请问，

知己能有多少个？

Happiness. Hit me. Like a bullet.

So many have happened in these two, three weeks! Such busy busy days! Last week was the Orientation Camp for the first batch of new July intake! It was so fun! It was indeed the best camp I've been to! The people were nice, the facilitators were fun, the Guardian Angel program was such a success! I can't pinpoint exactly what made the camp so special, but it was really fun!

I like staying awake playing charades with Lye Tong, Fatima, Heng Choc, Hannah, Ai Ling, Ali, Teddy and Cassie! I like putting flour and toothpaste on people's shoe and slipper (though I dislike the cleaning up part). I like seeing the new people smile because it means what we, the facilitators, tried to do was a success. I like this camp because a few people made this camp so special for me. I like this camp because, I didn't care. Love Camp 4!

But coming back from Camp 4 was not so good )x So many people fell sick! It was such a bad situation! I really really hope this doesn't happen in Camp 5! )x

And then we had to prepare so many things for Midsummer Masquerade Ball! As the big day came closer, there seemed to be more things to be done! Lucky we were able to pull it through! It was really a success I believe! Except a little bummer. Overall, I hope everyone liked it! It was not perfect, I know. But at least I hope there are some parts of the event, if not all parts, that everyone would like! Thanks to all SC members!

And above all, I feel contented.

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Today was such a complicated day. Unhappy incidents. I especially do not like things like this to happen. And I feel bad! Really bad! I feel like there is nothing I could do! And on top of that, I feel like things weren't being taken seriously. Are you kidding me? But if that is how things are being accepted nowadays, if people can accept that, I wouldn't know what to say. Maybe, I don't fit the world.

And I don't like how I think things are going on around me. Do not like.

But there was something very interesting that happened today. A few new intake from Sarawak spoke Fu Zhou language! It was so interesting! I like it!

Sick. Again.

I think I get sick quite often. I still remember the last time I fell sick. Around this time last year too I think. So torturous. I couldn't sleep last night. Lying awake on the bed, feeling hot and cold at the same time. In the end I got a cup of water and saw that it was only 3 o'clock in the morning! And I thought I've been lying there for forever! Torturous. So I went back to bed, bend myself together like a baby and finally sweated a little bit, I think. Eventually I fell asleep. But still, it was a very bad night.

In the college the whole day, I seriously didn't feel well. The cold weather made it worse. And the air-conditioned classes was the worst. Other than that, I felt like vomiting all the time. As if I'm actually pregnant. =.= It was horrible. To make it worse, I felt like screaming at everyone I know. The slightest dislike that I had in my mind, I felt like making a big deal out of it, just to find a reason to unleash the rage. Horrible horrible feeling.

I hope I get better tomorrow! And I hope this horrible horrible feeling go away. Because with it, all I see is pessimism and anger and hatred and dismay.

Whee.

Hi Blog. I feel so optimistic today! I woke up in the morning feeling like P Diddy. Okay no I didn't, I slept alone and there ain't any chicks around me. (Look up the lyrics of Tik Tok by Ke$ha) But I felt like today is a good day.

Today could be a day that I make people happy. Certain people. So I tried. I tried to make myself happier too but sometimes things do go haywire and they do not happen the way we've planned it to. But it's alright. No big deal. I hope things could work out better the next time. And I move on.

And conclusion is, I still feel that way. Optimistic. :) So I think my life is up to a good turn right now. :D

*edit*

This is such a pointless post =.=