You do not have to care. Because you never do.

The last time i cried was when i was 6 or 7 i think. But i can't believe the faucet opened. Though only for that really short period, it did. And does anyone know? Me no care.

To be honest. I am really disappointed and am really in despair and am really angry. For different reasons. And MANY reasons.

But people say, time heals. And i think it actually does, slowly.

It's Not My Time by 3 Doors Down is actually nice. I just knew that song's name today and i think it fits today. Funny much?

OMG KEVIN RUDD!

KEVIN RUDD CAME TO SMK AMINUDDIN BAKI TODAY AT APPROXIMATELY 12.30 O'CLOCK IN THE AFTERNOON!


Hishamuddin came too!


I know it is rude to just call them by their names but i am seriously not sure whether to call them Datuk or what

Hishamuddin is actually quite tall. Almost taller than me. And of course Kevin Rudd is taller than me. Almost by one head. =___=

I, together with the other choral speaking members, welcomed Kevin Rudd to our school in front of the school hall. We were all wearing baju melayu. [Yes i did wear it it's my first time and many people said that i looked cute. What the heck?] He said that he liked the "head thingy" and even tilted his head to one side. He was actually a funny person! And he also said that we were really good (in what we were doing)! Such compliment from a huge person like him!

Unfortunately Rudd didn't stay for long. After about half an hour, he left. )= Then everyone was busy taking photos with Hishamuddin. Argh i didn't get to take a photo with him. ))=

After school had ended, i went tuition. My teacher, Syed Anwar thought i was a chinese-and-malay mixed as i was wearing the baju melayu. How naive. :P But i didn't get to tell him that Kevin Rudd came to SAB. Ish.

Oh and the seven o'clock news at NTV7 just ended. They showed Rudd coming to our school. A glimpse of Yan Ting and Rue Huei. There were the real Rizwan, Jason Leong, Janenie dancing, Rudd in 5J teaching, Rudd playing batu seremban and more. BUT NO PHOTOS OF CHORAL SPEAKING! wtf

But i am really happy today. It's a happy happy day~ :D

damn crappy post i know =.=

gaming spree~

You will not believe what game i was hooked for the past few days. Pokemon. Really. Pokemon yellow to be more precise. And i've finished it this afternoon, not long ago. It's really addictive, i don't know why, although i've once played it before. I can't believe i successfully beaten the Elite Four.

Accomplishment made:
- Finished most of the missions
- Beaten all 8 gym leaders
- Beaten Elite Four
- Successfully trained my main six pokemons up to level 60+

But too bad i don't know how to go to the Power Plant stated in the map. ): Now i don't know what game i can play. *sigh*

LOL! It's good for health :p

I've never laughed this hard before. But thanks to the LUCK that i had today with ELDERLY, Serene laughed till her stomach hurt i think. LONG story.

Miru was there too. Even i-think-his-name-is Wei Hong was there. It was really embarrassing.

1. i was standing in the bus from school to majestic [pudu]. there was a really cute Arabian baby girl sitting on the lap of her mother, who was sitting in front of me. then baby girl fell asleep. and god knows when, the baby girl was grabbing onto her mothers boobs. serene was the one who notified me about it! WE COULD NOT STOP LAUGHING BECAUSE IT WAS SO SO HILARIOUS! i think the mother must have thought that we were really insane! and i DID NOT peek at the baby girl's hand REALLY!
   
2. when we came down from the bus, i was searching for serene because apparently there were quite a lot of people and secondly i couldn't see her behind me so i turned my head to search further behind at my back. then out of the blue she was in front of me and said "looking for me?" and she laughed at me because i think i was really dumbfounded.
3. on our second bus home, we were standing by the door because there were really a LOT of people. and miru, serene's classmate was with us and a form five guy, whose name is wei hong i think, was also there. and i was talking about how lucky only one of the bus's door was open instead of both. because more people could stand by the door then. THEN, there was this TOTAL STRANGER replied to what i said [to serene]! I WAS TOTALLY TAKEN ABACK! but i listened to him anyway. and serene started laughing again! so then i was really quiet because i promised not to say anything anymore. SUDDENLY the stranger [who was a guy by the way] stared at my name tag! he was standing really close to me! then he pronounced my name out loud! AND IN A WRONG WAY! AND HE SAID "chow hoo keen [wrongly pronounced]. another one whose surname is chow." then i said "er.. yeah why?" [DON'T ASK ME WHY DID I ASK WHY!] then he replied "you asked me why? because my name is chow too!" TOTAL SWEATNESS CAN OR NOT?! serene could not stop laughing at all! =.=
4. so at the stop at jaya jusco, maluri, a lot of people went down therefore we moved into the free space. and then more people squeezed in. and in the end, i was standing in a really weird position, where there was this bag which was constantly pushing against my butt and i had to stand between a dude [who was sitting]'s leg. it's like.. one of his leg was in between my legs [he was sitting i was standing] AND IT IS TOTALLY WEIRD! AND FISH SERENE TAI FOR LAUGHING NON STOP LA!!!

But i had a good laugh, if you can consider that as an..er..advantage. =.=

Oh oh! Congratulations to Kimberly Chok Sook Kim for successfully becoming the president of Interact Club! And also to have achieved something in her love life [can't resist this :P] Congrats to Serene too for getting Secretary! I've heard about Maggie, but at least she has a higher post? (:

Also, congrats to Chiew Teng as president of Art Club, Fui Teng as Deputy and Wern Xin as Secretary! Now most of the people i know have posts. It's such a good news. (:

But to Clement, Garry and Joshua, hopefully you all can learn your lesson this time and do better next time. (:

And i find the animation software from the Edubox really hilarious! But dang it, i can't crack the file. =.=

American Idol Tour has started!

And THAT'S why i love David Cook so so much! He IS really GOOD! :D

I realise that i have not been blogging lately and it's really boring here. My bad.

Recently a lot of things have happened. Battle of emotions and feelings? The nonexistent political fight? A little of those added into my life = hell-ish. What i can do is to try to suck them up and make a happy life out of it.

Sounds pathetic ain't it?

Oh our school is receiving a really BIG guest next week. And he is REALLY REALLY BIG! Meeting him in person might be exciting. Oh performing to him, i mean.

Erm my mid-term results. Second in class. Eleventh in the whole form. And apparently i have one 5C, one 3B, and 2A and the rest 1A. 5C! Thanks to the idiotic Pendidikan Jasmani! =.=

But it's still okay i guess. Sigh.

And i am really afraid if the Penang course that i am attending will clash with the PBSM AGM and i really do not want to miss my fourth AGM aka the most important AGM in my high school life. WHAT TO DO?!

I really hate things when they clas together. Hate hate hate hate hate!

Grr.


For a few weeks, i've been feeling like..

you never knew, do you? the way you look at me, it hurts.

But they will never know *sigh*