Again, i can only imagine..

I like my class. Why?

Clement is the guy whom i talk anything to. Even during the down-est moment during the marching competition, he was where i released my stress. Facing unfair circumstances caused by teachers, he was again where i exploded my tension. It's not only pain and sorrow which i share with this buddy, i always try to make him laugh too. I really appreciate his presence. How do i show my appreciation? By saying that his stomach is wobbly. :P

SheMei, TongKwun and SereneLiew. The girls who sit together at the row behind me. They are the one of the best girl friends i've ever known for years! SheMei and I are so alike i think we're twins! She also reminds me of Sya. Our minds function the same way. We have the same mentality. We should be siblings. :P TongKwun is just downright straightforward. If i need any honest opinion, she's the one i would sought for. She is also a mysterious girl as in you will never know when she will or will not come to school. It's like a hundred million ringgit question. :P SereneLiew is the one to laugh at! :P She is a very understanding friend who always tries to make other people happy though she has her very own predicaments. Great friend to be with. Just love them a lot and thank God for the chance to get to know all of them!

JooLing. Just got changed to this class this year. A bit sad for her. Because she is the only new girl in my class this year. But she has got SheMei and SereneLiew and TongKwun with her so it wasn't a big deal soon after. She knows A LOT of things about people! It is really nice talking to her. And it's really irresistable to tease her, like teasing LiewLiew. :P And always talking to her is her good friend XinYi who sits beside her. Great guy as well. Never knew that it is so easy to talk to him. Another joker too!

Then there are many more friends like Fahmy, Krishna and Qamarul who make jokes in the class. Fahmy is like the backbone of the class as he brings entertainment! Then we have the straightforward Stefira who makes random statements which sometimes can be really hilarious! Haha! Then the girls like Intan, Afifah, Liyana and more would either shout abruptly or make random statements too or do something really surprising out of the blue to make everyone laugh.

A very funny class, if you asked me.

And problems seem to not bother us. Probably we do not show it? At any time of the day, we can always hear Fahmy making random statements or making stupid sounds. Slowly, that has become his trademark, which is kinda hilarious in its own way. Somehow, somehow, we just laugh at each other's stupidity.

How i wish other classes can only have laughters.

Being an observer is actually one of my hobby too. Tug-O-War. Totally none of my business. So i stood at one side and watched the event. Eventually, Syahbandar won! Congrats to my buddies who joined. Clement was so exhausted he totally collasped when he came back to class. Looking at him sleeping, i can't help but to smile. He has at least contributed to his house's victory. Really, an involuntary smile. A sincere smile.

An observer who observes. Unfortunately not an observer who can see through walls or a human's heart. The gloomy atmosphere which i witnessed in other classes as i passed by them scared the soul out of my body. Problems which i never knew existed, and still do not know, seem to have haunted my friends around me. It's quite difficult to find a friend who naturally displays a smile without force. Even the juniors have the tensed look on their face all the time. Heart-jabbing to see. *sigh* Probably it's the Sports Day? Hopefully it's the Sports Day. If it is, please return to your perky self after Sports Day, everyone! All your friends need your cheerful side to get them through their days too! Imagine seeing my friends like Sabrina, Valerie, XinHui, Suzanne, SheauLi and SheauWen, JengYee, SherEe, Victoria, SeeKee, ShiErn, Weihwei and more sad and down, heartache or not? And they are only either form 4, 3 or 2! Heart pains even more when i see Serene, YeeShan, Garry and FuiTeng putting up sad faces on their face almost all the time. Lending a hand is normally what i wish to do. But a friend said, why try to help others when your own problems is so big and still unsolved? Plus, Kenny + trying to solve a problem = problems becoming bigger. I can only share. I hope that i can help by sharing. Or probably you wouldn't notice, but i do try to make you smile sometimes. Because without that smile on your face, my world dims even more.

My friends, if you are sad and sorrowful, please do not force yourselves to be happy. Just be sad. There is nothing wrong to be sad over something, although you might probably think that being sad over that something is not worthy. Be sad. Be really sad. Then finally, get over it. At some point of your life then, you would finally know that you have already been sad enough over that something, and it's time to get happy again. Seek for help if you think that your heart cannot contain the sorrow. Your friends are always there for you. If you think that you cannot find anyone suitable to talk to, the last dependable person standing on this earth is still here - me. Why? Because i would normally forget things very fast. It's like an automatic file-deleting software. My point is, there is nothing to be ashamed of to feel sad or down. I just thought, it is not healthy to disguise your sorrow and force yourselves to be happy. Pretentious might be the word. And you should know that the word "pretentious" and "trustworthy" do not come along together. So.. Stay true to your feelings and then look at the positive side of the life and stay optimistic, still. :)

To all my friends, ranging from the youngest age to the oldest age, from tadika to whichever work place, from Malaysia to America, i really wish you all the best. Enjoy life as there is never the same second at the next.