Monday, June 08, 2009

Monsters and Alien

And that makes Angels versus Demons. :P

I am not quite positive if today was a fruitfully used day because we ended up watching movie. Was supposed to finish all the holiday homework at Serene's house. Obviously when three lazy people come together to TRY to do work, it usually does not work out. :P Okay i was the most lazy one, always asking for food. XD

Thanks to Serene for her hospitality and her grandma for the delicious food and the invitation to her house.
Thanks to YeeShan for her craziness and her mom for the lovely sushi! I miss them so much and ended up devouring most of them. *sheepish smile*

Monsters Vs Alien was not as nice as i thought it was. Reason most probably due to the trailer. Most of the funny parts have already been featured via the trailer so to me it's not as funny. But had a good portion of laughter. And a RM10 ticket was reduced to RM6, not bad!

Trying to concentrate and finish the rest of the holiday work. Restless days and nights!

Oh and happy birthday to Kanye West!

Sunday, June 07, 2009

ASEAN Scholarship Entrance Examination

It was not easy. Left MANY blanks on the Mathematics paper. It seemed easy at first glance, with a number of 25 questions. Yet, i doubt if i actually answered half the paper. Gone case. English paper was not as difficult as expected, seeing that it's based on Singapore standard. However i think my summary was not too good. I did not have sufficient time to search for points and reconstruct the sentences. And hostile means unfriendly, not violent and aggressive. That's very idiotic of me. The essay was worse! 350 words in 30 minutes?! That was a first for me! I just 'blurted' out anything that came across my mind at that moment. It must be horrible. The General Ability test was more like..a puzzle? It was fairly easy to me because it's an objective paper! At least there were options right, and there were actually EIGHT choices! :D Relatively easy and fun compared to Maths. Definitely.

Met many friends these two days and found some new friends. They are rather nice people. One of the invigilators could not pronounce 'r'. Paper became papel and answers became answel. That was rather interesting. One of them was very fierce! One vicious look from her can kill anyone. You can ask Kimberly or Jon. And one of them was rather humourous, i think his name is Albert. And another invigilator named Jonathan looks like Mr Kung, a Maths teacher from Martin, according to Jon but he actually reminded me of Jonathan Kong more. :D

After the last paper which was General Ability test, we went to eat at Kenny Roger's. It was a bit uneasy for me because i had to..erm..lie to someone so that i could follow my friends. :))) Anyway after that we went to ice skate and surprisingly my parents allowed me to ice skate because last night they did not allow me to. With a nod from my parents, YanYuan, FuiTeng and I joined the gang in the ice ring. My first impression was the boots were relatively heavy! When i first stepped into the ring, i almost fell! It was EXTREMELY hard to balance myself! The blade just moved by itself! I could not control it at all! KaiHui constantly and patiently asked me to straighten my leg so that the blade would be perpendicular to the ice but i just couldn't do so! And it's really hard to skate because it required the balancing of both legs and accurate timing of lifting and moving of the legs. It reminded me of my first time learning how to swim. AWFUL.

I bumped into so many people including an old man, a few children, a mother teacher her daughter and a few couples. FuiTeng and YanYuan could walk across the ring after a while and i still had to hold on to the sides. It was a failure for me! *shakes head* Saw multiply plus multiply in the ring too, with his girlfriend. That bugger was so good at this he was showing off to me! Bummer, why am i so bad at this? Jon was really good though it was his first try! Kimberly was even better since she already knew how to skate. She could stand still, bend her body downwards to touch the ground/ice and stand back up like it was very easy. I was dumbfounded, i don' t know why. Manwyn was better than me too because he could balance his body really well! Either FuiTeng or YanYuan said something like Manwyn couldn't skate easily like Jon and Kim but he wouldn't fall easily either. I think i look like octopus trying to stay stable and still on ground. I just waved and flung my hands all around especially when i couldn't balance myself and i was about to fall. Kai Hui was REALLY patient to stay by my side and teach me non-stop! Thank you so much, KaiHui! Thank you so so much! In the end, after i went out i realised that my skates were loosened and not fastened properly, which explained the extreme difficulty in controlling the skates and balancing myself. =.= KaiHui was worse, her toes were cramped. Poor her! :(

I am not sure if i would skate again because i think i have ZERO talent at ice skating it's like CengYew trying to sing. :P Moreover, it costs RM21! Excluding the gloves. I am really not sure if i would come again. But again, somehow i know that i might come back again. Probably after SPM. I don't know~ Anyhow, am still really glad that i went ice skating! :D YanYuan, no matter what your parents say, be happy because it's your very first outing and you went ICE SKATING! :D

Oh. A painful reminder for me. UNDONE AND UNTOUCHED HOLIDAY HOMEWORK! *curses*

Friday, June 05, 2009

Decency

Am i too afraid to be dull. Too afraid to blend with the normal. Too frightened to be common.

There is always a constant conflict and contradictory within my inner soul, blabbing about what i should do and how i should react to things and deciding which goals to set and finally whether to set my foot down on the chosen path. Yes, i am too frightened to set my foot down because i am well aware of the risk behind that big move - the irreversible consequences. Longing to be different but scared to take the steps. Crave to be indifferent yet do not favour the common. Contradictory. Veiled by the environmental factors. Lost. Constantly lost and ranting about it.

I know what i should do. I just don't know if i dare do what i should do. And.. This summarises my life.

A test, to test if i am capable of sitting for a test.

Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry
And everything, it will surely change
Even if I tell you I won't go away today

Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary, rest your head
I'm permanent

I know he's living in hell every single day
And so I ask, oh God is there some way for me to take his place?
And when they say it's all touch and go
I wish I could make it go away but still you say

Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary, rest your head
I'm permanent, I'm permanent

Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my promise that you'll never see me cry

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

Isn't it supposed to be a happy day?

I don't know. Probably she's mad at me. Probably everything does not seem right to her. Probably it's the time of the month. =.=

But anyway Mr J, peace sign and I have the lowest possibility ever on the couple-hood list. So quit dreaming. :P Hey! Why am i shutting the doors at myself?! However, peace aka tranquility aka ______ is still available to you, though that slim chance might slip to other people's hands if you do not seize it tightly and with haste. Besides, he's dark like you and you've known her longer than he does. So, certainly you're at the advantage and i will root for you. You're my boss! :D :D :D

Life is good when there are many potential couples all around. Except you're not on the list. That's a HUGE bummer. Whoa, i sound very desperate. If i look at this ten years ago, i would not recognise myself. But it's okay. I mean the not-on-the-list part!

Oh yeah. To anyone who is interested, if you wanna date FuiTeng, the trick is to use carbon-14. She will definitely be delighted. :)

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

Ding~

I think it's not the right time and it will come across as a very weird statement but..

I am still SINGLE AND AVAILABLE AND LOOKING!

There!

I just sold myself. Out. Literally.

=.=

Reason behind that huge..statement : Unknown.

Haha wait let me figure this out. I got scolded for having a unique handwriting which i have been proud of until i got scolded. I got sounded for having a moony or moody face though i thought i was actually expressionless and that i was being totally tactless and unreasonable. And the way i am looked at, totally not the same anymore.

..That has utterly nothing to do with what i initially wrote at all.

Just being random. TOTALLY random. (: