SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

it's the month of SYAWAL! selamat hari raya to all my muslim friends!

tv was full of raya special programmes. spent my time in front of the tv from morning till 4 o'clock. fuu~

ohh. the chocolate cookies was actually LONDON ALMOND. thanks to syawal. HAHA.

made guai leng gou today. mom taught me. so i can make it whenever i want. it isn't that hard actually. moreover, it's healthy. so why not? x)
 

made 10 packets. got around 8 or 9 bowls. not bad. hehe! =D

then captured my bro's presents to take photo. can't blame me. nothing better to do. =D

it was actually a present from his tuition teacher. i am not sure for what reason he got it. but there it is. x)
 


man. i am seriously 'utilising' my bro's cam. xD

oh yeah. the reason i didn't watch transformers in the cinema is because at that time, form threes were having exams. so parents STRICTLY FORBID me to go watch movie. ^^"

transformer. TRANSFORMER.

IN LESS THAN AN HOUR I AM GOING TO WATCH TRANSFORMER! i know i am so dumb to watch it right now. you don't have to tell me.

what did i do today? i was practising to be a good house husband as said by farah. LOL. i swept and mopped upstairs and downstairs. after that, i prepared lunch. and my bro did nothing at all. i was so worn out. but you know, doing chores is not that bad actually. with the company of music and the extremely high volume of it, sweating myself out is really not too bad. =D

OOC : LESS THAN HALF AN HOUR TO WATCH TRANSFORMERS! oh i am downloading it by the way.

let's talk about yesterday. school was DEAD boring. i played scrabbles and suck at it. as in..REALLY suck at it. christopher and josephine were pro. and jonathan was also not too bad. these people are really great at [almost] everything. no i am not jealous. i am NOT jealous.

then played pokers. and speed, with ashikin. i can't believe i lost to ashikin in speed. unbelievable.

in the morning, nasuha and her "friend" came to me and returned my blazer. with it, her "friend" also brought some cookies for me. he said it was from his mom. wow how lovely. i have RAYA COOKIES to eat! thanks to her! THANKS NASUHA! it was in chocolate flavour with some nuts as topping.
                                        
REALLY delicious! oh speaking about cookies, my dad's colleague also gave us some MURUKU! i think those are muruku, aren't they?
                                        
they are LOVELY too! so together they become..
                                        
MURUCHOCOLATECOOKIES!

am i not becoming like crystal? =.=

so what happened to the muruchocolatecoockies? i placed the muruku into its container. but the chocolates cookies.. I ATE THEM ALL! nah nah nah~

after that, serene, ceng yew and i went to yee shan's house. darling and joo er didn't want to go last minute. T.T ys's aunty fetched us. we squeezed ourselves at the back. luckily serene is not that fat. =P her house wasn't that far actually. first we went to yee shan's cousin's house to drop her cousin. her cousin lives in a semi-d. it's HUGE!

then her aunty dropped us at yee shan's house. her house isn't that small either. but i guess it's kinda BIG for the small yee shan. oh how i love their houses. how i wish mine can be as big and as beautifully decorated as theirs.

her mom prepared spaghetti and seafood cuisine noodle (name copied from cengyew) AND sushi. it was MORE than enough! at last her mom took out nangka for us. can i complain about how nice her mom is?

then she chatted with us. told us LOTS OF THINGS about ys. HAHA! we saw some of her photos when she was small too! KINDA CUTE LIKE A LITTLE KID! WAHAHA! too bad i cannot post it here. don't have examples. =D

OOC : TRANSFORMER FINISHED LONG TIME DOWNLOADED LONG TIME AGO AND I FORGOT TO TELL! YES I AM FINALLY GOING TO WATCH IT! =D

then we played ps2. we played fighting games which i rock in abruptly. racing games which i suck at. WWF which supposed to be able to tear the women's clothes but we didn't know how. and SHOCKINGLY serene beat me in that game. TWICE! how embarrasing. >.<
it was 5 something by then. so we decided to leave. ys's mom was teaching tuition at that time. before leaving we finished the sushi. i thought we had many left but turned out that there was not. *sigh*

after that we wanted to *cough* use the washroom. the downstairs one was wet. so we went to ys's. but her cousin and her cousin's friend was in her room. so we enter through her sister's room. [this is kinda complicated] THEN SOMETHING HAPPENED. we couldn't stop laughing ourselves out. i think it's not good to say it out here. so what i can say is the key to the bathroom is *drum rolls* COINS! ROFLMAO! use your imaginative thinking and let it run wild. xD

then off we went back. ys's aunty fetched us again. and dropped us at a nearby lrt station. then we balik. what a wonderful starting of a holiday. ALL THANKS TO LIM YEE SHAN! YOU ROCK! =)

oh yeah. i would love to say WELCOME to my brother, audrey and also sue anne! your presence over here means lot to me. =)

My Future

what is my future? unknown.

i woke up this morning. with hope. i went to school this morning. with hope. i entered the school thie morning. with hope. big hope. but in the end. the hope was answered with nothingness. it was kinda shockingly. nevertheless, i've already prepared for it. i've got preparations. so that i won't fall so hard. this might be a weird ending. but definitely not a bad one.

i was kinda amazed that i had the courage to do it.

today, school was about our future. we had talks on getting to know ourselves better, conducted by the beloved and beautiful counseling teacher, Pn Rosmawati. she was funny, funky and definitely did not act like a teacher at all. which is why a lot of students like her. she introduced a game where we have to stick a paper on our back and ask other friends to write what they thought about us on the paper. we wouldn't know who wrote them unless the handwriting is really typical. so we're supposed to understand ourselves more and realising what our friends think about us. it is not a bad activity, really.

as expected, i got a lot regarding on the way i walk. i think there was one about me being stuck-up. i was kinda surprised. and also about me being mood-swing. i have to admit it's all me. it's not that i don't know i'm like that.

however i didn't get to write on everyone. and not everyone got to write on me. i think my paper is one of the most empty ones. which means not many people wanted to write about me. that shows what a person i am - not friendly to certain people. *smirk*

then we did a test on where our interests lie. it's called something like RIECAS or something. it is to help us realise what our ability is and where our interest lies. i must say it is a very damn smart test. however it has no effect on me as i kinda know how the test and the results will be. moreover, i think i am perfectly clear where am i going to go from here. so, the test was not really useful to me.

after that, we were required to choose our streams. my ambition is to be a remisier. or stockbroker. worse come to worse, accountant. clement and levonne want to be actuary. i find that job quite appealing. however i think i still like shares and commisions. haha! so seeing those are my ambitions, by right i should enter art stream. it is more advisable to do so. that's what cik azizah said. she said if you are positive about what you wanna become when you've grown up, then you can make up your mind right now. but no regrets later. that is what i am worried about. i am kinda worried that if i will regret my decision IF i enter art stream.

besides that, i've kinda had a talk with my mom and second bro. mom did not really have any opinion about this. but bro said i should enter pure science. because i might change my mind after i graduate. it is safer to enter science stream. so that's his opinion. and i think i'm going to ask a lot of people including seniors and eldest bro.

so what choices do i have?

• art stream [account is a must. and maybe with ekonomi asas]
  
• pure science + account
• pure science + account + ekonomi asas
• sub science [without bio] + account
• subj science [wihtout bio] + account + ekonomi asas

i believe if only teacher said we must make a decision today at school, i would have chosen pure science + account + ekonomi asas. so i am seeking advice from seniors. soon. what i have is time. so i can take it slowly. x)

so that pretty up sums up the subject-choosing for now.

there is no volleyball competition for guys. did the school not realise that guys DO play volleyball too?! how can they set the competition only for girls and guys can only play football? well i can't deny the fact that i prefer volleyball than football. i am a TRAINED volleyball player afterall. but nvm. i am a reserved player for football i think. since i am no good and there is not enough guys. so..just let it be. thought i can tumpang play volleyball. i AM going to tumpang plau volleyball. well maybe la. what? i MISS volleyball quite VERY MUCH okay?

ah and can't believe what cik azizah said. SHE ASKED ME TO WEAR SKIRT IF I WANNA PLAY VOLLEYBALL. she SPECIFICALLY asked ME while other people like SYED and CENG YEW wanted to play volleyball too. on top of that, EVEN THE GIRLS DON'T WEAR SKIRT WHEN THEY PLAY VOLLEYBALL. why should we? that does not make sense. haha! i'll see if i can tumpang. =D

i am going to skip school tomorrow. i believe there is nothing much important for us tomorrow. so i might as well sleep a little bit later. and install some games to play. *smirk* so happy schooling to those who are so ever hardworking to attend school.

oh yeah. i am using my bro's laptop. it is VERY COOL! dell anyway. because i am refragmenting my computer. i deleted A LOT OF STUFF to make it emptier. so that it takes shorter time to refragment. however my C drive is still packed with some unknown stuffs so it still takes a long time. damn. hopefully after refragmenting my comp, it will work better. and i will be downloading lotsa lotsa movies and installing lotsa lotsa games. i'm talking as if i have a lot of games to play. which is not true. hehe.

oh yeah i am promoting my blog. so.. ANYONE IS WELCOME. =)

new SKIN.

syawal changed my skin blogskin. THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH NUR SYAWALINA AZWANI GOD-KNOWS-WHAT-YOUR-FULL-NAME-IS! more loves for you. LOL. but of course it is not as much and as deep as your prince charming's loves to you. MOREOVER, my love to you can never be compared to my love to my darling. WAHAHA.

yes i am insane.

what happened today? the first assembly after pmr. was it different? yes, no books around us. it is a much more comfortable 'scenery'. but i was so tempted to bring books,  story books or novels to read. i brought davinci code but it landed in my bag from the starting of school till i reached home. I DIDN'T TOUCH IT. although i got quite guilty seeing my darling and some friends reading some..er..teenage novels. will i ever learn from my mistakes - laziness?

during the assembly teacher talked about firecrackers and how form fives should behave and all. apparently some of them [form fives] lied to the prefects and said they were form three and wanted to go home early. such low-standard attitude. what to do? SAB boleh. and some uncivilised form threes brought firecrackers to school, which resulted on a spotcheck last friday and many people's handsets and mp3s and all were all rampased. however there were two "explosions" today despite the warning and all. i heard one when i was in block E. and the blast was around block E as well. either some stubborn form threes went there to play firecrackers or the actual culprit are the form twos. I AM JUST MAKING GUESSES. no accusation or whatsoever here.

i suppose there are many activities lining up for us form threes from today onwards. or maybe starting from the week after hari raya. i thought i would get the chance to play volleyball again. i haven't laid my hands on any volleyballs for2 years. kinda nostalgic. remember the days when i was a capten of the team. and play with every friends. but everything changed after i came into sab. not many guys can play volleyball well therefore not even one team which consisted of minimum 6 people can be formed. sab boleh.

the volleyball competition is only for girls i think. and i think they are even going to change it to bola jaring. so no chances. guys will stick to..either bola sepak or futsal. but i think it's bola sepak which is more energy consuming. besides that, we have sketch which i hate, debates which i don't think i am involved since they choose other people but not me [maybe they think i am not talented and because i am not talented], trips to pusat sains malaysia and some f1 thingy at times square and many more.

does it seem appealing? nope, not to me. there is nothing interesting in there. *sigh*

during school hours, all we did was playing cards i guess. uno and the poker cards. of course i don't play uno. it is quite boring. i used it to play speed, with ashton. I WON HIM ONCE. and he requested for a rematch but couldn't finish since school ended. he declared another rematch tomorrow. wahaha. poker cards. what else can we play with it? however we don't gamble money. we're good students. =)

then. pn zuhaidah, pn izakiah and pn azizah were chatting in our class today. [see, after pmr everyone is so free! so isn't examination a good-for-nothing event? just let everyone be free!] and later joined by another teacher whom i could not remember who. mr affendi walked by our classes. he seemed real bored. he walked by our classes a couple of times already. i think he is a little bit unused to the current "atmosphere" - pmr-free. i seriously sympathized him. maybe i should have a chat with him if i see him in the following days. who knows we might talk about a lot of things and gain lotsa experience. he is a very good teacher, no doubt. he talks to his students about a lots of things. he is very open-minded as well! too bad he is not going to teach us next year. )=

then off we went home.

i plan on clearing my files in my computer and refrag them. apparently my mission will take, maybe, a couple of days. *sigh* and according to bro, refragment consumes a long period of time. )= i want to play games. but i have to fix my comp first. so off i go~ wish me luck for tomorrow~!

you study your arse off. and be a slightly patient. and constantly be positive. and—voilà!—PMR ends!

can we stop talking about how pmr has come to an end and everyone is friggin' happy about it? because it is getting boring.

i am getting envious at how good my seniors [our seniors] write their blogs. their sentence structure FLOWS like river. it is just..beautiful. how i wish i can be like them. but with my low-level vocabulary and simple-thinking, how is it ever going to be possible?

there was a stranger chatting with me yesterday night. he thought i had gone up with him to genting for a trip. apparently he got the wrong person. but he was quite nice to continue chatting with me. but not as nice, later. he asked bout my gender. then he asked again a moment later. then he said i chat like a girl. wtf?

that is my problem. there is something peculiar about the way i chat. the way i form my sentences. everything is just not right. but again, it is just the way i form my sentences. so it doesn't really matter maybe. moreover, a friend said if it wasn't because of the way i chat, i wouldn't be so close with so many people. well of course the people are mostly girls. something to be ashamed of? )=

hunting new skins for my blog. this one is not nice. i need one with wider space for my posts. and coloured. still, i need assistance, right sya? (x

oh yeah, sya, i hope you don't mind i start following your way of writing emoticons. like (= and not like =). xD

we were talking about pretty actress. attractive actress. okay maybe it was only me. i am the perasan one. =.=" but keira knightley is really pretty! despite the..anorexic thing she has. but i believe most skinny actresses are pretty attractive. another example will be jessica alba! emma is also pretty. don't you think so? especially in this photo.  she is just stunning! and next in the list is carrie underwood. she is just beautiful. and she has an amazing voice.

i shall stop here and continue my rants, if there's any, tomorrow.