked by us...Well, we still lost that game, although we WERE winning...>.< Such a pity!!!

And today isn't a very nice day for me i suppose!! All the songs that i downlaoded had problems!!! But still i can listen to them...EVENTHOUGH NOT CLEARLY...>.< Well, wanna do my work before i kena banned by my mother...And eric...never understand why he forces people so much...!!! Before that, let's have some snacks!!

-itadakimasu~-

Friday, January 06, 2006

Wah...

Wah...Became wakil tingkatan 2...thx to nicholas!!!hehe...nothing to do with tat jawatan oso....aih...
but most shocking thing is tat....SOMEONE ACTUALLY THOUGHT TAT I'M FORM 5!!!...for god's sake...i'm not form 5...yet!But then.....wat was i gonna say....duno ....aih...boring....