Thanks Donkey

Allison is ousted.

Speechless.

All thanks to donkey.

Anyway, YeeShan, i really am sorry, alright? I did not mean to forget. I just mixed it up! Please don't be mad at me! What can i do to make it up to you??

A day when sorrow is mixed with bliss, which to choose, which to follow?

Tomorrow, a day which i hope would be fun. Welcoming guests from Kota Bharu. I'll like to meet new friends!

Oh yeah. A friend once told me, stalkery is rude and should not be done. But what if stalkery is the only thing that can make you feel better?

Stalk without being caught.

Muahaha!

American Idol rocks shit!

Period.

Adam Lambert is making me love hard-rock now! Unbelievable!

GARRY I CANNOT TAHAN ARGH! :P

Adam is super talented!

Multiple periods!

Anyway, what a day. Roller coaster ride.

Oh. Did something really stupid today. I asked a senior whom i look up to and respect a lot a very stupid question. Like, down-right idiotic. But then cannot help it. Have not been in the mood lately and thus my mind is going sidetracked I hope he does not mind. ~.~

Anyway, let it be if you are still present in my mind, i shall try my best to focus!

With or without you~ *sings*

Oh my, i am starting to behave in a very VERY peculiar way.

American Idol still rocks! And Jaarvis has msn!

其实，我是很失望的。

To mah boss,

I hope you get well real soon! Pity you dude, have to come to school tomorrow though not feeling so good. Make sure you don't get heart attack. :P *salute*

Anyway i realise how much influence they have around the school. I mean, the school seemed very gloomy today. Everyone seemed so quiet and down. Everything seemed so lifeless. But it's okay.

SheMei. Thanks for understanding. I understood what you meant when you said what you said when the school ended. :)

Anyway, hi YeeShan. I guess we're in the same boat.

And here i am posting a meaningless post.

A meaningless life.

Am having hard time trying to concentrate. Despite what i've posted before this. The Yes crap. Zz.

真的很无聊的post.

又开始想了。会寻找你的背影。会给自己一个理由。

会无思乱想。

*叹气*

SPM，在我心中的你在哪了？

Like what i told Serene today, what's wrong with becoming a bad kid? What's wrong with swearing and cursing? Reputation will be badly affected? Why should i care about reputation when reputation can be easily shattered and misunderstood? Image, a non-existent barrier we use to cover up our inner bad. Why not just unleash whatever that is veiled? We would not have to fake ourselves then.

A mask one wears to cover up one's true self.

Utter rubbish.

Anger, right? It is dangerous to blog while the only feeling in your heart is anger. A tuition teacher once said. And i agree. And i am angry. *nod*

I am standing on a track with many many branches heading many different ways, providing me with various choices to continue my journey. I know i should head to the brightest route, but the mysterious aura that the dark route possess attracts me as much. A brittle heart. A fragile soul. Can be easily swayed. But yet, still i stand. Not knowing which and where.

I am still standing now.

But i don't know about next.

Have you ever cared?

To Serene LPY

I like LPY. Sounds cool. :P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Belated!

Haha! Came back at 12+ so slept straight away. After taking bath of course. I'm not like you, smelly.

Anyway, a wonderful day it was yesterday. Morning was stupid because i could not spot the birthday girl padahal she was sitting beside Levonne.

Syed Anwar remembered her birthday!

Took her for a walk around Berjaya Times Square. I hope she enjoyed the burger in Subway. :) And accompanying girls to buy shirts is a bit..boring but fun. Hehe. And that fitting room does not allow gentlemen enter. Saaad. :(

After that we dispersed, asking Serene to go back by herself. In the end she went back with TongKwun via LRT. TongKwun naughty girl didn't join the party! :P PuiKuan and her boyfriend came to fetch us [Jon, SheMei and I] back to Serene's house. All of us hid in her room to ambush her. Maggie, Aaron, Chiewteng, CengYew, YeeShan, HuiChi were there too! I didn't miss out anyone, did i? :x It was hilarious! The moment Serene opened the door and spotted us, she ran all the way out of her room, out of her house, to the road and ran all the way up and down. LOL! But somehow i think she already knew a bit this, a hunch at least? *ahem*

BBQ!

I loved the chicken wings! But couldn't finish the food yesterday. Maggie was eating non-stop. We all couldn't stop talking and had so much fun! And i wanna play Mahjong now. Thanks to CengYew! =.=

More details, please refer to Serene's blog. :D

And Jon's dad sent me all the way back to my house. At 12! O.O

THANKS JON'S DADDY! AND MOMMY! AND SISTER! LOL!

Jonathan you naughty la. :P

Anyway MUST get into the mood and mode! Studies! But not after finishing this idiotic sivic project and add math project. ADD MATH PROJECT?!

Lost Focus.

Spent the first half of the morning jogging and second half of the morning eating.

Spent the whole afternoon and evening in front of my laptop.

And i should spent the rest of my night in front of any book!

Like Garry said, it's May now. Time to get more serious. April was not a smooth month therefore i hope May will change for the better.

No more 暗恋！

Say no to affection or infatuation!

But it's irresistible

Say no to coming online just for a mere chance of bumping into someone.

Say no to non-academic activities!

Say yes to straight A1s in SPM!

Say yes to burning passion to strive!

Say yes to burning passion to strike!

SAY YES TO ME!

Sulk
Not knowing how to talk
Not knowing how to make fun
Perhaps that's the reason
You never know my
Infatuation

It is fading
I just hate the fact
You left your footsteps
On the sand-like brain of mine

Ps. Time to take charge of.