And I say that with a desperate voice. ):
要完全以包容及礼让的心态去面对人，有时真的真的并不简单。我真的还要去学习，还要去修养。
Sigh. 孩子，专心读书吧。
Wednesday, January 04, 2012
Monday, January 02, 2012
Happy New 2012 !
Time flies faster when your age begins with the digit 'two'. Or so I heard. Though I am not as old as a friend of mine who has already turned 20, the thought of turning 20 is actually rather scary. I still have the mentality of a ten-year-old and I do not want to grow up. I used to really want to grow up faster because I thought I had the maturity which I thought few people around me had. Apparently I was wrong. Proven wrong. Not the best experience in the world when I was proven wrong. My point is, I don't want to grow up because I don't think I am physically and mentally prepared for it yet. I've been trying to prepare myself for it recently. Yet, I only got stuck at watching more and more dramas. Where did my alleged maturity go to? No idea. I guess I really need to get the hang of myself and start focusing on what's really important. I need motivation.
Anyway does anyone know any good part time jobs? Somewhere fun with relatively good pay. Fun as in, interactive. I always dream of working in a place where I have to interact with customers just like how waiters entertain their customers in a restaurant or like how someone works in a hotel? I suppose that could be real fun! Any idea? I am DYING for an interesting job! I want to get some pretty exciting experience!
By the way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIM YEE SHAN! You're so old! :P Love you, friend!
She's a cute friend. Really cute friend. Hehe.
By the way I've been seeing some very meaningful yet unexpected phrases recently. However there is this very relevant phrase that is stuck in my head. I saw this on the back of someone's shirt, which is kinda ironic. No idea why. So for the sake of remembrance, here goes.
Anyway does anyone know any good part time jobs? Somewhere fun with relatively good pay. Fun as in, interactive. I always dream of working in a place where I have to interact with customers just like how waiters entertain their customers in a restaurant or like how someone works in a hotel? I suppose that could be real fun! Any idea? I am DYING for an interesting job! I want to get some pretty exciting experience!
By the way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIM YEE SHAN! You're so old! :P Love you, friend!
She's a cute friend. Really cute friend. Hehe.
By the way I've been seeing some very meaningful yet unexpected phrases recently. However there is this very relevant phrase that is stuck in my head. I saw this on the back of someone's shirt, which is kinda ironic. No idea why. So for the sake of remembrance, here goes.
Hard work beats talent if talent does not work hard.So, Mr Chow Hoo Keen, work hard please?
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Merry Christmas!
This year's Christmas is special because I joined my friends while we went caroling around KL! It was my first time and it was very fun! Especially when I love singing A LOT! Apart from that I also love the fact that we brought smiles and joy to those little kids' faces! And the last venue was the best - Seri Pacific Hotel! It was so fun, seeing so many people so interested in our performances. They even took photos with us while we were singing! Amazing experience! And amazing friends to be with too!
May this year's Christmas be ever so special to all my friends!
Merry Christmas!
Ps. If Santa is really here and if Santa allows me one wish to be granted, I wish Santa to change who and how I am.
May this year's Christmas be ever so special to all my friends!
Merry Christmas!
Ps. If Santa is really here and if Santa allows me one wish to be granted, I wish Santa to change who and how I am.
Monday, November 21, 2011
I Want to Put A Smile on Your Face!
So this is how happiness feels like!
This feels nostalgic because I have not done this in a long while. "This" meaning doing something good for some people whom I truly care about. Tomorrow is my friend's mom's birthday. She is a super great mother who knows how to cook a thousand things! Whenever we went over to her house to play or to work, she would definitely take good care of us! It was extremely nice of her! I am also indebted to her for something which she had done for me. I would never forget all the good deeds!
Therefore, I'm baking a cake/muffin! I hope it will work! It must work!
This feels nostalgic because I have not done this in a long while. "This" meaning doing something good for some people whom I truly care about. Tomorrow is my friend's mom's birthday. She is a super great mother who knows how to cook a thousand things! Whenever we went over to her house to play or to work, she would definitely take good care of us! It was extremely nice of her! I am also indebted to her for something which she had done for me. I would never forget all the good deeds!
Therefore, I'm baking a cake/muffin! I hope it will work! It must work!
Thursday, November 03, 2011
How are you?
Allow me to be a little bit less scientific and a little bit more naive because I have an important question to ask.
Grandma, regardless of where you are right now, how are you doing?
Is there a rule which specifies a limit of grieving period when one has lost someone dearest to oneself? If there is such a limited period, would you tell me its length? Then I would probably bounce back from this loss a little bit more faster, though a bit forcefully.
During the dinner just now, the table was left with only my mom and me. The rest have finished their meal. Suddenly, my mom brought up the topic about grandmother. I could see glitter in her eyes. I know it still hurts her. She misses grandma. I do too. But it takes time. We don't know how long. But yeah, time it takes.
As she was talking about grandma, she noted a number of things,
- Grandma used to babysit all four of us when we were still wearing diapers
- She had saved all the money that her children and grandchildren had given her for us.
- Even after she passed away, she had always been taking care of us - during her burial ceremony, it did not rain and it wasn't even sunny, the weather was just nice for the ceremony, as if she had protected us from the heat and the rain.
- Whenever my mother called to Ipoh to talk to her, she always asked how my brothers and I were doing, and if my dad got any job, and how my brother was doing in overseas. Yet, none of four of us had ever called back to talk to grandma.
- We were all in KL while she was in Ipoh. We didn't get to spend time with her, to take care of her. Now that she is gone, we no longer have the chance to.
- Even in her sickbed, she was not able to speak due to the stroke. It was so painful for her. She used to be the strongest, being able to walk to market, talk to people, take care of her chickens and her small vegetation farm. But one stroke, and everything changed.
Why?
Grandma, how are you?
Grandma, regardless of where you are right now, how are you doing?
Is there a rule which specifies a limit of grieving period when one has lost someone dearest to oneself? If there is such a limited period, would you tell me its length? Then I would probably bounce back from this loss a little bit more faster, though a bit forcefully.
During the dinner just now, the table was left with only my mom and me. The rest have finished their meal. Suddenly, my mom brought up the topic about grandmother. I could see glitter in her eyes. I know it still hurts her. She misses grandma. I do too. But it takes time. We don't know how long. But yeah, time it takes.
As she was talking about grandma, she noted a number of things,
- Grandma used to babysit all four of us when we were still wearing diapers
- She had saved all the money that her children and grandchildren had given her for us.
- Even after she passed away, she had always been taking care of us - during her burial ceremony, it did not rain and it wasn't even sunny, the weather was just nice for the ceremony, as if she had protected us from the heat and the rain.
- Whenever my mother called to Ipoh to talk to her, she always asked how my brothers and I were doing, and if my dad got any job, and how my brother was doing in overseas. Yet, none of four of us had ever called back to talk to grandma.
- We were all in KL while she was in Ipoh. We didn't get to spend time with her, to take care of her. Now that she is gone, we no longer have the chance to.
- Even in her sickbed, she was not able to speak due to the stroke. It was so painful for her. She used to be the strongest, being able to walk to market, talk to people, take care of her chickens and her small vegetation farm. But one stroke, and everything changed.
Why?
Grandma, how are you?
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