i woke up this morning. with hope. i went to school this morning. with hope. i entered the school thie morning. with hope. big hope. but in the end. the hope was answered with nothingness. it was kinda shockingly. nevertheless, i've already prepared for it. i've got preparations. so that i won't fall so hard. this might be a weird ending. but definitely not a bad one.
today, school was about our future. we had talks on getting to know ourselves better, conducted by the beloved and beautiful counseling teacher, Pn Rosmawati. she was funny, funky and definitely did not act like a teacher at all. which is why a lot of students like her. she introduced a game where we have to stick a paper on our back and ask other friends to write what they thought about us on the paper. we wouldn't know who wrote them unless the handwriting is really typical. so we're supposed to understand ourselves more and realising what our friends think about us. it is not a bad activity, really.
as expected, i got a lot regarding on the way i walk. i think there was one about me being stuck-up. i was kinda surprised. and also about me being mood-swing. i have to admit it's all me. it's not that i don't know i'm like that.
however i didn't get to write on everyone. and not everyone got to write on me. i think my paper is one of the most empty ones. which means not many people wanted to write about me. that shows what a person i am - not friendly to certain people. *smirk*
then we did a test on where our interests lie. it's called something like RIECAS or something. it is to help us realise what our ability is and where our interest lies. i must say it is a very damn smart test. however it has no effect on me as i kinda know how the test and the results will be. moreover, i think i am perfectly clear where am i going to go from here. so, the test was not really useful to me.
after that, we were required to choose our streams. my ambition is to be a remisier. or stockbroker. worse come to worse, accountant. clement and levonne want to be actuary. i find that job quite appealing. however i think i still like shares and commisions. haha! so seeing those are my ambitions, by right i should enter art stream. it is more advisable to do so. that's what cik azizah said. she said if you are positive about what you wanna become when you've grown up, then you can make up your mind right now. but no regrets later. that is what i am worried about. i am kinda worried that if i will regret my decision IF i enter art stream.
besides that, i've kinda had a talk with my mom and second bro. mom did not really have any opinion about this. but bro said i should enter pure science. because i might change my mind after i graduate. it is safer to enter science stream. so that's his opinion. and i think i'm going to ask a lot of people including seniors and eldest bro.
so what choices do i have?
- art stream [account is a must. and maybe with ekonomi asas]
- pure science + account
- pure science + account + ekonomi asas
- sub science [without bio] + account
- subj science [wihtout bio] + account + ekonomi asas
so that pretty up sums up the subject-choosing for now.
there is no volleyball competition for guys. did the school not realise that guys DO play volleyball too?! how can they set the competition only for girls and guys can only play football? well i can't deny the fact that i prefer volleyball than football. i am a TRAINED volleyball player afterall. but nvm. i am a reserved player for football i think. since i am no good and there is not enough guys. so..just let it be. thought i can tumpang play volleyball. i AM going to tumpang plau volleyball. well maybe la. what? i MISS volleyball quite VERY MUCH okay?
ah and can't believe what cik azizah said. SHE ASKED ME TO WEAR SKIRT IF I WANNA PLAY VOLLEYBALL. she SPECIFICALLY asked ME while other people like SYED and CENG YEW wanted to play volleyball too. on top of that, EVEN THE GIRLS DON'T WEAR SKIRT WHEN THEY PLAY VOLLEYBALL. why should we? that does not make sense. haha! i'll see if i can tumpang. =D
i am going to skip school tomorrow. i believe there is nothing much important for us tomorrow. so i might as well sleep a little bit later. and install some games to play. *smirk* so happy schooling to those who are so ever hardworking to attend school.
oh yeah. i am using my bro's laptop. it is VERY COOL! dell anyway. because i am refragmenting my computer. i deleted A LOT OF STUFF to make it emptier. so that it takes shorter time to refragment. however my C drive is still packed with some unknown stuffs so it still takes a long time. damn. hopefully after refragmenting my comp, it will work better. and i will be downloading lotsa lotsa movies and installing lotsa lotsa games. i'm talking as if i have a lot of games to play. which is not true. hehe.
oh yeah i am promoting my blog. so.. ANYONE IS WELCOME. =)
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Before i step foot into form six, im so damn freaking determined to do business. thats my passion (till now, it still is, just that..its buried and hidden beneath all sorts of chemistry and physics craps that i shud memorize for my STPM). i applied to transfer to art stream, and i was informed that it will take up to 3 months. i mean, heck, wat am i going to do in that three months?? studying subjects that i dun need? its basically wasting my time. And thus, i remained in physics class. Till now, for some reason, i dun regret it. but honestly, if i was given a chance to reconsider my choice, i wud think twice. Thrice. watever.
its just that...now, physics is killing me, and i doubt i wud get a reasonable scholarship to business if im at the pure science line. the thing is, i wont trust myself to get pulic U. there are sooo many random factors. so said that we are all malaysians and in the "democratic country". i mean those were bunch of bullshits. so what if u get a local u? will it be the wan that u want? or, so u get the u that u wan, will it be the course?? Aw come on. four flats ppl are complaining they cant get, what more me XD i dun think i'll get anything more than 2As.
and so, for those who are wondering out there...seriously, dun keep thinking that, to be safe, stay in science stream, you will have a wider selection. no babe, choose according to your passion. or not you will regret and there n then u will realise, its too late, but to continue.
And so hookeen, see, if you are so positive about it, i'd say, go for it. seriously, there's no time for you to regret such things. dont be like me, doing something that i know i dont like, and finding something else deep inside my heart that i'd rather i'll be doing.
btw, from what i know stockbroking, options and shares have their own potentials. (for drawing money XD)
dont listen to what shits ppl say about go to science stream cz you will have wider selections. THAT only works for ppl who has no idea whatsoever to do at all.
in fact, im sure everyone realise, you do best in the subjects you love. you don't when you are thinking that its all about work demand and all that shits in future. think wisely, hookeen :D
and im so much willing to assist or give opinions to anyone who needs it. im pretty unbiased, i realise :P so its safe, really. ahahahahahahahahahah...im so... ish ish :P
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